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AN: Thank you guys for reviewing...I'm upping it to R because in the future it might get a little more violent and limey...but who doesn't like limey
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Chapter Two:
Uchiha Sasuke sat
staring into space, not aware of time; nor did he notice the rain
pouring down on him. He wrapped his arms and legs around him for
security as the rain fell in torrents upon him. His mind reeled with
nervous anxiety, and he gnawed on his lip fretfully.
Itachi?
He's...back? The thought danced in his mind painfully, nagging him
like a burr. He quickly wrenched the burr away, however; Itachi
wasn't his biggest concern at the moment. He clenched his fists and
slammed one against a tree trunk next to him, staring out at the
training ground before him.
He had trailed after Kakashi to
ask him a question—what it was, he couldn't remember—and had
seen him stop at the training ground as though waiting for someone.
When the white haired Sannin Sasuke had only seen from a distance
appeared, Sasuke knew he should leave. But then the Sannin had
mentioned Naruto and he couldn't force himself to move.
His
body, tensed as they spoke of the battle between Gaara and Naruto
which he remembered so well, had begun to tremble at their next
words. Naruto...the kyuubi...it all made SENSE now. Naruto had been
the vessel in which the demon fox had been sealed by the Fourth
Hokage. He had never known, but now that he did, he felt as if he had
always known.
It stung him a bit to know Naruto had not
mentioned any of this to him, but he didn't focus on this. Naruto
was...going to DIE. When the kyuubi would break free of the seal,
Naruto would be dead. Not the dead-but-not-really he had been when he
had fought Haku, but honestly DEAD.
Sasuke clenched his fists
tighter, digging his blunt nails into his skin, gripping so tightly
he drew blood. The warm crimson dribbled down his palms to mingle
with the rain as it fell on his arms, coursing down to his wrist. He
started to cry.
"Dobe, you can't die. You're too lucky
to die. You've just got to live—I know you're not going to die.
I know it. You're my only friend, you idiot." He pulled his fist
back and slammed it against the tree again, over and over, punching
violently. His knuckles were soon raw and bloodied, but he punched on
desperately, as though the pain was a release, the outlet in which he
sought solace.
"NARUTO! NARUTO! NARUTO! NARUTO!" Each
slam of his fist matched his words; he cried out his friend's name
as his flesh thudded against the wooden trunk. Splinters flew into
his hand, but he continued to gnash at the wood. "NARUTO! NARUTO!
NARUTO!"
Fingers wrapped around his arm, clenching it
tightly. He turned his head and saw Kakashi staring at him with
concern. He had neither seen nor heard his sensei; though it was
raining, he still should have sensed the familiar presence.
Sasuke
jerked his hand out of Kakashi's grip, embarrassed, realizing his
sensei had heard him chant his "rival's" name over and over.
"Kakashi-sensei. What do you want?" he snapped.
"I want
you to stop being an idiot," his sensei retorted. Sasuke looked
away guiltily, and mumbled an apology. "Come on, let's get you
out of the rain."
"Kakashi-sensei...was it true?"
"Was
what true, Sasuke?"
"What you and the Sannin were speaking
about?'
"Heh, so you heard the conversation between me and
Jiraiya, then," he laughed bitterly. "Yes, Sasuke. It was true.
All of it."
"So you mean...Naruto is...the kyuubi?" he
asked, disbelief in his voice, even though he knew.
"Yes,
even that. Naruto was chosen to be the vessel for the kyuubi when
Yondaime sealed him in there. Yondaime chose him because Naruto is
his—" Kakashi stopped quickly. "Well, that's not important.
Naruto has within him, the demon fox that attacked Konoha 17 years
ago."
"Why didn't anyone tell me this before?"
"Because
none of the children are supposed to know. You were all supposed to
be able to treat Naruto as though he was normal because you wouldn't
know what was different about him. That was Yondaime's plan—for
Naruto be regarded as a normal child or a hero, if anything—but
none of the villages trusted him after the death of the Fourth. Their
distrust rubbed off on the children."
"You know...Kakashi...I
used to hate him."
"Naruto? Hated him? Why?"
"Because
he was so hurt and yet still nice to everyone." Sasuke winced,
remembering a day etched in his memory. "When he and I were
attending the academy, one day I had forgotten to make myself a
lunch, and Naruto came over to me." Sasuke laughed sadly. "He
asked me, in his little annoying voice, if I wanted some of his
lunch. It looked so disgusting, and I told him. I told him to go
away, said he was annoying." Sasuke sighed fitfully. "But I
didn't mean it...it just...bothered me, that he could be so nice
even though he was alone."
"Sasuke..." Kakashi began,
but he had no idea what he could say to the boy. Sasuke had hurt his
friend years ago for no reason.
"I envy him. I envy him with
every fiber of my being. He's an incredible person, and he doesn't
even know that. He motivates everyone around him by his blind
stupidity and faith in himself." Sasuke laughed softly, a hollow,
cold laugh. "I hated his happiness and his friendliness. And when
he began to like Sakura—f" Kakashi couldn't be sure, but he
thought he heard anger in Sasuke's voice, just there. "Only to
find out she liked ME...he hated me for it, something I had no
control over."
Kakashi embraced the boy softly, muttering to
him. "'Sasuke...don't fret about things that happened in the
past. You and Naruto are friends now. Don't spend time in the
past."
"But Kakashi...if I think about the present—or
the future—I'll think about Naruto.: Sasuke looked away, vaguely
noticing the rain was beginning to lessen. "Naruto's going to
DIE, Kakashi-sensei. He CAN'T die. I need him..." Sasuke choked
out. "I love him."
Kakashi raised an eyebrow
involuntarily. Sasuke hastily plunged on. "I don't love him like
that, Kakashi-sensei. But he means more to me than any other person
ever has. I can't bear the thought of losing another person close
to me."
"I know what you mean, Sasuke...but you can't go
with him."
"WHY?!"
"Because," Kakashi said,
tightening his grip on the Uchiha. "Were the kyuubi to seize
Naruto's spirit, Naruto wouldn't be able to tell from friend from
foe and could do nothing against the kyuubi even if he could. The
kyuubi would know you, however, and would attack you before anyone
else."
"That's not a good reason, Kakashi. I don't
care about myself—if I can help Naruto, I have to go." The
Uchiha's gaze darted down to his feet that he shuffled awkwardly.
"I just want to do anything I can to help him..."
Kakashi
smiled at him fondly. "Sasuke, Jiraiya will be with him. Don't
worry. Jiraiya will do everything he can to take care of Naruto—even
give up his life to save him. Yondaime's...legacy...will be
protected, I swear."
"I just can't help feeling like I'd
be making a mistake by staying here, Kakashi-sensei. Naruto needs me,
even if he doesn't know it yet. I just have to be there for
him."
"Sasuke, you cannot go after Naruto." The Jounin
gripped Sasuke's shoulders and shoved him away, staring into his
eyes intently. The rain stopped completely suddenly, but a streak of
lightning flashed and crackled across the dark sky. "Sasuke, listen
to me. You will be putting yourself at danger if you follow him. Do
you understand?"
Sasuke untangled himself from Kakashi's
embrace and nodded firmly. "I understand, Kakashi-sensei. I won't
do anything without thinking, I promise."
Kakashi nodded at
him, smiling softly. "Come, then. Let's go dry you off."
