Authors love note and disclaimer: Ok. All of you guys said you wanted to see another chapter up. Well most of you anyway. But I want to say something. This ones to Curious George33: Lil. I want to thank you for supporting my ass and trying to pry me open and find out if I have something for you. I'm going to say it now cause this is probably the only time you'll hear it. I like you Lillian. I really do. I know you live far away. And I know you're like 3 years younger than me. But...I dunno. I guess I like you. Ok I'll shutup now cause people will be flaming me and say what a fucked up kid. But this is the only time I have the balls to say it. So yea this is the 4th chapter I think. Well enjoy.

"Ah crap my head fucking hurts like hell!"

I sat up from where I slept but realized I wasn't in my room. The walls were covered in pink wall paper and the whole room looked kinda familiar, like I've seen it in my dreams. Oh crap I have seen it in my dream. This is Cindy's room. Then I looked at myself and found out I was naked. I panicked and looked to my side.

"HOLY SHIT!"

Cindy awoken from her deep slumber then looked at me. Both of us were now struck with nervous reactions. I tried to gather most of what I can remember of last night but only short scenes existed. Then the beer struck me hard. Crap I must have been drunk when I had sex with Cindy.

"Uh Jimmy."

I looked at Cindy who was now covering her body with the sheets and I was now trying to gather myself together. Damn her body looked good even if she wasn't showing it to me.

"Uh...Jimmy about last night...what happen was...

"I was wasted." Finishing off her sentence.

"Yea."

She looked down with guilt and sorrow written on her face. I got up and searched for my boxers. I didn't want to get all angry. I have enough problems at home.

"So Vortex, you had fun last night." Sarcasm thick on the saying.

"Look Neutron you were the one who took advantage of me."

"Well you could have tried to stop me."

She looked at me with anger. I finished putting on my shirt and walked out her door. Dammit I just couldn't afford having problems with Cindy's parents or her boyfriend. It would all end up a mess in the end.

"I'm sorry Cindy." I said before leaving.

I walked down the halls of Lindenburgh High, my baggy pants cleaning the floor. I didn't even bother to gel my hair today so it hang messy. I walked over to Sheen and Carl at their lockers.

"Jeez Jimmy, you look like you got stoned or something. I like the P.O.D shirt tho." Sheen said with his usually hyper tone.

"Thanks Sheen, I think."

I shoved my hands into my pockets and walked off to my classroom. I walked in and saw Cindy sitting with her boyfriend and all the other people she hangs out with.

"Ok class, everyone settle down. Since this is the last week of school we're having a test." Ms. Jeph said.

The class groaned but I didn't really care. A serial killer could have walked in and just stabbed the teacher and I still wouldn't have noticed. I sat in my seat which was next to Cindy's.

I tried not to gaze over where she was sitting but her beauty was captivating.

"James! Stop looking over at Cynthia and get back to your test!"

The class snickered and were making kissy motions at me. Wow I think I just reached an all time low. Then some weird ass counselor walks in and she looks like she survived some kind of trauma attack or something. She started talking to Ms. Jeph then she did an OMG expression and looked like she was heading the same way as the counselor. The class wanted to know what was going on and started listening more closely.

"James can you go with Mrs. Foster."

I got up and went with her and by now the whole class was asking question to what was happening. I looked back and saw Cindy with sorrow across her face and mouthed the words "I'm sorry". I gave her a half smile and started walking out. I sat in her office and looked at her.

"Um...whats going on?"

"James I have some bad news."

So far I didn't like where this conversation was going.

"James....your...father...passed on."

She hugged onto me and began crying. I couldn't believe my father is dead. I mean I saw him last night, even if it was a rough one. But how can he be dead?

"How."

I looked to the floor feeling sorrow slipped through my body and soul.

"Your father was driving and hit another car. I'm sorry Jimmy."

This couldn't be. I mean I didn't like my dad but how can he be dead?

My eyes started to swell up with tears and my throat was swallowed up.

"Jimmy will you be alright or do you need to go home?"

I mustered up every inch of me to speak and go on with this day.

"I'm fine I...I just need some time."

"ok."

I sat in my chair with the lights staring me down.

What the fuck man. I don't know why my life is like this. My whole life is just all going downhill for me. First my dad goes and makes fuck erupt everywhere, then I have sex with the girl next door, and now the person I despise turns out dead.

I walk into the men's room and splash water on my face. I look up and see my reflection. I grip the ends of the sink and then I raise my fist and CRASH. My knuckles are all bleeding and fragments of glass are on the floor, just like my life broken up. I wash out my hand and wrap up my knuckles and head out to wait since the bell will ring in 2 mins. I lean on the wall and sink down, covering my face with my hands. How was I going to face my life?

Man this chapter took me awhile to type up. And thinking of it was even harder. I kept typing then got off and watching TV then going back an hour later. But I know most of you guys wanted to see another chapter so that kept me going. Also listening to the new album of Reliant K. I don't have it yet but I will in Nov 2. I'm just listening to it on the net. That is all.