Hey people! Thanks A lil' like Raven for my first review! Now, I reccomend Starfire-lovers and the squemish to go back and read something less bloody and with a happier ending. I'm using Evanescence's Tourniquet. And for those who've heard the song know why I put that warning. So, here it is, I guess.
"Why am I here? What is my purpose?", a certain aburn-locked Tameranian girl murmered to herself.
I tried to kill the pain
But only brought more
(So much more)
Her and the other Titans just got home from batteling and defeating those ghastly H.I.V.E teens. She wasn't feeling particulary good this day and was severley injured quickly and easily by one of Jinx's hexes.
"Why was I even born?" She murmermed. "I'm just deadweight to the Titans." She brought her knees to her chin and started to bawl.
I lay dying
And I'm pouring
Crimson regret, and betrayal
"I do not deserve to be one." She said through her cries.
"Starfire?" a familliar male voice said, creeking open the door to her room. Starfire looked behind her only to find Robin, the object of her affection.
"Are you alright?" He asked, sitting next to her with distress in his voice. Star looked at him and saw 'worry' written all over his face
.
I'm dying
Praying
Bleeding
Screaming
"I am, okay." she replied and looked away. Robin heaved a sigh and said "Whatever you say. G'night." And left, taking Starfire's word for it. Boy, was that a mistake.
"Sweet dreams," she whispered a little late.
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost
'I should do something,' she thought, 'but what?' She looked around her eerily dim and sickly pink and girly room. Cosmetics? No. Mumbo clock? No. Ghastly Tameranian outfits. Defitnatley not!
My God, my Tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my Tourniquet
Return to me salvation
"What should I do?" She murmered. Then it struck her like one of Jinx's hexes. She thought she would never need it. She crept quietly and ominoulsy to the bathroom. She slowly turned the knob and went in.
Do you remember me
Lost for so long
Will you be on the other side
Or will you forget me
Starfire carefully tip-toed on the cold tiled floor and opened a drawer. She pulled out something.
"Perfect," She whispered and went back to her room.
I'm dying
Praying
Bleeding
Screaming
She held a jagged, rusty blade right above her upper arm and cut it. Blood poured from the cut.
"Aah!" She uttered, trying to surpress her screams. She wanted to get gauze from the bathroom while she still could, but in her mind, if she was still alive, she would be holdind the titans back. And that was the last thing she wanted to do, believe you me.
Am I too lost to be saved
Am I too lost
My God, my Tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my Tourniquet
Return to me salvation
She kept cutting herself, keeping all the screams locked inside her. Then finally, when was covered in cuts and blood, she cut her stomach and let out all those screams "AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH!" Star shrilled in the darkness. Robin heard this and quickly rushed to her room. When he swung open her door, he couldn't believe what he saw.
Return to me salvation
I long to die
He saw Starfire. Not the old beautiful, innocent, naive Starfire who no one would have thought of comitting suicide, oh no. He saw a sad, weak and bloody Starfire who needed serious medical asistance.
"Starfire, what are you doing!?!" He pratically screamed. Star looked at him, and with what little life she had uttered, "Helping you" Then she slashed open a gash in her neck.
My God, my Tourniquet
Return to me salvation
My God, my Tourniquet
Return to me salvation
"Star, stop this now! Your scaring me!" Robin cried. Starfire gave her hand another slash and weakly said "N-no" And dropped to her knees.
My wounds cry for the grave
My soul cries for deliverance
Will I be denied Christ
Tourniquet, my suicide
"That's it. I'm calling the ambulance." Robin rushed to the phone. But before he could dial '911', Starfire slashed open her cheek and fell to the floor, motionless. Robin rushed to her side and and checked her pulse. Nothing. "No," he whispered as a tear ran down his face. Starfire was dead. There was nothing he could about it.
Return to me salvation
Return to me salvation
Well, there it was. Sorry that I killed Starfire. PLEASE don't flame me! Cowers in fear But it won't effect the other stories unless I say diffrent. So mabey that'll cheer you up. A little?