Kai's babe! All praise the name change! (Your last one was kinda hard to spell!) And yes, the threesome and I know its ewie, but they are in an asylum. Nakoruru, I am so sorry! I really didn't mean to make your character 1-D! But, its not you! But I will try to lighten you up.............. shinimegami and chibi yami kai, I shall say this; eh?! sexy yaoi-gal, that is your slogon on reviews now isn't it? LOL!
In short, thank you to all my wee reviewee's, even though your probably not wee at all but fairly tall, so tall infact that you could squish me. But then you'd have to take Yami Malik too! AKA Ishtar. He's a very good pet though.............. Kinda......
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LOL! Malik is with Kai! Finally! I have been told it hasn't been that long for them to get together, but when your me, it does! You hear Malik complaining, or something and its about Kai, and how much he wants him, but........ Ach........ I don't get it.
Malik's POV
I should kill Ishtar, but then that would mean that I would kill myself off too. Life isn't fair....... Then again, Kai is going to see me again!!! And for the record, I hate white. Its so, clean. Its horrible! Get rid of it! Oh yes, and Rita came over, but before I could say hello, Ishtar took over. God knows what he did, but when I was in control again, she had gone, and Ishtar refuses to speak to me. I don't know why, maybe because I yelled at him so much when I found out that he told Kai that I like him. I think that's a natural reaction though........
'Malik?' Kai had entered the whiter than white room, and walked towards me, and my bed.
'Hey,' I was becoming shy! This could not be happening!
/Hehehe! Malik's all shy! Malik's all shy! Malik's all..... Ach!/ Ishtar stopped, for I had thrown a mental apple. As odd as it may sound, its true.
'What's wrong?' Kai asked me, sitting right next to me on my whiter than white bed.
This is starting to sound like an advert for 'Daz'. Maybe I really am insane! No, impossible! Ishtar is my insane side, I am normal!
'Nothing,' I told him, and he kissed me, fairly gently. Nice, very nice, small use of his own tounge, good, good, very gentle, now his hand is in my hair, hum..............
/Stop doing that!!!!!!!/ Ishtar yelled, and I pushed Kai off me, by accident, if you heard something yelling you would have done the exact same thing!
'Malik?' Kai looked at me, his eyes showed confusion.
'Ishtar yelled. Sorry,' I told him, and he shrugged.
'Its all right, its not like I know what your going through,' Kai told me, finally! Someone doesn't understand!
'Yea,' I said with a nod.
'But I want to help you,' He told me, and I nuzzled into him. He's just showered, very nice...........
/Stop that! You nutter!/
/Your the nutter Ishtar! Its your fault that I'm in here!/
/No! Its thanks to me that your in here! Otherwise you wouldn't have met Kai!/
/Shut the fuck up!/
/I'm telling Dr Miko on you!!/
I sighed out loud, and Kai stroked my cheek.
'Ishtar again,' Kai stated, and I could only nod.
'Kai, seriously, how long have you been in here?' I asked him, I wanted to know.
'Years,' Kai said; 'But I was thrown in here when I was seven years old,'
'When you were seven? Why?' I asked him, and he smirked.
'Because I wanted to be perfect. In every single way. Everything I did I had to pass with high marks, and if I didn't......' Kai removed one of his black gloves, and I saw cuts, old scars; 'I'd punish myself,'
'Why?' I had to ask.
/Because he's insane!/ Ishtar yelled.
'For a time I lived with my grandfather, who wanted everything to be perfect. I got it from him. Though when I went back to my parent's, I got worse. I had learned that to be perfect is to have power, and if you fail on one step to be perfect, you should be punished. My grandfather never did anything to me if I wasn't completely perfect, he told me that I was still young, perfection takes time. But I punished myself by not eatting dinner, and he did not say anything about it. When i went home, and month later, my mother saw that I hadn't eatten and forced me to eat. I decided to eat by myself than to be force fed. So instead I cut myself,' Kai told me, and he looked into my eyes with his crimson one's.
'So, because you wanted to be perfect............. You were sent in here,' I said, but why didn't he show any emotions?
'To be perfect, I cannot be weak, emotions are just a burden,' Kai informed me, as if he read my mind.
'Do you still want to be?' I asked him, and he sighed.
'Sometimes........... I wouldn't have those doctor's following me. But other times, there's just a small chance that I might not fit into the world outside. That people might find out who I am, and expect me to be like this. A cold hearted bastard,'
'Your not a cold hearted bastard. You picked it up from your grandfather,' I told him, and he nodded.
'My grandfather is one of the most wealthiest men in the world. He didn't want me to be placed in here, so he asked to take care of me instead. My parent's believed that they saw right through him, and sent me here anyway,' Kai sighed once more, and I placed my hand onto his.
'But you've got friends here, Dranzer, Ryou, Yugi, Yami, Bakura...... Rei, I guess,' I said Rei's name with a shrug.
'Rei is a bit different, but he can hang around Tyson and Mariah without a second thought. Its just the cat side of him,' Kai informed me.
'And you've got me,' I added, and he just nodded.
'I know. One day Malik, you and me will leave this place,' Kai told me, we both heard foot steps, he kissed me on the lips and left.
AtumAnbui (Kai's Diary)
I saw Malik today, he'll be out tonight. I opened up to him too. I feel odd, as if opening up to Malik was a weak thing to do, but I also feel more...... relaxed, I guess. now that someone else knows what is going on, what happened to me. Tala doesn't know, he only knows what age I was when I came here. Malik knows everything. And so does Ishtar too.
Its strange, Malik and Ishtar, they are nothing a like and yet they share the same body. How is that possible? I know Malik would never act out as Ishtar, what would the point be to forget everything that happened? And then act disgusted at what ishtar did, if it was him? I saw it in his eyes, he could not believe Ishtar attacked Dr Easton when it was his first day here.
Dranzer is unsure about him, I think its because of Ishtar. Ishtar seems to be unstable, but he's all right, insane but its a funny insane, he doesn't go around trying to kill people....... Minus the Easton incident.
But Malik had made me feel something that I have never felt before. Bakura and Dranzer spoke about it before. Love. But can something like me fall in love? Am I capable of love? Once Malik is out of the hospital, will he still come back to me?
Why am I questioning myself?! Huh....... I should speak to Dr Miller. I trust her....... I guess. And she'll be proud of what is happening to me. Besides, she knows that I'm gay. All thanks to Tyson. That neon wearing bratty bastard.............. At one point we had a fling, but never again. We made out a couple of times, and then a threesome........... Ew. I can't believe I did that. Neither can Tala, when we thought about it, about a day afterwards. But Tala has told me that Malik would be able to help me. i just hope he's right.
Ishtar's POV
I have taken control over Malik's body, because Kai has left and someone is coming towards the room, I know they are! Oh, Dr Miko.
'Hello Malik, how are you?' She asked me.
'I'm Ishtar, but Malik is fine, why?' I asked, she was smiling, this had to be a bad thing.
'Good, good, then you'll be pleased to know that your going back across the way,' She pointed to the old dull building across the way. She just said that!
'That's nice,' I said, wondering what she was playing at.
'I just wanted you to know, that's all,' Dr Miko said and left.
What was that all about?!
Ra-Aton (Malik's Diary)
One day Malik, you and me will leave this place. Did he mean that? I started to write in here the moment Ishtar had spoken to Dr Miko, and Kai had brought my diary to me. I only have an hour left, and so I should write quickly.
Does Kai mean that? We will leave at some point? Could we leave together? Is it possible? All these questions, and I doubt either of us have the answer.
Either way, I am more than happy to stay here with Kai, its not like I had anything planned.
I just wish that Ishtar would leave, and I could be pronounced sane, and be allowed to leave, and then I could wait for Kai to come out too.
A happy ending. Is it just in fairy tales? I hope not.
In short, thank you to all my wee reviewee's, even though your probably not wee at all but fairly tall, so tall infact that you could squish me. But then you'd have to take Yami Malik too! AKA Ishtar. He's a very good pet though.............. Kinda......
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LOL! Malik is with Kai! Finally! I have been told it hasn't been that long for them to get together, but when your me, it does! You hear Malik complaining, or something and its about Kai, and how much he wants him, but........ Ach........ I don't get it.
Malik's POV
I should kill Ishtar, but then that would mean that I would kill myself off too. Life isn't fair....... Then again, Kai is going to see me again!!! And for the record, I hate white. Its so, clean. Its horrible! Get rid of it! Oh yes, and Rita came over, but before I could say hello, Ishtar took over. God knows what he did, but when I was in control again, she had gone, and Ishtar refuses to speak to me. I don't know why, maybe because I yelled at him so much when I found out that he told Kai that I like him. I think that's a natural reaction though........
'Malik?' Kai had entered the whiter than white room, and walked towards me, and my bed.
'Hey,' I was becoming shy! This could not be happening!
/Hehehe! Malik's all shy! Malik's all shy! Malik's all..... Ach!/ Ishtar stopped, for I had thrown a mental apple. As odd as it may sound, its true.
'What's wrong?' Kai asked me, sitting right next to me on my whiter than white bed.
This is starting to sound like an advert for 'Daz'. Maybe I really am insane! No, impossible! Ishtar is my insane side, I am normal!
'Nothing,' I told him, and he kissed me, fairly gently. Nice, very nice, small use of his own tounge, good, good, very gentle, now his hand is in my hair, hum..............
/Stop doing that!!!!!!!/ Ishtar yelled, and I pushed Kai off me, by accident, if you heard something yelling you would have done the exact same thing!
'Malik?' Kai looked at me, his eyes showed confusion.
'Ishtar yelled. Sorry,' I told him, and he shrugged.
'Its all right, its not like I know what your going through,' Kai told me, finally! Someone doesn't understand!
'Yea,' I said with a nod.
'But I want to help you,' He told me, and I nuzzled into him. He's just showered, very nice...........
/Stop that! You nutter!/
/Your the nutter Ishtar! Its your fault that I'm in here!/
/No! Its thanks to me that your in here! Otherwise you wouldn't have met Kai!/
/Shut the fuck up!/
/I'm telling Dr Miko on you!!/
I sighed out loud, and Kai stroked my cheek.
'Ishtar again,' Kai stated, and I could only nod.
'Kai, seriously, how long have you been in here?' I asked him, I wanted to know.
'Years,' Kai said; 'But I was thrown in here when I was seven years old,'
'When you were seven? Why?' I asked him, and he smirked.
'Because I wanted to be perfect. In every single way. Everything I did I had to pass with high marks, and if I didn't......' Kai removed one of his black gloves, and I saw cuts, old scars; 'I'd punish myself,'
'Why?' I had to ask.
/Because he's insane!/ Ishtar yelled.
'For a time I lived with my grandfather, who wanted everything to be perfect. I got it from him. Though when I went back to my parent's, I got worse. I had learned that to be perfect is to have power, and if you fail on one step to be perfect, you should be punished. My grandfather never did anything to me if I wasn't completely perfect, he told me that I was still young, perfection takes time. But I punished myself by not eatting dinner, and he did not say anything about it. When i went home, and month later, my mother saw that I hadn't eatten and forced me to eat. I decided to eat by myself than to be force fed. So instead I cut myself,' Kai told me, and he looked into my eyes with his crimson one's.
'So, because you wanted to be perfect............. You were sent in here,' I said, but why didn't he show any emotions?
'To be perfect, I cannot be weak, emotions are just a burden,' Kai informed me, as if he read my mind.
'Do you still want to be?' I asked him, and he sighed.
'Sometimes........... I wouldn't have those doctor's following me. But other times, there's just a small chance that I might not fit into the world outside. That people might find out who I am, and expect me to be like this. A cold hearted bastard,'
'Your not a cold hearted bastard. You picked it up from your grandfather,' I told him, and he nodded.
'My grandfather is one of the most wealthiest men in the world. He didn't want me to be placed in here, so he asked to take care of me instead. My parent's believed that they saw right through him, and sent me here anyway,' Kai sighed once more, and I placed my hand onto his.
'But you've got friends here, Dranzer, Ryou, Yugi, Yami, Bakura...... Rei, I guess,' I said Rei's name with a shrug.
'Rei is a bit different, but he can hang around Tyson and Mariah without a second thought. Its just the cat side of him,' Kai informed me.
'And you've got me,' I added, and he just nodded.
'I know. One day Malik, you and me will leave this place,' Kai told me, we both heard foot steps, he kissed me on the lips and left.
AtumAnbui (Kai's Diary)
I saw Malik today, he'll be out tonight. I opened up to him too. I feel odd, as if opening up to Malik was a weak thing to do, but I also feel more...... relaxed, I guess. now that someone else knows what is going on, what happened to me. Tala doesn't know, he only knows what age I was when I came here. Malik knows everything. And so does Ishtar too.
Its strange, Malik and Ishtar, they are nothing a like and yet they share the same body. How is that possible? I know Malik would never act out as Ishtar, what would the point be to forget everything that happened? And then act disgusted at what ishtar did, if it was him? I saw it in his eyes, he could not believe Ishtar attacked Dr Easton when it was his first day here.
Dranzer is unsure about him, I think its because of Ishtar. Ishtar seems to be unstable, but he's all right, insane but its a funny insane, he doesn't go around trying to kill people....... Minus the Easton incident.
But Malik had made me feel something that I have never felt before. Bakura and Dranzer spoke about it before. Love. But can something like me fall in love? Am I capable of love? Once Malik is out of the hospital, will he still come back to me?
Why am I questioning myself?! Huh....... I should speak to Dr Miller. I trust her....... I guess. And she'll be proud of what is happening to me. Besides, she knows that I'm gay. All thanks to Tyson. That neon wearing bratty bastard.............. At one point we had a fling, but never again. We made out a couple of times, and then a threesome........... Ew. I can't believe I did that. Neither can Tala, when we thought about it, about a day afterwards. But Tala has told me that Malik would be able to help me. i just hope he's right.
Ishtar's POV
I have taken control over Malik's body, because Kai has left and someone is coming towards the room, I know they are! Oh, Dr Miko.
'Hello Malik, how are you?' She asked me.
'I'm Ishtar, but Malik is fine, why?' I asked, she was smiling, this had to be a bad thing.
'Good, good, then you'll be pleased to know that your going back across the way,' She pointed to the old dull building across the way. She just said that!
'That's nice,' I said, wondering what she was playing at.
'I just wanted you to know, that's all,' Dr Miko said and left.
What was that all about?!
Ra-Aton (Malik's Diary)
One day Malik, you and me will leave this place. Did he mean that? I started to write in here the moment Ishtar had spoken to Dr Miko, and Kai had brought my diary to me. I only have an hour left, and so I should write quickly.
Does Kai mean that? We will leave at some point? Could we leave together? Is it possible? All these questions, and I doubt either of us have the answer.
Either way, I am more than happy to stay here with Kai, its not like I had anything planned.
I just wish that Ishtar would leave, and I could be pronounced sane, and be allowed to leave, and then I could wait for Kai to come out too.
A happy ending. Is it just in fairy tales? I hope not.