Hey sorry I havent up dated if anyone was waiting for me to if not then I feel like an idiot. Please tell me if you like this story or not PLEASE.

I DO NOT own Hay Arnold I mean Hey Arnold.

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"The bus is late." I said to no one even if I had said it loud enough to be heard no one would've paid any attention any way.

Not even Arnold.

He stopped trying to 'help' me a long time ago. He like everyone else ignores me now ecept when he has to agnolage me.some times I don't think he even realized it was me.

I had changed alot over these 7 long years of growing not only phisically but mentally and emotionally most of my growing being in the later. I didn't wear my hair in pig tails on the side of my head any more i wore my hair down mostly. I had let it grow out a little too, now it was just a little past my waist. I now had two eyebrows, thanks to a pair of tweezers regular pluking and some mean comments from a groups of girls that hates me,(which doesn't really narrow it down any) my first day of high school.

Phobe and Gerald had started dating last year so now she spent most of her time with him and the rest thinking of him and wishing she were with him. Not that she would have hung around with me any way. She had stopped being friends with me in 5th grade ocording to her being friends with me was like having to spend time with Hitler. Wich was probablly very true infact more true than I'd like to admitt. But what really hurt the most was when she told me the only reason she was friends with me in the first place was because she was writting some paper and she needed a research subject and that it was like tourture and she told me if she never saw me again cause I got hit by a bus she wouldn't care infact she said my funneral would be a celebration and everyone from here to Tokyo would be celebrating.

After that I pretty much steared clear of her. now that she has "Matured" she is a cheerleader and sits at the popular table wich I never saw coming.Not that there is anything wrong with being a cheerleader. Infact I wanted to try out but I knew I'd get laughed right off the field. I guess thats what I get for being such a witch when I was younger. Why did I have to act the way I did. Maybe if I hadn't I would have friends and not the ones who like you to your face but you later over hear them trashing you in the hall way in between classes and find out they were only using you.

I always knew Lila was not what she seemed, to bad Arnold can't see that.

Well the bus is finally here. suddenly staying home doesn't seem so bad. Oh well its too late now. I guess like everything else I'll just have to grin and bear it. of course with out the grinning part.

I gather up my stuff and get in line with the rest of the kids this was going to be a long ride.

I sit in a seat by myself noone else even tries to sit next to me. Good I'm glad. I don't have to pretend to listen to some one prattle on about this or that. But everyone knew me so why would they sit by me.

Arnold is sitting across the aisle from me with Lila by the window seat next to him. He looked over at me. I had an expressionless look on my face as usual he smiled and I don't know what made me do it but I smiled back. That was the first time I've smiled in months. But then I heared Lila burst out laughing and saying what a freak to Phoebe who was infront of her. I had daggers in my eyes when I looked at her thaen at Arnold before turning back to the window. Unless I was seeing things Arnold actually looked sorry. I had to be seeing things........ didn't I?

I turned my head phones on and Vindicated by Dashboard Confessional on the Spider Man 2 sound track started playing ( A.N. one of my all time favorite sound tracks.)

I guess I fell asleep because the next thing I know I am being shaken awake by the bus driver. He didn't look very happy about me delaing him from where ever it was he wanted or needed to be.

I once again gathered my stuff and walked off the bus where I got my first look at this summer camp I was being forced to attend. Everything was a caotic mess but that was due to the fact there were new arrivals like me all over the place. I was so not comfortable in croweds I wanted to scream cry and punch someone or something and break it. A picture of Lila unintentionally popped into my head. I couldn't help but smile for the secound time that day at the thought of my fist slamming into her pretty little face.

I don't know how I did it but I made it threw the day and found out which cabin I'd be staing in. I walked around to the girls cabins on the right side of the lake. I found my cabin with out any trouble. The trouble started when I opened the door and found out who my room mates where and for the secound thime that day I felt like screaming cring and hitting someone namely the person infront of me who had the same shocked expression on her face as I wore on mine.

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