Coming to Taryn realised she was strapped into a chair. Her fingers had each been placed through a loop of metal another of which held her wrist firmly in place. Her neck was also held in place by a metal strap but Taryn could feel a sharp spike resting against the back of her neck.

Bright lights blinded her and her breath misted in front of her very eyes. She was in some sort of giant refrigerator though this held nothing but her. Well that's what she thought until his voice sounded from behind her.

She involuntarily jumped slightly and cringed as a cool hand was placed on her shoulder.

"So you thought you were going to live a nice fairytale life with the pilots did you? Forgot my promise that you would work for me one day? Now then my perfect little soldier ... how's Heero?"

"What did you do to him after you took me ... He's cold and broken and its you fault!!"

" Yes well it seemed you were the only weakness he had and when you abandoned him he lost hope."

"I didn't abandon him! You took me and put me inside Wing! I had no control I had no idea what was happening I was just a child!"

"Yes well you were needed but it'll probably make you feel happier to know that Heero will die ... so he will be at peace. So ... Where is Heero?"

"As if I would ever tell you!"

"Ahh my little soldier ... wrong answer." As he said this he slowly turned a handle, which slowly spread Taryns fingers apart until she let out a gasp.

"Does that hurt my little soldier? I thought you learnt to take pain that was what most of your training went towards this should be nothing to you." Taryn gazed down at her fingers and the blood dripping off the hand rests. Her hands had been torn apart. Between each finger was a rip about 5 centimetres long. She gritted her teeth together.

"Ahh staying silent are we? Ah well I can remedy that" he said before turning the handle a bit more. Again Taryns hands ripped apart but he stopped before any irreversible damage was done.

"Still not talking? Well well well ... lets see what this does." He pulled a lever and the spike sunk itself into the back of her neck and pushed against her nerves. Her body started to twitch unstoppably as it hit the main nerves. All of her body was cramping due to the nerves being played with and the pain was barely bearable. The only thing keeping her silent was her love for the pilots.

She could feel a warm trickle of blood making its way down her back and draining through holes to the floor. Soon the whole floor around Taryn was stained red.

"Still not talking eh? Well ... that will never do ... hmmm what can I do. I know." he whistled to one of the guards before leaving the room.

Taryn lay on the floor blood streaming down her legs bruises left by fingers showed starkly against her skin. The guard stood above her casually doing up his flies and replacing his belt before leaving the room. Taryn tried to stand, the door was open and she could escape but the intensity and brutality of the attack had left her weak and he reappeared at the door a smile on his face. Two guards came in after him and placed her back in the chair.

"So ... feel like talking now?" Taryns slowly shook her head defiant to the last until his hand smacked her round the head and he left the room. What had she done to deserve this? Duo wouldn't want her now she was tainted no one would want her.

She would be alone forever.

She didn't deserve them as friends. She must have done something awful to deserve this but what had she done? It had to be her fault she deserved it. Suddenly the soldier who had just minutes ago brutally raped her came back in and she knew this time she would pass out from the pain.

But before he did anything he pressed his lips against hers and licked her tears and blood from them. The kiss was rough and he bit down hard on her lip causing yet more blood to fall. Then once again he was inside her. Tears streamed down her as she gasped out in pain she remembered him leering at her then ... darkness.

Never had she welcomed it so readily. It was like a pool gently lapping at her toes as she walked deeper and deeper until it flowed over her whole body releasing it, she could go, she was free.

"NO" she heard it, it was him no she was going back no ... No. NO she couldn't go back she wouldn't no not now not after she could be free

"Let me go" she screamed.

"No, I'll never let you go you are mine forever."

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