AN: Thanks so much for the reviews. If you didn't like McIntyre already, the future chapters will solidify it. I do have an NC17 version to this part. It does have some sexual situations, but it is extremely edited for this site. If you want it, let me know via email and I'll send it to you as long as you let me know your over 18. Anyway. I hope you enjoy the next chapter.

Harm could see the realization dawn on her. It felt like a ton of bricks fell on her.

"No. No. No. This can't be happening. Not after we..."

Mac couldn't finish her sentence. She was now sobbing. Harm quickly pulled her onto his lap. He rocked her, while rubbing her back.

"It's going to be ok, Sarah. Everything will work out."

Mac's anger took over. She jumped off his lap and began to pace.

"How can you say that?! Everything will NOT be ok! You're leaving again, Harm! You're leaving me to go fly some damn plane!"

Harm was quickly becoming frustrated with her.

"You think I wan this?! You think I want to go out there and risk my life flying a plane?!"

"I know you do. You've done it before."

"That was a different time. I was different. I went back to flying to prove to myself that I can do it."

"But you left me."

"I was scared. I didn't know what to do with the feelings I had."

"And how is this different now?"

Harm grabbed Mac's hand and pulled her back to the couch. He looked her straight in the eye as he spoke.

"The difference is that I'm not afraid to face my feelings anymore, Sarah. I love you Sarah Mackenzie. The difference is that I don't want to go back to flying. I want to stay here with you. With you is the only place I want to be."

"Then don't go."

"You know I have to. I have orders to report the Henry tomorrow morning."

"You're leaving that soon?"

"Yeah. I'm so sorry, Sarah. I wish I didn't have to go."

"I know, Harm, but you're right. We are all duty bound. I'm sorry, too. I kind of overreacted earlier."

"It's understandable."

"I'm going to miss you."

"I'm going to miss you, too."

"How long will you be gone?"

"I'm not sure. I have open ended orders."

"And the hits just keep on coming."

"I know. I'm sorry."

"You have nothing to be sorry for, Harm. What time is your flight?"

"I report to Andrews for 0600."

"That doesn't give me much time."

"Much time for what?"

"For me to give you a proper send off, sailor."

"Oh. I'm sure you'll manage."

"You bet I will. Now come here."

Mac pulled Harm to her. Her lips crashed onto his. In that one instant, time stood still. Nothing existed except them. Seeking entrance, Harm's tongue glided over Mac's. Mac opened her mouth, and Harm's tongue plunged in. Their tongues dueled while their hands were busy trying to remove clothing. They could tell something was different. Each could feel the urgency in each other's motions. Their need to express themselves was so great. Mac was having trouble unbuttoning Harm's shirt. Giving up the fight, Mac ripped the shirt open. They could hear the buttons hitting in all directions. All Harm could do was laugh. Thankfully, Mac's shirt was a pullover. He had that off in no time, and her bra quickly followed. It took Mac a moment to find her voice.

"H...Harm?"

"Yes?"

"Can we move this to a more comfortable location?"

"Your wish is my command."

Harm scooped her up and made his way to the bedroom. He gently placed Mac on the bed and slid next to her. He kissed her again as his hands made quick work of her jeans. He slid them off along with her panties. He could never get enough of her beauty. He laid there, memorizing every inch of her. She pushed him onto his back and quickly removed his jeans and boxers. Then she took her nails and grazed them over his body. This act sent chills down his spine. This was not how he planned it. This night was for Mac. He wanted her to know how much he loved her.

Harm turned the tables on Mac. He rolled them till she was on her back, and he was in between her legs. He glanced up at Mac and saw the plea in her eyes. He dipped his head and tasted her. He took a moment to look up at her. She was so beautiful when she was in the throws of passion. He wondered how was he going to live without her. He didn't realize he had slowed down till Mac bucked up. He quickened his pace and locked eyes with Mac. He could see the desire and need in her eyes, and he wanted to give that to her.

"Come for me, Sarah."

That was all it took. Mac's whole body tensed as the powerful orgasm slammed into her. She was soaring into the skies with Harm as the pilot. She never felt like this with anyone. She, too, wondered how she was going to live without him. Mac slowly came down from the heavens as Harm made his way back up her body. He rolled onto his back, and pulled her onto his chest. She nuzzled into his chest and whispered.

"I love you, Harm."

"I love you, Sarah."

It took a moment to realize what Harm was doing. He gave her the release she wanted, but he asked for none. Her heart felt like it was going to burst with love. She propped herself up on her elbow and looked at him.

"What about you?"

"That was for you, Sarah. Seeing you lose yourself because of me is all the satisfaction I need."

She realized he may fight her a little for what she wanted to do for him. She wanted him to have the same release. Heaven knows how long it would be till they could be together again. With a plan firmly in place, Mac was on a mission to pleasure her flyboy.

"M...Mac. What are you doing?"

"What makes you think I've had enough of you, flyboy? You are addictive. When I'm with you, I want all of you."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes."

Mac continued to rub against him. As she did this, she could see the strings of his control slowly break. That was exactly what she wanted. She knew he always held a small part of himself back. He even admitted to it. He told her that he didn't want to hurt her. Mac decided that tonight would be different. She wanted Harm to lose control completely. There would be no holding back this time. Harm could feel himself slowly becoming undone. All he wanted to do was bury himself in her, but he didn't want to hurt her. Mac raked her nails across Harm's chest and looked at him.

"No holding back tonight, Harm. I want you to lose control. Come on, Harm. Let go for me. Please."

He couldn't deny her. The last string of his control broke, and he became one with her. He immediately felt his and release coming. Struggling with his voice, he spoke to her.

"Come with me, Sarah. Fly with me."

"Always, Harm."

Then it hit them. They were rocketed into the stars. Flying together on the wings of love. This was the most intense feeling harm ever experienced. Both poured everything they had into each other. All the love, worries, and fears seemed to flow out of them. All that was left was peace. He pulled her with him, and she rested her head on his chest. They laid there silently for a few moments.

"How much time do we have left?"

"I couldn't tell you. I thing we fried my internal clock."

"Really?"

"Yeah, and it was worth it."

"I love you, Sarah."

"I love you, Harm."

Wrapped in a cocoon of love, both fell asleep. Harm was the first to wake up, and all he could do was watch Mac sleep. He thought she looked like an angel. She had the smallest smile on her face. It was the look of utter contentment. Mac could sense she was being watched and slowly opened her eyes.

"Hey you."

"Hey."

"How long have you been up?"

"Not long."

"I guess it's time to get ready."

"Yeah."

"Do you want me to go with you?"

"It's up to you, Sarah. I know how hard goodbyes can be for us."

"I know, but I want to be there."

"Well then. Lets go grab a shower and get out of here. I figured we would pick up breakfast on the way."

"You want company for that shower, sailor?"

"You know it, marine."

"After you."

Mac and Harm made their way to the bathroom and turned the shower on. Steam filled the room as they stepped in. Harm ever the gentleman, allowed Mac to go first. Once she was finished, Harm quickly showered.

Harm and Mac finished their shower and went into the bedroom to get dressed. An uncomfortable silence filled the room. Neither wanted to address the fears and insecurities emanating in the room. Once they were dressed, Harm grabbed his bags and walked to the door with Mac in tow. He took a moment to look around the apartment. He was really going to miss all this. Mac could see the sadness in his eyes and laid a hand on his shoulder.

"It's going to be ok, Harm. I'll look after your apartment for you."

"I guess I should have bought a plant."

"Don't worry. I'll buy one for you."

Harm escorted Mac out the door, locked it, and loaded his gear into Mac's vette. The drive to Andrews was actually a pleasant one. Both avoided the inevitable departure they were about to face. They just wanted to enjoy each other's company. Once they arrived, Harm and Mac made their way to the awaiting DC-10. The pilot told them they would be taking off in ten minutes. Harm stowed his gear and came back to Mac. He could see her fighting to keep the tears at bay. It was a battle she lost, because a lone tear escaped. Using his thumb, Harm brushed the tear away. Mac gazed up at him and was surprised to see tears welling up in his eyes.

"You're not the only one crying this time, Sarah."

"Please be careful, Harm."

"I promise. I'll call you as soon as I can."

"You better."

"Good..."

Harm didn't get to finish. Mac put a finger to his lips.

"Don't say goodbye, Harm. Please."

"Ok, Sarah. How about see you soon?"

"That could work."

"Then, I'll see you soon, Sarah. I love you."

"I love you, too. See you soon."

Not caring about regulations, Harm pulled Mac into his arms. He hugged her with all his heart. Placing a gentle kiss on her lips, Harm stepped back.

"I have to go."

"I know."

Harm turned and started to walk to the plane when Mac called him.

"Harm!"

Harm turned to see Mac salute him. He returned the salute, performed and about face and got of the plane. Once he was secured on the plane, he watched Mac from his seat. She stood there, perfectly still. The picture of what a marine should look like. She stayed that was till the plane started to taxi onto the runway. He saw her resolve give when a tear fell down her cheek. What she didn't know was another tear fell. It was a tear from the eyes of Harm.

Well there you have it. It seemed like a good breaking point. Hope you enjoyed it. Now all you have to do is hit the lilac button and review. You know you want to. (evil grin)