PARt 29 ---- LOVE HURTS

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Phoebe realized just what 'I'll do anything meant when she was sat in the living room. It meant giving her whole self up for a cause ready to take or do anything. She had no choice just one aim. She had to succeed, but, as she sat looking at the empty bottles, cans and needles from the night before, she wondered, 'where does anything stop?'

"Hay, you sure haven't lost it?" Phoebe was pulled out of her trance by Dan who walked into the room, a pair of dark jeans, topless drying the back of his neck with a towel. He sat next to her, "Lost what?" She asked.
"Your pace…you did a lot last night" Phoebe looked at him emotionless but behind, what was called her poker face, she was thinking, 'Jesus, I didn't have a choice. You were pumping the shit into me.' "Yeah"

Dan moved closer and put his arm around her, inwardly Phoebe felt sick but, ANYTHING meant, playing up to Dan, and playing up to Dan meant exactly this…

He pulled her head to his bare chest, "Well look, last night we never got to talk and Justin's in the other room now so…let's talk" Phoebe just nodded, "Firstly I just wanted to tell you that…" He once again brought his hand to her stomach and moved his hand under her shirt on her bare skin. "This was just a lesson that you had to be taught, you understand that?" He asked,
"Sure, that's why I'm back…Dan you know that Dean was a mistake…" Phoebe didn't want to say this but knew she had to, "It's you I love" Dan smiled, "I'll do anything to get you and my old life back"
"Good because, to get it back you have to do something for me…"
"What?" She asked,
"Soon Phoebe…soon" He said as his hand that was under her shirt started to move to her side and onto her waist, "Lets put the lesson be hind us now" He said, and with that he turned her slightly and moved closer as he started to kiss her neck, Phoebe's stomach turned and she found it hard to sit there and let this happen, 'I'll do anything' she thought again as if reminding herself…

"I want Phoebe" Paige screamed, Prue stepped towards the table, "She's not coming back today" She tried to explain. "When?" Paige demanded. "Paige, I don't know please just eat." Paige grabbed the plate, and then through it to the floor, "no! You made Phoebe go away. You. I hate you" Anger flashed in Prue's eyes as she advanced from where she was stood towards the youngest who was now walking towards the stairs, but Piper was on her feet and intercepted the oldest pushing her back into the dinning room, "Don't" she ordered sternly.

"You are going to let her act like this?" Prue shouted,
"She's hurting Prue, as am i…we are not all heartless like you…" Prue pulled back from Piper, "She…"
"Did fuck all. And you know it." Prue shook her head, "Why do you think her and Dean were fighting? He found out"
"Prue both you and I and that little girl knows that there is a good chance that our sister will not walk back through that door. How can you be so cold?"
"Been the sister of PHOEBE Halliwell you have to be cold." Piper shook her head in disbelief, "I'm going upstairs to see Paige, you better have changed you tune before I speak to you again and by the way…" Piper continued, "Anything happens to her, I want you to know I blame you and Roger" With that she left a angry Prue stood there.

The oldest just swung around taking the rest of the plates from the table she through them into the sink…

He small body shook as she was cured up into a ball on the floor next to Phoebe's bed. She didn't care anymore, Phoebe was gone…and even though her sisters didn't want to admit to it, she knew that Phoebe wouldn't be back anytime soon if at all.

She hared someone enter, nothing spoken but by the softness in the atmosphere she knew that it could only be one of them, Piper.

Piper scooped the youngest Halliwell into her arms holding her close, it was not hard as Paige was small for her age. Cooing in her ear, Piper tried to sooth a distraught sister. "Paige calm down, baby it'll be okay"
"How" Paige cried, "She's gone"
"She'll be back, I promise" Paige continued to cry and Piper sat on the bed rocking her from side to side. "She just left, never even said bye."
"I know honey, But missy you know she loves you with everything that she has" Paige was emotionally exhausted as her emotions caught up with her, "I just want her here" Paige cried harder. Piper's heart broke, "I know me too"
"She…She told me…that she'd never leave. I hate her!"

Piper who was also close to tears pulled the youngest to her, "You do not mean that. Because I know for sure that she loves you with everything, I love you, Prue love's you and I know that PHOEBE loves you with everything." Piper reached into he pocket and pulled out a box, "She left you this" She explained. Paige looked at the box and took it from Piper, Opening it she saw a necklace…

"Her necklace" Paige's small voice spoke, Piper nodded, "And you know that she loves that necklace…she'd never leave it. She told me to tell you that she loves you and that she will always be looking out for you." Paige rested her head back on Piper's shoulder. "She isn't coming back is she"
"Baby, I can not answer that. I'm not going to lie to you it may be a while."

Andy was sat at his desk, he couldn't concentrate on anything as he kept thinking about his sister, his friend. Stuck in that house. Although he had undercover police all around there something just felt WRONG.

He had not slept or even thought about resting. All he thought about was PHOEBE. Out of know where his partner burst into the room, "Trudo, we have to get her out" As he sad this Darrel slapped down a file in front of him. Andy looked at it and his eyes widened…"Go, I want every man we got down there now! Get her out" He shouted as he jumped to his feet.

"Phoebe can you come here?" Phoebe hared him call, she stood up from the bathroom floor where she'd passed out, "Yeah…one minuet" She called to him aas she struggled to get to her feet. Stumbling over to the sink she splashed cold water against her face, she wasn't used to drugs well so much anyway but, last night she took a lot.

When she stepped out she felt that something was different, but kept up the front, "Hay guys, is it time yet?" She asked, obviously referring to the task that would prove her loyalty. "Oh yeah, it's time" Dan said, then he walked closer to her, she backed up a little but he still came. When he was stood in front of her he lent forward and took hold of her waist pulling her into him, "so you mean what you said you want your life back? You want me back?" He asked,
"You know it" She said forcing a smile even though she knew something was wrong and he was getting a little…well…DAN.

He smiled and lent forward, getting closer to her lips, "Well then…hows about you show me how much you want it?" He said smugly planting his lips on hers. Phoebe felt physically sick and tried to pull back. After what seemed like a life time he pulled back… "You know what I do not feel it…" He shouted, "Show me Phoebe"

The same thing went through Phoebe's head again, that one word, ANYTHING.

She pushed all of her emotions to the back of her head, all she could think of was Dean and how much she wanted him, but that was soon replaced with thedesire to see this bastered go down, for a long time. She moved forward and kissed him, their mouths locking together. He got stronger and pulled her close, forcing himself onto her.

He pulled back from the kiss and Phoebe looked into his eyes, all of a sudden she saw something, something different, but it was to late. "You fucking bitch" Was the last ting that she hared before his fist hit her full force causing her to sail though the air, and into the wall behind. Hitting it so hard that she momentarily blacked out before hitting the floor. It didn't take long for Dan to be over her…

She knew from the moment she looked into his eyes that she was in trouble now, as Dan placed his foot in her side, over and over all she thought about was Dean, Piper, Paige and even Prue. How much she loved them.

After a good eleven or so boots to her body Dan lent down and pulled her up pushing her against the wall. "Remember the lesson Phoebe?" He shouted, "That's nothing to what's coming. You'll pray for death" He laughed as he through her across onto the sofa and took some rope, "YOU'LL PRAY FOR DEATH!" He screamed again…