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Chapter Six

We were lying on Rob's bed having a serious make out session when all of the sudden I felt something in my back. It felt like a needle or something so I pushed Rob off of me and sat up. I looked on Rob's unmade bed and there it was.

"What's wrong Jess?" Rob was breathing heavy, he was sitting on his knees, and his dark hair was forever falling in his light eyes. Okay I'll admit if I hadn't been so mad I would have pulled him back on top of me he looked that hot.

But instead I yelled, "What the hell is this Rob?" I threw the earring at him. He reached for it out of instinct as he did that I jumped off the bed, grabbed my shoes and put them on as I stomped out of his room. All I can say again is thank God Mrs. Wilkins wasn't home.

I was trying to unlock the front door when Rob came up behind me, "Jess, listen it's not what you think."

I ignored him.

"Jess listen to me." He grabbed my shoulders and spun me around. I looked at him through my teary, yes I had started to cry, eyes. "It's not what you think....." Before Rob could finish his sentence I kicked him RIGHT there and then unlocked the front door and jumped in my mom's car and took off.

On the way home I pulled over into a parking lot for a bank and I cried my eyes out. We had finally, okay let me rephrase that, I had finally gotten comfortable in our relationship, I had finally admitted to myself and Rob that I loved him. What happened?

Life was really, really good before today. I mean it was the best! Of course after Rob's little speech my Mom let the tears roam free, she first hugged Rob, then his mother, and them. Let met tell you it was embarrassing. I never knew my mother was such a......romantic...! So of course both my parents let me and Rob "continue our relationship", and we had been for about six months.

We had been having so much fun and we were doing so great. I mean yeah we still fought...okay we fought a lot. But we loved each other. I was still doing my psychic thing and Rob was still saving me. I'm still so in love with him, but what I found today totally destroyed that.

I mean how could he cheat on me! I loved him so much, he said that he loved me! God I just wanna, just wanna...I want to hurt him, I want him to feel the same pain as I do...I want to rip out his eyes and stomp on them!

Okay Jess, calm down, deep breaths. I think I need to talk to Ruth.

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Two days later.....

I have not talked to Rob in two whole days and I'm going through withdraw. Okay well I did go and talk to Ruth but she was like no help. Of course she gave me the "speech" about how she knew this would happen. How Rob was a grit and a loser and how he was never any good for me. So after about I don't know ten minutes of that I left her house and went to my room and cried my eyes out.

I have been acting so weird that my brother Michael has even noticed and I mean he never notices when something's wrong.

"Jess, tell me whets wrong. I mean u haven't gotten out of bed in like two days, " Michael paused leaned over me and sniffed, "God when was the last time you took a shower?"

"Could you just please leave me alone for a while, please?" I rolled over so I faced away from my brother.

Michael didn't say anything for a few seconds but then he said, "Yeah, okay Jess but if you need anything please just call me okay?"

"Thanks."

I'm so confused. I mean how could Rob do this, why would he do this. I mean if he wanted well you know we could have just talked about it. I mean he didn't have to go behind my back and sleep with another girl. Okay so maybe I am jumping the gun just a little bit. I mean yeah okay I don't exactly know if the earring was another girls, or if that girl was in Rob's bed for the reason that I thought she was.

Maybe it was his cousin who stayed over the night and Rob gave up his bed that way she could sleep in it. No that won't be true cause then Rob would have told you.

Did you even give him a chance?

No, I was too mad at the time. Also Rob would have called if he was telling the truth and he hasn't called.

Are you sure?

Of course I'm sure!

Okay maybe I wasn't sure but still I didn't matter. I mean Rob must hate me by now or at least think I'm a loser.

Well I'm not, I'm not a loser. I won't let him think that of me. No way no how. I threw off my covers, called Ruth and made plans for the day, got ready for the day and then walked outside my front door to a big embarrassment.