Thank you all for the reviews!! I love you guys! Lol
Chisara Notell ~ You will have to read to find out! And he does indeed! Go Zack! Hehe thankies for the review!
Du Grey ~ Yeah poor Freddy and I like making people bitches!! Thankies for the reviw
Tituba ~ I will try not to make it as sad this time! Hehe thankies for the review
LauraCroft ~ I know what you mean! Maybe I should open my own website? Lol and I agree Freddy and Zack are sssooo made for each other! Thankies for the review
Hannah ~ I will try my best to feed the addiction!! I wish more people would write f/z slash too! Thankies for the review
waffle ~ That might not be a bad idea! We will see! Thankies for the reviw.
By the way this one will be shorter as I need to get Freddy somewhere before the real juicy bit comes in!
Disclaimer on first chappie
Heal Me I'm Heartsick
Chapter 3
Zack was bored. No replace that. He was more then bored. It was really early and he was the first to get into school. Wearing what he wore yesterday he flicked his elastic band that was randomly on the floor. He had decided to come early to see if he could catch Freddy and talk to him. Since yesterday, he hadn't spoken to the drummer angel.....I mean best friend Freddy. Something was...........missing. Taking a piece of paper from in his desk he decided to pass the time by writing a song about how he felt. He remembered Dewey telling him the best way to know your feelings was to put them in a song.
Nothing's going my way
Nothing going right
My life isn't what it used to be
Since you've gone
There's a hole
That only you can fill
I don't only want you
I need you
Sighing into his words he looked up and realized half the class had filled in now. Katie and Summer were talking together and as Zack's stare rested on Katie she turned and flashed him a smile. Making himself smile, somewhat sickly, back he put his song into his desk and leaned back. He looked at the time. Class was due to start in 10 minutes. Where the hell was Freddy? Normally he was here ages ago. Looking around Zack's gut suddenly tied itself in a knot. Why wasn't Freddy here? He felt ill. Something in the back of his mind was screaming at him that something was wrong with Freddy. Terribly wrong. Trying to shake the feeling out of his system he suddenly got images of Freddy lying in a hospital bed with nurses surrounding him. Shaking his head he tried to rid himself of those images. As he looked up he realized his teacher had entered and was telling the class to quieten down. As Zack answered his name he looked at the empty desk next to him. Where the hell was his Freddy??? He meant 'where the hell is Freddy?'. The teacher started to tell the class the normal notices and Zack could feel himself dropping into sleep. He hadn't slept well the previous night with his thoughts plagued by Freddy. He couldn't believe and hated himself for doing that to Freddy. But part of him knew there was no other choice. If his father ever found out Zack was gay.....WAIT A MINUTE!!! Zack suddenly sat up straight.
'I'm gay?'
'Finally. It took you ages to work that one out.'
'Who are you?'
'A random voice in your head. You can call me the voice of reason.'
'Oh great. I'm gay and talking to myself.'
'Technically you're THINKING to yourself as your not moving your lips.'
'True.'
'But you want to move your lips against Freddy's silky pure juicy sweet lips.'
'Yeah.......no wait I'm not gay! I have Katie!'
'And that is supposed to prove to me what?'
'That I'm not gay!'
'Going out with Katie doesn't prove this.'
'It does to my dad.'
'Aha. So your going to hide behind Katie for the rest of your life.'
'.............Maybe.'
'But you don't love Katie do you?'
'Nope.'
'But you do love someone else.'
'Yes I do.'
'And you will do anything for that person.'
'Yes. Anything.'
'And that person is...........'
'Don't make me say it.'
'Ok then I will say it! Fre-'
'DON'T!!'
'You have to face facts soon. You deny it forever.'
'But what if he doesn't feel the same way.'
'Something tells me he does.'
'Maybe.'
'Just say those four words and you will feel better.'
'I,I LOVE Freddy!'
'That was five words.'
'GO AWAY.' Zack suddenly realized he was hitting himself on the head with his book.....and the class was staring at him.
"Um.....I thought a wasp was on there?" He said and sunk lower into his seat. Looking up he realized his teacher was asking him to come up to the desk. As he walked through the mazes of the desks he stopped in front of her and tilted his head.
"Could you please take the register up to the principle please Zack?" She asked as she handed the red register to him. Nodding, he took it and practically ran out of the room. He knew she was worried about him. Leaning against the wall he tried to clear his mind. Damn that "voice of reason". He didn't like the fact that it made perfect sense to him. Suddenly the main entrance door swung open. Jogging up to it Zack saw Freddy stumble through it. His hair was in a mess and his uniform was creased and out of shape. It looked like he hadn't changed and slept in this. Walking up to Freddy he looked at him closely.
"Freddy?"
"Eff off." Freddy drawled, barely able to stand.
"Freddy your totally out of it. What the hell have you done?" Zack screamed at him.
"Not like you care. Go back to your bitch." Freddy was barely able to stand, talk or be rational.
"Freddy come on!" Zack looked and Freddy then realized he was passing out.
"FREDDY!!!!!" Zack screamed as Freddy slumped over and collapsed on the floor. Falling onto his knee's, Zack help Freddy's arm and rolled up his sleeve so he could check his pulse. But when he rolled it up he saw a dark black and blue bruise. Rolling the sleeve up more he was shocked to see how big the bruise was. Rubbing his thumb gently over it he felt a small lump. Then he realized this sort of bruise wasn't mad by accident. Drawing his attension away from the bruise that coloured his best friend's pale skin he checked for a pulse. His knot untied itself a little bit as he felt a weak pulse. He looked at the near lifeless form of his best friend..
"Please don't die. Please don't leave me." Zack was barely conscious that this words left his mouth as tears started to fall from his eyes. He suddenly stood up and shouted for help. Luckily at that point Summer had been going to see what was taking Zack so long and ran over to him. Her eyes widen as she looked at Freddy. She looked at Zack who returned her gaze as his eyes filled with tears.
"Get a teacher!" He ordered her as he held onto his best friends limp hand. As Freddy slipped into darkness the last thing he heard was his love's voice saying, "Hold on. You will never be alone."
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Zack watched the ambulance roll out of the courtyard. He wasn't allowed to go in it with Freddy. The teacher tried to get the lesson going again but everyone had lost their concretion. Katie walked up and whispered into Zack's ear a menacing warning.
"You can't help him. The drugs have taken over his life." After that she walked off. Zack suddenly knew why Freddy was acting so strange. Determined to help his friend, he made a mental plan in his head of how to get to Freddy after school.
Sorry that's short but I needed to get this bit done. The hospital bit is the best bit but I can't tell you any sneaky peeps because that could ruin it!! Review please!! LOVE THE SLASH!!!
Chisara Notell ~ You will have to read to find out! And he does indeed! Go Zack! Hehe thankies for the review!
Du Grey ~ Yeah poor Freddy and I like making people bitches!! Thankies for the reviw
Tituba ~ I will try not to make it as sad this time! Hehe thankies for the review
LauraCroft ~ I know what you mean! Maybe I should open my own website? Lol and I agree Freddy and Zack are sssooo made for each other! Thankies for the review
Hannah ~ I will try my best to feed the addiction!! I wish more people would write f/z slash too! Thankies for the review
waffle ~ That might not be a bad idea! We will see! Thankies for the reviw.
By the way this one will be shorter as I need to get Freddy somewhere before the real juicy bit comes in!
Disclaimer on first chappie
Heal Me I'm Heartsick
Chapter 3
Zack was bored. No replace that. He was more then bored. It was really early and he was the first to get into school. Wearing what he wore yesterday he flicked his elastic band that was randomly on the floor. He had decided to come early to see if he could catch Freddy and talk to him. Since yesterday, he hadn't spoken to the drummer angel.....I mean best friend Freddy. Something was...........missing. Taking a piece of paper from in his desk he decided to pass the time by writing a song about how he felt. He remembered Dewey telling him the best way to know your feelings was to put them in a song.
Nothing's going my way
Nothing going right
My life isn't what it used to be
Since you've gone
There's a hole
That only you can fill
I don't only want you
I need you
Sighing into his words he looked up and realized half the class had filled in now. Katie and Summer were talking together and as Zack's stare rested on Katie she turned and flashed him a smile. Making himself smile, somewhat sickly, back he put his song into his desk and leaned back. He looked at the time. Class was due to start in 10 minutes. Where the hell was Freddy? Normally he was here ages ago. Looking around Zack's gut suddenly tied itself in a knot. Why wasn't Freddy here? He felt ill. Something in the back of his mind was screaming at him that something was wrong with Freddy. Terribly wrong. Trying to shake the feeling out of his system he suddenly got images of Freddy lying in a hospital bed with nurses surrounding him. Shaking his head he tried to rid himself of those images. As he looked up he realized his teacher had entered and was telling the class to quieten down. As Zack answered his name he looked at the empty desk next to him. Where the hell was his Freddy??? He meant 'where the hell is Freddy?'. The teacher started to tell the class the normal notices and Zack could feel himself dropping into sleep. He hadn't slept well the previous night with his thoughts plagued by Freddy. He couldn't believe and hated himself for doing that to Freddy. But part of him knew there was no other choice. If his father ever found out Zack was gay.....WAIT A MINUTE!!! Zack suddenly sat up straight.
'I'm gay?'
'Finally. It took you ages to work that one out.'
'Who are you?'
'A random voice in your head. You can call me the voice of reason.'
'Oh great. I'm gay and talking to myself.'
'Technically you're THINKING to yourself as your not moving your lips.'
'True.'
'But you want to move your lips against Freddy's silky pure juicy sweet lips.'
'Yeah.......no wait I'm not gay! I have Katie!'
'And that is supposed to prove to me what?'
'That I'm not gay!'
'Going out with Katie doesn't prove this.'
'It does to my dad.'
'Aha. So your going to hide behind Katie for the rest of your life.'
'.............Maybe.'
'But you don't love Katie do you?'
'Nope.'
'But you do love someone else.'
'Yes I do.'
'And you will do anything for that person.'
'Yes. Anything.'
'And that person is...........'
'Don't make me say it.'
'Ok then I will say it! Fre-'
'DON'T!!'
'You have to face facts soon. You deny it forever.'
'But what if he doesn't feel the same way.'
'Something tells me he does.'
'Maybe.'
'Just say those four words and you will feel better.'
'I,I LOVE Freddy!'
'That was five words.'
'GO AWAY.' Zack suddenly realized he was hitting himself on the head with his book.....and the class was staring at him.
"Um.....I thought a wasp was on there?" He said and sunk lower into his seat. Looking up he realized his teacher was asking him to come up to the desk. As he walked through the mazes of the desks he stopped in front of her and tilted his head.
"Could you please take the register up to the principle please Zack?" She asked as she handed the red register to him. Nodding, he took it and practically ran out of the room. He knew she was worried about him. Leaning against the wall he tried to clear his mind. Damn that "voice of reason". He didn't like the fact that it made perfect sense to him. Suddenly the main entrance door swung open. Jogging up to it Zack saw Freddy stumble through it. His hair was in a mess and his uniform was creased and out of shape. It looked like he hadn't changed and slept in this. Walking up to Freddy he looked at him closely.
"Freddy?"
"Eff off." Freddy drawled, barely able to stand.
"Freddy your totally out of it. What the hell have you done?" Zack screamed at him.
"Not like you care. Go back to your bitch." Freddy was barely able to stand, talk or be rational.
"Freddy come on!" Zack looked and Freddy then realized he was passing out.
"FREDDY!!!!!" Zack screamed as Freddy slumped over and collapsed on the floor. Falling onto his knee's, Zack help Freddy's arm and rolled up his sleeve so he could check his pulse. But when he rolled it up he saw a dark black and blue bruise. Rolling the sleeve up more he was shocked to see how big the bruise was. Rubbing his thumb gently over it he felt a small lump. Then he realized this sort of bruise wasn't mad by accident. Drawing his attension away from the bruise that coloured his best friend's pale skin he checked for a pulse. His knot untied itself a little bit as he felt a weak pulse. He looked at the near lifeless form of his best friend..
"Please don't die. Please don't leave me." Zack was barely conscious that this words left his mouth as tears started to fall from his eyes. He suddenly stood up and shouted for help. Luckily at that point Summer had been going to see what was taking Zack so long and ran over to him. Her eyes widen as she looked at Freddy. She looked at Zack who returned her gaze as his eyes filled with tears.
"Get a teacher!" He ordered her as he held onto his best friends limp hand. As Freddy slipped into darkness the last thing he heard was his love's voice saying, "Hold on. You will never be alone."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Zack watched the ambulance roll out of the courtyard. He wasn't allowed to go in it with Freddy. The teacher tried to get the lesson going again but everyone had lost their concretion. Katie walked up and whispered into Zack's ear a menacing warning.
"You can't help him. The drugs have taken over his life." After that she walked off. Zack suddenly knew why Freddy was acting so strange. Determined to help his friend, he made a mental plan in his head of how to get to Freddy after school.
Sorry that's short but I needed to get this bit done. The hospital bit is the best bit but I can't tell you any sneaky peeps because that could ruin it!! Review please!! LOVE THE SLASH!!!