Heya people!!!!!!!! Thanks for those details Nakoruru, and stop drolling! Geez, you make a mess just seeing Tala? God, Tala! Clean up! LOL (I know you'll be drolling with that picture!)
Ehm, and there are other people. Kai's kasumi, no I have not forgotten you! And your trying to give me a red neck............ Thanks!! Shadow Shi13, I take its a good thing that the chapter is hard to discribe? Some parts funny (Me be serious? In a long fic?! Has the world gone mad?!), some are interesting, awww! Thank you! And makes you eager to read the next chap! Yay!!! Sexy yaoi-gal, thank you, and it will be.............. Somehow....... And yes I can!
PS
If no one understands what I was just saying to sexy yaoi-gal, please check her review, it shall all make sense there! And also I partly own Dr Miko (Only half) and no I don't own Beyblade or Yu-Gi-Oh! I knew I had forgotten to do something before! So where was I?
Malik's POV
Lunch was, well, disgusting to say the least. No matter what you eat, you feel sick to your stomach by seeing Bakura eat, unless you were Dranzer. We all just had a bite to eat, and seeing Bakura tear into his meat, which was red raw, with blood and...... Well, blood will do, I don't want to know what else was in it, dripping from his mouth down to his chin, and plop! Onto the table.
'I am starving!' Tala moaned, and we heard his stomach growl, so did mine, I could only nod though.
'Here,' Kai threw two rolls at us, we caught them, and ate.
We were in our room, well me and Kai's room, Tala lived in the building across from this one, the one that looked really nice, but Tala never commented on it. Kai sat down on his bed, while Tala and I sat down on my bed, eating the rolls.
'You should have just taken some of the food away with you,' Kai said with a smirk.
'Excuse me, but did you not see what Bakura was eatting?' Tala asked him.
'Or how he was eatting it?' I asked him, he nodded; 'Aren't you hungry?'
'No,' Kai said, bluntly.
'What's up Kai?' Tala asked the pale skinned boy.
'Nothing,' Kai said, once more bluntly.
'Yea, right. Kai you know that you have to open up, otherwise you'll never get out of here,' Tala told him; 'And you've been in here for too long! The sooner you act normal, the better,' Tala advised him, and left to see the other's.
'Huh, Tala you don't know me,' Kai said, but he knew Tala had left, we both heard the door close.
'Er, Kai?' I asked, and he looked at me, those crimson eyes cold; 'How long have you been in here?'
'Long enough, at least, it is to some people,' Kai informed me.
'Oh,' I said, and then a knock came.
'Come in,' Kai said, lying down on his bed.
Rita's head popped through part of the open door; 'Ah good, I've found you. Malik, your to see your new doctor,'
I looked at her, she was old, yes, but she was only in her middle 50's, her slightly grey hair was tied in a bun, though the rest of her hair was a light brown colour.
'What's there name?' I asked, I never said 'his' anymore, Kai told me there were female doctors too, and they could take me on.
'Her name is docotr Miko,' Rita said, and I moved off the bed, the name rang a bell, then I remembered, that was the person who admitted me!
'No,' I said, folding my arms, and sitting on the bed, looking stubborn. Rita sighed, and looked at me, and Kai just looked at me. Why was Kai looking at me?
'Malik, come on, I'll go with you,' Kai offered, though why? Was this a trick? Should i let Ishtar out?
/YES!!!!/ Ishtar squealed, all excited about gaining control over my body; /I can do things to her!!!/
/Piss off!/ I yelled at him.
/Oh..../ Ishtar pouted.
'Come on Malik,' Rita said, with a small gentle smile; 'You go and I shall bake you something,'
Bake me something? Is this blackmail? Would there be something elese be in the baking?
/Ask her for a brownie!!! Brownie!!!/ Ishtar squealed, again.
/If I do, will your promise to leave this Dr Miko alone?/ I asked Ishtar.
/Maybe./ Ishtar said.
/No brownie./ I said, and he pouted, then promised.
'Would you bake a brownie?' I asked, sensing Ishtar bouncing around happily inside my mind.
'Ofcourse, a brownie cake, but you'll have to share with Kai,' Rita said, and I nodded, Ishtar didn't care.
I went into the office, it was painted in different shades of blue, making it relaxing. I saw Dr Miko (I think its her) her plum coloured hair was tied back, and she stared at me intensely with her dark green eyes. I stared back at her, and Kai was just standing there, with a smirk on his face.
'Dr Miko, this is Malik,' Kai introduced us.
'I already know Kai,' Dr Miko said to Kai, and he just shrugged.
'He didn't,' Kai said, and was about to leave the room when i grabbed his arm/
'Where are you going?' I asked him, I didn't trust this woman.
'Just outside, relax, she won't eat you,' Kai said and closed the door, he leaned against a wall across from the glass door.
On closer inspection, the room was painted in different shades of blue, but the sofa was light blue and the carpet royal blue. There was some Van Gogh paintings, copies not the real thing obviously, I doubt if anyone gets paid enough to buy those types of paintings. One Van Gogh copy painting that caught my eye was 'Starry Night', it was beautiful and I just looked at it, my eyes refusing to leave the brilliant painting, who ever copied this knew what they were doing.
'Do you like paintings?' Dr Miko asked me, I nodded, but my eyes never left the painting.
'Yes, but mainly Van Gogh,' I informed her.
'And why is that?' Dr Miko asked, standing next to me, most likely trying to figure out why I preferred Van Gogh to someone like, Leonardo. Maybe she thought it was because Van Gogh was mad? And I was mad? If that was it, she was very wrong.
'The way he paints, it flows, small brush stokes, then longer ones, the way he uses the colours,' I told her, pointing to the moon in the paintings, and the trees.
'What do you think he was thinking?' Dr Miko asked, oh god, is she trying to get into my head?
'His religion. The way he has painted it, it shows that the village is a quiet one, and peaceful, and that by his religion, he believes that his god is protecting them, watching out for them, making sure they live good lives,' I informed her.
'And do you believe that god has given you a talent? Someone inside your head?' Dr Miko asked me, and I laughed.
'A talent? Ishtar? No. And he's not a voice, incase you have forgotten about him attacking Dr Easton,' I reminded her, I had turned away from the painting and looked her right in the eye.
'I think your just saying that its someone else, but we all know that its you Malik. Why hide from it? Accept that you are to blame for what happened to Dr Easton,' Dr Miko said.
'Why? I don't even remember what happened to me! One minute I was with Dr Easton, then the next I was tied up on a bed,' I told her, and decided to leave.
I saw Kai still leaning against the wall, across from the door. He looked up and I noticed that there was something in his eyes, but I could not place it. Nor did I have long to think about it, for the coldness had arrived back in his eyes again.
'Malik, I would like you to keep this,' Dr Miko gave me a book, lined paper and all of the blank; 'Fill it in when you feel you need to,'
I took the book and walked away, she called after me;
'Rita will inform you of your next appointment,'
'What do I do with this?' I asked Kai as we walked to our room.
'Simple, its like a diary, you only write in it when you wish to speak about something that you don't trust anyone else to hear,' Kai informed me, and i nodded.
'Oh,' i said with a nod, and noticed that the cover was purple, my favorite colour, it also had a purple pen inside, and a small note.
To Malik,
I have started to bake the brownies, please be patient, cooking takes time, and tell that to Ishtar too! I guessed that this was your favorite colour and that is why I got you them both.
From
Rita
She is a sweet old lady. Even Ishtar likes her, and he will wait, and will not harm her, ever. He said this, I swear!
/Brownies tomorrow!/ Ishtar sang, hopping around my head.
I think I'll write in this book now. But what to call it? Ra-Aton? Success. I might as well call it that.
Kai's POV
I stood outside of Dr Miko's office, while Malik was inside, and I started to think of him. It was odd, I was thinking of Malik in a way i have thought of very few people before.
Namely Tala and Tyson. Though I know Tyson was a mistake, it was my own fault that he was hurt, but he knew that I was not like that. I'm gay, but there is only so many things that I can do, Tyson wanted hugs all the time, and kisses, I could not do that, and he knew that!! But why did he think that he could change me? Why? That is the one thing that bug's me to this day. He believed he could change me, when I alone can change myself, if I wanted to.
Malik though, he believes that there is another half, this other half being Ishtar. Rita was informed and she came to see me, after Dr Easton had been attacked.
*
'Kai? Is it true?' Rita had asked me, and I nodded; 'The poor boy, having another half inside him,'
'What?' I said, surprised. Rita didn't think Malik was mad?
'Kai, I believe that Malik just has another half because he is not complete yet,' Rita informed me; 'I have heard he'll be seeing all the doctor's, but he'll be assigned to Dr Miko on Saturday at 2 o'clock,'
'When will Dr Miko be back?' I asked her, and she smiled, telling me she would be back on Friday evening.
*
So Rita knew about how different Malik was, and she believed him, he was not crazy like the rest of us, he was different. In any case, i wonder what Rita ment by saying that Malik is not complete yet? Did that mean that he would be complete if he found his soul mate?
I smiled and heard the door opening, looking up I saw Malik, looking angry, I put in place my cold mask, and we both walked towards our room, after Dr Miko gave Malik his diary.
Once we got to our room, I lay on my bed, and Malik just sat down, with his pruple diary, and pen. Malik asked me what the book was for, and so I explained it to him. But he opened the book and saw the pen and a note, that was from Rita.
I picked up my own diary, it was black. Everyone in our group had a different colour; Ryou it was green, Yugi light blue, Yami dark blue, Dranzer red, Bakura a dark bloody red, and Rei had white, and a black pen, since he had told every doctor that he was colour blind.
Which we have found out is not true.
My own diary is called AtumAnbui, for no real reason.
I took it out of the drawer, it was inside a book, so Malik, nor anyone else would know what it really was. I began to read, I had a fair amount of diaries, I have been here for a long time.
I noticed that Malik had begun to write in his own diary, he seemed open about it, and I noticed a small smile on his face. It was strange, he usually had a smirk on his face, but this made him look softer, if you will.
Ra-Aton (AKA Malik's diary)
What am I doing?! Writting in a wretched book? Hum, I guess I owe it to Rita, she did buy it for me, so i should use it.
I dislike Dr Miko, she seems to try to get into my head, and I don't want her too, for getting into my head will mean that she'll know about Ishtar, and no ONE! should know about Ishtar, not like that. She kept trying to blame me for what happened to Dr Easton, that I was making Ishtar up to avoid getting into trouble. Like I made ishtar up to get attention! What a load of shit! Ishtar is real, and I can prove it to her on....... Well, when ever I see her again!
Ishtar can be extremely violent one moment, and all stupid the next................
Malik is just a fool, he doesn't love anyone! He hates me!!! Why? I'm only Ishtar! And he really, really likes Kai! Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe!
Ach! Ishtar!! And you could have put down LOL instead of all those hehehehehehehehehehehehehe! Ra! How did I end up with you? Ra how could this happen to me? And why..................................
I think Ra doesn't like you, so he is using me to punish you! LOL.
Ishtar!!!
Yes?
Piss off and get your own diary!
Can I asked Rita?
Only if you don't hurt her.
I won't she's nice. Why would I hurt someone that is nice?
Ishtar, you hurt Dr Easton, remember?
So? He was not nice.
How?
He was smelly!
Ishtar!!!!
Its true! A wet dog smells better!
I give up!
Ehm, and there are other people. Kai's kasumi, no I have not forgotten you! And your trying to give me a red neck............ Thanks!! Shadow Shi13, I take its a good thing that the chapter is hard to discribe? Some parts funny (Me be serious? In a long fic?! Has the world gone mad?!), some are interesting, awww! Thank you! And makes you eager to read the next chap! Yay!!! Sexy yaoi-gal, thank you, and it will be.............. Somehow....... And yes I can!
PS
If no one understands what I was just saying to sexy yaoi-gal, please check her review, it shall all make sense there! And also I partly own Dr Miko (Only half) and no I don't own Beyblade or Yu-Gi-Oh! I knew I had forgotten to do something before! So where was I?
Malik's POV
Lunch was, well, disgusting to say the least. No matter what you eat, you feel sick to your stomach by seeing Bakura eat, unless you were Dranzer. We all just had a bite to eat, and seeing Bakura tear into his meat, which was red raw, with blood and...... Well, blood will do, I don't want to know what else was in it, dripping from his mouth down to his chin, and plop! Onto the table.
'I am starving!' Tala moaned, and we heard his stomach growl, so did mine, I could only nod though.
'Here,' Kai threw two rolls at us, we caught them, and ate.
We were in our room, well me and Kai's room, Tala lived in the building across from this one, the one that looked really nice, but Tala never commented on it. Kai sat down on his bed, while Tala and I sat down on my bed, eating the rolls.
'You should have just taken some of the food away with you,' Kai said with a smirk.
'Excuse me, but did you not see what Bakura was eatting?' Tala asked him.
'Or how he was eatting it?' I asked him, he nodded; 'Aren't you hungry?'
'No,' Kai said, bluntly.
'What's up Kai?' Tala asked the pale skinned boy.
'Nothing,' Kai said, once more bluntly.
'Yea, right. Kai you know that you have to open up, otherwise you'll never get out of here,' Tala told him; 'And you've been in here for too long! The sooner you act normal, the better,' Tala advised him, and left to see the other's.
'Huh, Tala you don't know me,' Kai said, but he knew Tala had left, we both heard the door close.
'Er, Kai?' I asked, and he looked at me, those crimson eyes cold; 'How long have you been in here?'
'Long enough, at least, it is to some people,' Kai informed me.
'Oh,' I said, and then a knock came.
'Come in,' Kai said, lying down on his bed.
Rita's head popped through part of the open door; 'Ah good, I've found you. Malik, your to see your new doctor,'
I looked at her, she was old, yes, but she was only in her middle 50's, her slightly grey hair was tied in a bun, though the rest of her hair was a light brown colour.
'What's there name?' I asked, I never said 'his' anymore, Kai told me there were female doctors too, and they could take me on.
'Her name is docotr Miko,' Rita said, and I moved off the bed, the name rang a bell, then I remembered, that was the person who admitted me!
'No,' I said, folding my arms, and sitting on the bed, looking stubborn. Rita sighed, and looked at me, and Kai just looked at me. Why was Kai looking at me?
'Malik, come on, I'll go with you,' Kai offered, though why? Was this a trick? Should i let Ishtar out?
/YES!!!!/ Ishtar squealed, all excited about gaining control over my body; /I can do things to her!!!/
/Piss off!/ I yelled at him.
/Oh..../ Ishtar pouted.
'Come on Malik,' Rita said, with a small gentle smile; 'You go and I shall bake you something,'
Bake me something? Is this blackmail? Would there be something elese be in the baking?
/Ask her for a brownie!!! Brownie!!!/ Ishtar squealed, again.
/If I do, will your promise to leave this Dr Miko alone?/ I asked Ishtar.
/Maybe./ Ishtar said.
/No brownie./ I said, and he pouted, then promised.
'Would you bake a brownie?' I asked, sensing Ishtar bouncing around happily inside my mind.
'Ofcourse, a brownie cake, but you'll have to share with Kai,' Rita said, and I nodded, Ishtar didn't care.
I went into the office, it was painted in different shades of blue, making it relaxing. I saw Dr Miko (I think its her) her plum coloured hair was tied back, and she stared at me intensely with her dark green eyes. I stared back at her, and Kai was just standing there, with a smirk on his face.
'Dr Miko, this is Malik,' Kai introduced us.
'I already know Kai,' Dr Miko said to Kai, and he just shrugged.
'He didn't,' Kai said, and was about to leave the room when i grabbed his arm/
'Where are you going?' I asked him, I didn't trust this woman.
'Just outside, relax, she won't eat you,' Kai said and closed the door, he leaned against a wall across from the glass door.
On closer inspection, the room was painted in different shades of blue, but the sofa was light blue and the carpet royal blue. There was some Van Gogh paintings, copies not the real thing obviously, I doubt if anyone gets paid enough to buy those types of paintings. One Van Gogh copy painting that caught my eye was 'Starry Night', it was beautiful and I just looked at it, my eyes refusing to leave the brilliant painting, who ever copied this knew what they were doing.
'Do you like paintings?' Dr Miko asked me, I nodded, but my eyes never left the painting.
'Yes, but mainly Van Gogh,' I informed her.
'And why is that?' Dr Miko asked, standing next to me, most likely trying to figure out why I preferred Van Gogh to someone like, Leonardo. Maybe she thought it was because Van Gogh was mad? And I was mad? If that was it, she was very wrong.
'The way he paints, it flows, small brush stokes, then longer ones, the way he uses the colours,' I told her, pointing to the moon in the paintings, and the trees.
'What do you think he was thinking?' Dr Miko asked, oh god, is she trying to get into my head?
'His religion. The way he has painted it, it shows that the village is a quiet one, and peaceful, and that by his religion, he believes that his god is protecting them, watching out for them, making sure they live good lives,' I informed her.
'And do you believe that god has given you a talent? Someone inside your head?' Dr Miko asked me, and I laughed.
'A talent? Ishtar? No. And he's not a voice, incase you have forgotten about him attacking Dr Easton,' I reminded her, I had turned away from the painting and looked her right in the eye.
'I think your just saying that its someone else, but we all know that its you Malik. Why hide from it? Accept that you are to blame for what happened to Dr Easton,' Dr Miko said.
'Why? I don't even remember what happened to me! One minute I was with Dr Easton, then the next I was tied up on a bed,' I told her, and decided to leave.
I saw Kai still leaning against the wall, across from the door. He looked up and I noticed that there was something in his eyes, but I could not place it. Nor did I have long to think about it, for the coldness had arrived back in his eyes again.
'Malik, I would like you to keep this,' Dr Miko gave me a book, lined paper and all of the blank; 'Fill it in when you feel you need to,'
I took the book and walked away, she called after me;
'Rita will inform you of your next appointment,'
'What do I do with this?' I asked Kai as we walked to our room.
'Simple, its like a diary, you only write in it when you wish to speak about something that you don't trust anyone else to hear,' Kai informed me, and i nodded.
'Oh,' i said with a nod, and noticed that the cover was purple, my favorite colour, it also had a purple pen inside, and a small note.
To Malik,
I have started to bake the brownies, please be patient, cooking takes time, and tell that to Ishtar too! I guessed that this was your favorite colour and that is why I got you them both.
From
Rita
She is a sweet old lady. Even Ishtar likes her, and he will wait, and will not harm her, ever. He said this, I swear!
/Brownies tomorrow!/ Ishtar sang, hopping around my head.
I think I'll write in this book now. But what to call it? Ra-Aton? Success. I might as well call it that.
Kai's POV
I stood outside of Dr Miko's office, while Malik was inside, and I started to think of him. It was odd, I was thinking of Malik in a way i have thought of very few people before.
Namely Tala and Tyson. Though I know Tyson was a mistake, it was my own fault that he was hurt, but he knew that I was not like that. I'm gay, but there is only so many things that I can do, Tyson wanted hugs all the time, and kisses, I could not do that, and he knew that!! But why did he think that he could change me? Why? That is the one thing that bug's me to this day. He believed he could change me, when I alone can change myself, if I wanted to.
Malik though, he believes that there is another half, this other half being Ishtar. Rita was informed and she came to see me, after Dr Easton had been attacked.
*
'Kai? Is it true?' Rita had asked me, and I nodded; 'The poor boy, having another half inside him,'
'What?' I said, surprised. Rita didn't think Malik was mad?
'Kai, I believe that Malik just has another half because he is not complete yet,' Rita informed me; 'I have heard he'll be seeing all the doctor's, but he'll be assigned to Dr Miko on Saturday at 2 o'clock,'
'When will Dr Miko be back?' I asked her, and she smiled, telling me she would be back on Friday evening.
*
So Rita knew about how different Malik was, and she believed him, he was not crazy like the rest of us, he was different. In any case, i wonder what Rita ment by saying that Malik is not complete yet? Did that mean that he would be complete if he found his soul mate?
I smiled and heard the door opening, looking up I saw Malik, looking angry, I put in place my cold mask, and we both walked towards our room, after Dr Miko gave Malik his diary.
Once we got to our room, I lay on my bed, and Malik just sat down, with his pruple diary, and pen. Malik asked me what the book was for, and so I explained it to him. But he opened the book and saw the pen and a note, that was from Rita.
I picked up my own diary, it was black. Everyone in our group had a different colour; Ryou it was green, Yugi light blue, Yami dark blue, Dranzer red, Bakura a dark bloody red, and Rei had white, and a black pen, since he had told every doctor that he was colour blind.
Which we have found out is not true.
My own diary is called AtumAnbui, for no real reason.
I took it out of the drawer, it was inside a book, so Malik, nor anyone else would know what it really was. I began to read, I had a fair amount of diaries, I have been here for a long time.
I noticed that Malik had begun to write in his own diary, he seemed open about it, and I noticed a small smile on his face. It was strange, he usually had a smirk on his face, but this made him look softer, if you will.
Ra-Aton (AKA Malik's diary)
What am I doing?! Writting in a wretched book? Hum, I guess I owe it to Rita, she did buy it for me, so i should use it.
I dislike Dr Miko, she seems to try to get into my head, and I don't want her too, for getting into my head will mean that she'll know about Ishtar, and no ONE! should know about Ishtar, not like that. She kept trying to blame me for what happened to Dr Easton, that I was making Ishtar up to avoid getting into trouble. Like I made ishtar up to get attention! What a load of shit! Ishtar is real, and I can prove it to her on....... Well, when ever I see her again!
Ishtar can be extremely violent one moment, and all stupid the next................
Malik is just a fool, he doesn't love anyone! He hates me!!! Why? I'm only Ishtar! And he really, really likes Kai! Hehehehehehehehehehehehehehehe!
Ach! Ishtar!! And you could have put down LOL instead of all those hehehehehehehehehehehehehe! Ra! How did I end up with you? Ra how could this happen to me? And why..................................
I think Ra doesn't like you, so he is using me to punish you! LOL.
Ishtar!!!
Yes?
Piss off and get your own diary!
Can I asked Rita?
Only if you don't hurt her.
I won't she's nice. Why would I hurt someone that is nice?
Ishtar, you hurt Dr Easton, remember?
So? He was not nice.
How?
He was smelly!
Ishtar!!!!
Its true! A wet dog smells better!
I give up!