- - - 1 year later - - -
Serenity
sat in her chair, fidgeting nervously as she looked around the
doctor's office. She caught sight of her mother, who cast her an
anxious smile.
Serenity didn't smile back; she just stayed
focused on the desk in front of her, and the doctor's empty
chair.
When the doctor came back into the room, he would bring
with him the results that Serenity and her mother had waited years
for. Serenity had faced countless visits to the hospital, and many
tests, and today was the day she found out if her eyesight was in
jeopardy.
She jumped as the sound of the doctor's door
opening brought her out of her thoughts.
She felt her heart
beating wildly against her ribs as the doctor walked around the desk
and sat down, examining his clipboard with great
concentration.
"Serenity, we have the results of your
tests." The doctor said, still looking at his clipboard. He didn't
seem to want to look at her.
Serenity leaned forward slightly
in her seat. "And?" she said quietly.
The doctor shook his
head grimly. "I'm afraid you tested positive."
She heard
her mother gasp, and the whole world seemed to freeze around her. She
sat rigid in her chair, trying to think straight.
She had the
defect...
As much as Serenity wanted to know what she actually
had and what was going to happen to her next, she could not
concentrate on what was being said between her mother and the doctor.
Through her blurred vision she could see her mother's worried face
and the doctor adjusting his spectacles, still glancing at his
clipboard every now and again.
She felt sick and slowly stood
up and took herself out of the room. Her mother didn't stop her;
she knew that it was all too much for Serenity to take
anyway.
Serenity shut the door gently behind her and she
automatically began to walk to the toilets, her mind not even
concentrating on where she was going.
She stood in front of
the mirror on the wall and leaned on the sink in front of her. Her
head was so full of thoughts, she didn't even realise that she was
alone in there.
As she looked at her reflection in the mirror,
she felt as if she couldn't even cry. She couldn't believe the
time had actually come. It seemed like only yesterday that she was on
the beach with Joey, seeing the sea for the first time.
Joey.
A
tear ran down Serenity's cheek as she thought of her big brother.
Where was he now? She hadn't seen or spoken to him in years, but he
wished he were there with her, like she did everyday.
But...she
was going to go blind...
Suddenly, all hopes of ever seeing
her brother again ebbed away.
She stared into the mirror,
having to try even harder to see, because her tears blurred her
vision even more than usual.
Serenity didn't move as the
door opened. Her mother came in and put her arm around Serenity's
shoulder.
Serenity didn't react.
"Are you
okay?"
Serenity saw her mother's face in the mirror and
realised that she was crying too.
Serenity turned to her
mother and threw her arms around her, crying into her
shoulder.
Silent tears fell down her mother's face as she
held Serenity tightly.
"What...did he say?" Serenity said
as best she could, wanting to know what the doctor had said to her
mother.
"There's nothing they can do..."
Serenity
lifted her head. "Nothing...?"
"There
are...specialists...but the operation would cost a fortune." Her
mother said, choked by tears.
Serenity sobbed harder. "How
long until it...happens?"
Her mother shook her head.
"They're not sure."
