When two lives collide Chapter 3: Dude, stop tripping!… to the past, a charmed fanfic

CHAPTER III: Dude, stop tripping!... to the past.

AGAIN I WANT TO REMIND YOU THAT IN MY STORY: IN THE OTHER LIFE, PIPER DIES WHEN CHRIS IS 11 AND WYATT 13. IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL BETTER THINK THAT CHRIS LIED TO HIS GRANPA TO AVOID "FUTURE CONSEQUENCES" ï

He dreamt/ remembered being 4 and Wyatt 6. Demons were attacking them and Wyatt was protecting both of them with his force field. He assured him that nothing was ever going to happen to him, that he would always protect him. And that was true in this life, Wyatt had always been there too protect him. TOO much, if you asked his opinion. In the other life, Wyatt's way of protection was very questionable.

He remembered how it all started. He remembered being 11 and over hearing his parents talking. Piper was saying

- " No.. It cant be. He is a good boy how could he have done something like that?"

"I don't know Piper. There is something wrong with him. I know it was him. Why would he do something like that though?"

"What would Dad know? He is never here for us, and when he comes for Wyatt is just to take him to practice with Excalibur or something else with his powers, he is never a Dad. And Wyatt is so scared". 11 year old Chris had to speak.

"Mommy.. Wyatt is just scared, and very very tired. He doesn't sleep anymore because he doesn't want the blue lights to take him away. Make them not come again Mommy.. Wyatt is good.. but the blue lights scare him and he doesn't sleep, and being all scared and tired makes him do bad things. Make the blue lights go away mommy" Piper looked at him confused and worried.

"what are you talking about Chris?"

"Ever since I remember, the blue lights take Wyatt every night, and he won't tell me what happens. But I can feel his fear Mommy, and he tries to be brave, and he tries to be good, but is driving him crazy Mommy. And he made me promise I ll never tell you about the blue lights. But Mommy they are hurting him, they are making him be bad, when he is good. I know it. He doesn't want to go anymore Mommy, don't make him go"

Piper and Leo were shocked, scared and angry.

After that all Chris knew was that the next night her mom died and the Elders blamed his brother.

He knew his brother didn't kill his mom. He would have felt it, like he felt his pain. He never knew what happened. He asked Wyatt but he didn't answer, he didn't even think he knew the answer.

His Dad was nowhere to be found, even if he screamed and yell and begged for him to come. They never saw Leo again after the night Piper died. They knew he was alive, they could sense him, but he never answered their calls. He tried to go for him once but he just run away, like he didn't know him. Maybe someone cast a memory spell on him too. He never thought about that till he started to hung out with the Leo of the past.

His aunts were there for him, but he knew someone has cast a spell on them, because there was no way they could believe the elders over him and Wyatt. He told them Wyatt didn't do it, but they didn't believe him. Wyatt escape the elders and came home and Phoebe and Paige tried to kill him. He escape to the underworld. He was so scared and in pain.

Chris found him easily but didn't tell anyone.

"Wy, the aunts are under a spell. We ll find a way to make them understand"

"No Chris, the voices are right. I am too powerful, bound to become evil. I am evil" Wyatt cry "I don't want to be evil Chris!! But I cant fight it anymore. See, even Dad thinks that I am evil that is why he is not here"

"Don't say that Wy. You are good, you are just scared. I know it. You stay here in the underworld, while I try to fix this ok?" 13 year old Wyatt nod. " But you cant survive in the underworld like that.. I will give you my powers"

"What?? You are crazy? No... how are you going to protect yourself?"

"I am with the aunts, and I don't need protection. You need more protection in the underworld"

"Ok" Wyatt sigh, he knew his brother had made up his mind, and he was stubborn and as it gets. He was going to do that with or without his approval. "I don't need orbing, TK or sensing and healing, cuz I already have them and you need something defensive and offensive"

"No our healing powers are just starting to develop if something happens you wont be able to heal yourself only with your power" before Wyatt could keep on arguing Chris read the spell he already had prepared and transferred to his brother his power of healing, freezing and accelerating things-just like his mom. But his was more powerful, he could freeze time, he could freeze other witches, very handy when they were hiding from mom or the aunts- , and invisibility. That added to Wyatt's energy balls, astral projection, force field and the ability to mimic/project his enemies power made him a pretty invincible individual. Not that the "double blessed" child wasn't incredibly powerful from the start.

Chris felt guilty for years after that, when Wyatt really became evil, his own powers were responsible of a lot of murders. The underworld corrupted Wyatt, though what really corrupted Wyatt was killing his aunts.

Chris remembered going to the underworld to check on Wyatt. He didn't realize his aunts were following him. After that, everything was a big blur... his aunts and Wyatt yelling at him to orb away, his aunts attacking Wyatt, his pleads to make them stopped, trying to snap aunt Phoebe and aunt Paige out of the spell. Wyatt blowing Phoebe and Paige up.

-WYAATTTTTTT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Stop it.. NOOOOOOOO don't do that.. PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

He remember him crying and Wyatt coming to him, crying himself and hugging him.

"I am sooooo sorry Kiddo, I am evil now. There is no way back, oh how wish things were different. How I wish there was a way to forgive myself. Never, ever come back. Don't look for me. Take care of the little girls, now they need you"

"Nooo Wyatt Noo"- Chris cried

"I love you Chris"- he said as he orbed his brother away.

He never new what happened after that. Shortly after that he stopped sensing his brother or his feelings. The next time he saw him he was completely turned. His eyes were vacant and his brother was dead.

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Wyatt was watching his brother sleep, he felt so guilty and so scared.

"If something happens to him..." tears were rolling over his face

"-WYAATTTTTTT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Stop it.. NOOOOOOOO don't do that.. PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" Chris was screaming and twisting on his bed..

-"Nooo Wyatt Noo"- Chris sobbed.

He couldn't take it anymore.. He had to know what he did.

Just at that moment, their mom came carrying a tray with food.

-"Sweetie, wake up, dinner is ready. Hey Wy! dinner will be downstairs in like 5 minutes, k?"

-"I am not hungry mom" Wyatt said walking out

Chris woke up and smile at his mom.

-"Wyatt not hungry?? My GOD! Which type of world have I created???"

Piper laughed, though honestly she was almost as worried about Wyatt as she was about Chris. Wyatt had always been more powerful, but Chris had always been the strongest. Chris was resilient, Chris fought. Chris took whatever was coming and made the best out of the situation and dragged Wyatt along with him. Wyatt was the sensitive one. He was full of compassion and every little thing affected him. He was a pacifist. He was the follower, Chris was the leader. It was hard to believe that Wyatt could have ever been evil, though it wasn't hard to believe that Chris would have overcome all the atrocities he lived in his past life and came to the future to save his brother.

He looked at the tray with food.

-"But I want to go downstairs mom, I wanted..."

-"hehehe" she interrupted " dream on, honey"

-"But Mooom I am fine"

-"Somehow I find that a LITTLE hard to believe.. and knowing your history...baby, I know you don't want us to worry, and I appreciate that, but you are sick and you need to get better, so PROMISE that you will take care of yourself, ok?"

-"ok" he said trying to sit down on the bed and grabbing the tray. God when did his body become so heavy? even the knife and fork seemed to weight a ton.

Wyatt run into the attic, checked that nobody was around, he locked the door. "Men, he could use Chris ability to freeze time right now, not to mention his ability with spells.. I suck at riming"

I want to see what was before

Chris went and changed it all.

I call to thee, bring me the scene

Of memories that lay unseen

The present that has never been

Let it come now and be reveal

And then he saw it all. He felt like in the movies, only that this was a movie in which he was the lead actor, and it was a very scary and real horror movie.

He could see them, taking him night, after night, in his sleep since he was less than 2 years old. A bunch of elders, will orb him to some remote point of magic school. Gideon was their leader. He couldn't understand, how someone that was suppose to be good and his Dad friend would do something like that? Sometimes he was tempted to believe what he always told him.

"You don't understand Wyatt, is for the greater good, so much power in one individual is BOUND to make you evil"

He didn't know how he manage so long to survive. He even manage to pierce his shield a few times .Wyatt didn't know how he escaped being murdered all those times, before the force field restored itself. As he grew older the force field got stronger.

"But I don't want to be evil" Wyatt had said thousands of times.

"So you should make the ultimate sacrifice, that is the only way to protect this world from so much power"

"My mommy and daddy said I am not evil. And so did the aunts and everybody else but YOU" he remembered the uncountable number of times he asked his mom and dad and the aunts.

-"Am I evil, mommy? I don't want to be evil"

-"Of course you are not evil, baby. You are my sweet little boy and you are an angel. Just like your dad. And one day, you will get to be an elder like him. That is a very important job, cuz you make sure that the ALL the good in world prevails"

-"Should I die mommy? To make sure good prevails?.... I don't want to be an elder mommy. I just want to be your boy. And I want to play with Chris and Daddy"

-"Ohh baby. Don't talk like that. You scare me. You don't have to die. Come here" pulling him into a hug "You are my boy, and I wont let anything happen to you. I promise"

But things were happening, and conversations like that made matters even worst. He didn't want his family to worry. And he couldn't understand, if elders were so good. Why they were trying to kill him? After a while, he stopped asking.

He had threaten to tell the truth a lot of times. Gideon told him that nobody would believe him, and that if he told something he was going to kill Chris.

He sometimes envy Chris. He was less powerful, so he didn't have to be perfect all throughout the day. Everybody wasn't expecting him to prove how good he was all the time. Practice with Excalibur. Train harder than anybody else to use his powers.

He knew Chris was jealous of him, because he got to spend more time with their dad. They hardly saw him, and usually when he came, he would take Wyatt to "train" leaving Chris behind. He knew how much it hurt Chris, and he hated his dad for that. But sometimes he wish he was the one left behind. Because going up there just meant intense training with a very intolerant father.

"Come on Wyatt you are the twice blessed, you can do better"

Or getting shown around to the other elders like he was Leo's trophy.

He hated his dad.... He loved dad his dad.... But...God he hated him!

"What made him change so much in this life time?" He had been the best Dad, for Chris and for him. Always there, always understanding and making sure that they didn't overestimate their powers. "Well I guess Chris's little time travel helped in more than one way"

Gideon used to say"You know he is weaker, and younger, and he comes to Magic school every day. You know how easy it would be for us to kill him?" "or your father, we can make him loose his job, you know? And who is going to believe a kid over us?"

Accusations, threats and fear kept him quiet for years. Wyatt didn't know what to do. He was so scared for him, for Chris, for his family, and he couldn't say anything. He was so tired, it was driving him insane. And Chris knew it. He could feel something was wrong with his brother. He would come to his bedroom at night and hug him while he cried, begging that they wouldn't take him that night. Wyatt wouldn't tell him what happened when he was taken. He made him promise he wouldn't say anything to anyone. Wyatt knew it was better that way.

Still Wyatt was starting to feel the results of years and years of fear and exhaustion. Anything would make him snap. He had no patience. He was scaring himself. People thought it was due to the fact that he was becoming a teenager and that he would grew out of it. Wyatt, on the other hand, knew better. But still didn't know what to do. He didn't know how much more he could take it without going certifiably insane.

Then...one night when he was 13, destiny decided his fate again. Without even asking him. He would have probably chosen something very different if he would have been given the chance.

He was taken again. But this time something different happened.

He appeared in the same room as always. And Gideon tried for the 1500th time to brake into his force field .

-"You know Wyatt.. this is getting old. You should understand by now, that your death is for the greater good. So much power in one individual is BOUND to make you evil. It already has started, you know? I hear you yelling and fighting with everybody. You starting that fight today.. hmm not good" Said Gideon.

-"Is not my powers that are bound to make me evil.. Is YOU, you torturing me, night after night after night. You have to stop this!!"

-"Or what? You are going to kill me?? See you say you are not evil but you want to kill and Elder. Or you are going to tell your MOMMY?? I was watching your brother today at school. He is doing pretty good mastering his TK. Do you think he is already match for an elder"

-"I don't want to kill you. Yet you say you are not evil and you want to kill 2 innocent boys. Leave my brother out of it"

At this point Piper that was hidden since her son got there (if you are wondering how she got there, because I don't think Piper's version of this story will ever appear, she cast a spell to follow "The blue lights" Chris told her about) decided she had more than enough.

-"Leave my son alone. You BEAST! You claim to be an elder and you use your power to abuse poor innocent boys. How dare you? I am beyond words right now.. How can you be such a cruel, sneaky, hypocrite, devil BASTARD, you are worst than any demon (and a whole lot of swear words that you would say in her situation but I don't really know if I can transcribe them here.)"

-"Piper, you don't understand is for the greater good" Said Gideon

-"For the greater good my ass. Leave my kid alone, MONSTER. Are you ok honey?"

Wyatt didn't know whether to be relieved or scared to death. He couldn't control the tears that were coming out of his 13 year old eyes and all he could say was:

-"Mommy"

-"Its ok Mommy is here now. Everything is going to be ok"

But apparently, her concept of the word Ok was not the same as Wyatt's. Because for him, nothing was ever again ok after that moment.

The whole fight was very confusing, his mom kept on blasting people up and he was trying to help her with his energy balls and.. they were so many people.. why did so many people wanted to kill him? He didn't do anything wrong.

-"Mommy??" "Ohh Mommy.. NO, please.. NO" He orbed away, Gideon always had an antiorbing spell on the room but Gideon was dead, he was the first to go. So he orbed home.

-"DAD....... PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.. FAST...JAKE" His healing power were barely developing and Chris's were almost inexistent. The couldn't heal mom. By the time everybody got there it was too late.

-"what happened?" Leo asked tears flooding his features.

-"Gideon... and... his... followers were... trying... to kill... me and... she tried to protect...me.. and... she died.. they killed her.. Mommy" It was very difficult to understand what Wyatt was saying because he was sobbing uncontrollably.

-"What??" Said Leo "that is not possible!!" And he orbed away.

-"why did she have to come? Why? I would have found a way" Wyatt was hugging his mothers body and crying inconsolably

Chris hugged his brother tightly. He was crying too. Like everybody else in the room

-"I am sorry Wy. It's my fault. I had to tell her. You couldn't take it any longer. Its my fault" Wyatt turned around (he was hugging his dead mother on the floor and Chris hugged him from behind) and hugged Chris.

-"Its not Kiddo. I am sorry too. Everything will be fine, ok? I will take care of you. Right?" Chris nod.

Again.... The concept of ok in this family.... Very deceiving!!

Their aunts sent Chris to bed, he didn't want to go, but Wyatt promise he would go with him as soon as he finish talking with their aunts.

-"Wy, I know its rough right now. But do you think you can tell us all that happened with your mom? So we can take care of it" Phoebe said.

So Wyatt explained everything that happened and their aunts and uncles went to have a little "one on one" (or four on a whole bunch) with the Elders and Wyatt went to his baby brother's room.

Wyatt never knew what happened that night with his aunts and uncles (and consequently neither would you guys unless you really ask for it, because this is Wyatt watching his memories from the other life), but when he woke up his aunts and uncles tried to kill him.

He orbed away scared. He couldn't go with the Elders for obvious reasons. He couldn't stay on earth Jake and any other whitelighter could sense him. Or someone could scry for him. The only option was the underworld. Only Chris could find him in the underworld. And.. he actually wanted Chris to find him. So it was fine. He was so scared and in so much pain. He cried and Cried. It was almost a relief when demons started roaming near him. The vanquishing would relieve a little his pain, anger and frustration. He couldn't believe he was enjoying killing. But he was. He was so scared of himself!!

Chris found him easily but he trusted him.

"Wy, the aunts are under a spell. We ll find a way to make them understand"

"What?? You are crazy? No... how are you going to protect yourself?"

"I am with the aunts, and I don't need protection. You need more protection in the underworld"

The underworld corrupted Wyatt, though what really corrupted Wyatt was killing his aunts.

One day when Chris went to the underworld to check on Wyatt. He didn't realize his aunts were following him.

He was so scared something might happened to Chris. He already lost his mom, his Dad (well not that he was there much before), his aunts and uncles were against him. He couldn't loose Chris.

His Aunts started throwing potions at him, and anything they could think of. Wyatt tried to repel them as good as he could without hurting them. He tried to Freeze them. But those were Chris's powers, and he didn't know how to use them very good, accidentally he blow them up.

-"WYAATTTTTTT NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Stop it.. NOOOOOOOO don't do that.. PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO"

He saw his aunts bodies explode and he wouldn't believe his eyes. His heart sank. He wish he could die.

"God what had he done?? No this could not be possible. Please wake up, please let me wake up.. I don't like this.. I don't want this to happen. Please, it can not be truth " The 13 year old boy thought to himself.

Wyatt got close to his crying brother. He was crying himself. He hugged Chris.

"Nooo Wyatt Noo"- Chris cried

"I love you Chris"- he said as he orbed his brother away.

Wyatt sat down and tried to cry, but he was all out of tears. He looked at the wall.. he stayed there looking at the wall for hours. Maybe even days. He just wished he would die. No demons were attacking him now when he needed them??

He never knew that so much pain existed. And honestly, he wasn't very interested in knowing it either. He wished he didn't feel any more. He wished everything could go away. If there was a way...

And then is when he decided it. He cast a spell on himself to never feel anything again. And the nightmare begun. Well, not for him. For the rest of the world.

When good this world's Wyatt started seeing what happened after that. He felt like throwing up. So much pain. So much violence. So much destruction. He saw how he sent his killers to kill so many people, destroy so many things. He also saw how he killed so many people with his own hands. How he killed the people that he loved the most, Prue, the twins, Jake, Matt, even Tatiana. How he tortured Chris and made him watch all this horrible things, just so he would join him. Because no matter what. Without feelings he always loved Chris. But MY GOD to love someone that way, better not loving him at all.

Wyatt turn around.. tried to block all this memories.. hoped he d never ask to see. But it was too late.

Suddenly the memories stopped. Wyatt found himself alone in the attic. Not more than a minute has passed. He went and threw up, repeatedly. He washed his face and he looked at himself in the mirror. That face that he had seen in all those awful memories. Tears were running down his cheeks.

-"I hate you. How could you do something like that?" He told himself.

And then it came to him...

He ran to the attic. He got an athame from there and blessed it. "It should be powerful enough" He locked it in his belt. He got some chalk and started drawing the triqueta. "It's the only way. Its for the greatest good. For everybody's sake"

At that point, a figure orbed in, it seemed to be having a real big problem in materializing again. The figured landed unsteadily on a chair.

-"Wyatt, What the HELL are you planning to do? Did you go completely NUTS?" –

- "Chris, what are you doing here? You should be in bed!!"