Disney owns Kim Possible.. I own my eyes. These eyes that see only death....
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BTW, I do plan on finishing my other story, Nothing Else Matters, but i just took a breather from it to finish this story. I know i shouldn´t have done that but i already started on this one and i will proabably finishit within the next 1-2 weeks. After which, I have a few story ideas and will continue Nothing Else Matters along with another one which will be up to you. Don´t worry, Should have this finished soon.
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Kim was not having a good day. And she knew it was only going to get worse as she began to follow Bonnie. When she entered the hall, she saw Bonnie head towards the girls bathroom. Kim wasn´t sure what she wasgoing to hear, but she knew it wasn´t going to be good. So she entered the bathroom with Anxiety and fear.
When she entered the bathroom she heard some soft sobbing from the bathroom stalls.
"Bonnie... you okay?" Kim asked worriedly. She had never, ever heard Bonnie cry.
"Go away..." Came a cracked voice full of sadness and anger.
"Bonnie listen... I´m not sure what´s going on...but if it´s about Ron, then i deserve to hear it..." Kim asked hesistantly
"YOU!? You don´t deserve anything...." Bonnie said angerly, her voice cracked by her sobs.
"And why is that? What did I do?" Kim said defensively, Not entirely sure of what she did to Bonnie.
"Don´t even try that! You know what you did!" She said angerly, still slightly sobbing
"What did I Do Bonnie!? Please tell me! I have to Know!" Kim pleaded. She needed to know. She needed to move on with her life. And the only way to do that was to find out about Ron and what he was. 'Only then can i accept it and move on.'
"Jesus, just go away will you!?" Bonnie asked harshly. She was sobbing less and becoming more angry.
"No, Bonnie! I need to Know!" Kim demanded, not caring whether she hurt Bonnie´s feelings or not.
"You wanna know what you did!? FINE!" Bonnie stated angerly
Kim was waiting for more conversation, but when none came, she took it upon herself.
"Bonnie... Wh-" Kim was about to say more
"No... I don´t want to her your voice. It sickens me..." Bonnie said harshly, her sobbing dying down even more.
Kim kept silent.
"When I was a little girl, i was at Middleton Pre-K.... I had a great friend by the name of Ron Stoppable... He was a good guy, and one of the best friends I ever had.... We played with one another for about 3 weeks, until one day... our friendship ended... And it was because of this stupid little girl who was being picked on by bullies that I lost Ron.... Ron saved that little girl... And that spoiled little brat took Ron for herself..."
Kim listened in silent sadness and confusion.
"I was alone... I tried to make other friends but no one wanted me.... so eventually, i didn´t want them either... But i wanted a friend so bad.... so i became popular, making people my friend instead of earning them... But those people weren´t friends... just people i was associated with... Then i looked at you.... you were popular, could do everything, and you had Ron... How I hated you.... and There was Ron.... constantly floowing you around and making sure that everything with you was ok... He was such a loser... not because of the fact that he was diffrent... but because of the fact that he was losing his life for some plucky girl who strung him along without a simple thank you..."
Kim had begun to wonder all of the things Bonnie was unloading off her chest. She had no idea of any of this. How could she? But it was all begining to make sense now.
"Remember that night Ron left for good...? Remember what he said to me...? He said that the only one who i was hurting with those words was myself.... and that was true.... After he said it was already happening, i was not sure what he meant till after he left... and then i noticed something i hadn´t notice in a long time... I was alone.... There was no one for me to sit and talk to... no one to laugh with me... no one to be there for me.... I was alone...The price i had paid for popularity... the path which i took only when i was alone in the first place... all because of you..."
Kim felt guilty, and pity for Bonnie. Bonnie who had scorned her for practically her whole life. She remembered Ron´s words... Of how Ron said that deep inside that Bonnie was a sweet little girl... Who knew...?
"When I heard you call Ron a loser, i knew what happened. After all those years, you get rid of Ron.... He did everything for you... and you give him up for some Hottie. Ron was so much better than him. But that didn´t stop you did it. I was pissed. You took Ron away from me, and then tossed him aside when you found a replacment. Congratulations you stupid bitch! Ron is a loser. He lost his entire life dedicated to some stupid brat only to have his heart broken, stomped on, burned, and then have it pissed on while it blew away in the wind. But then i look at you, you are a loser. You lost the most important thing in the world over some guy. And know when i look at the both of you, i can´t decide who the bigger loser is..."
And with that Bonnie came out of the stall, dried eyes begining to once again water as her face flushed with anger once more. She gave Kim a death glare as she stood infront of her.
Kim just stood there, dumbstruck. Still trying to comprehend everything Bonnie had just said. She was still doing that when she saw Bonnie slap her, Hard. Kim felt the ping of pain. and then felt a small ping of cool liquid hit her cheek as Bonnie spat in her face. Bonnie walked off.
Kim stood there. Kept still even as the saliva dripped down her face. Her body began to tremble with rage as silent tears fell down her rage infuriated face and mingled with the spit.
Kim cried. Cryed horribly, Her cries echoing the bathroom. She slumped to the floor and wept. Wept at the lost of her innocence. The loss of everything that was magnifecent in her life. She sobbed at the fact that she was never going to have it again. She cursed, Shouting Obscenties at Everyone, at Everything, at nothing... Kim cried, and cried, and cried...
Her thoughts dragged back to Ron.... The one guy who had stood by her through thick and thin. And for the first time since he left, she had realized the full wait of everything she had thrown away. She wanted to die. She felt so much pain, so much guilt. She couldn´t stand this. She felt miserable, horrible, like a sinner.
Kim stood up and looked at herself in the mirror. Her make up had faded, mixed with tears. Her eyes were red, and she looked like a wreck. She hated herself. Hated what she had became. Hated what she had done. She wanted it all to end.
"NO!" she cried at the wall angerly. As she tried to shatter the mirror with her hand. it didn´t even crack.
Kim sobbed as she slumped back to the floor. 'That´s not what ron wanted... I need to move on... I need to get myself under control... Ron needs me to talk with more people.... I need to do this.... no matter how much it hurts....'
Using a great force of will, Kim picked herself off the ground once again and stared at the mirror.
"How could Ron ever love a bitch like me...?"
Kim left the school and went home. She was having a baaaadd day. She kept thinking about Ron... About what these people had told her about him... she was his best friend.... and he still remained such a mystery...
Kim got home and went to her room and cried once more... and once again, looked at the picture in the crystal stand. Looked at the promise. The shattered promise... Kim had alot on her mind, and needed to sort her thoughts out.
Riiinnnnnnggg
The telephone´s wail broke her thoughts, she gazed at the phone.
Riiinnnnnnggg
Kim picked up the phone and pushing back her tears, she clicked the on button.
"Hello?" She asked, her voice cracked.
"Hi Josh..." Her voice sad, drifted, not at all cheerful
"No can´t tonight josh... i have alot on my mind right now..." She said slowly and softly
"yes... Ron again...." She said quietly, still trying to push back her tears. Her expression changed into one of horror.
"No Josh! Ron never meant t-" she tried to explain hurriedly
"Josh, you can´t say that abo-"
"Please, Josh! Calm down, he-" Kim looked like in a state of shock and disbelief. she looked scared.
"JOSH PLEASE JU-!" She tried to cry out over the phone, trying to calm the savage beast on the other line
SLAM! Kim slammed the phone down, disconecting the line. Kim looked scared. Terrifed. Cold sweat started dripping down her brow. silent tear came down her cheek, dripping from her wide-eyed terrified green eyes as she began to pant.
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Can you smell that? It´s the smell of the Plot thickening. GREAT NEWS! I passed that test solid. So well i cut the req courses in half for the next three weeks, leaving more time for writing. YAY! hurray for me!
Cya tommorow.....
Next Chapter
BTW, I do plan on finishing my other story, Nothing Else Matters, but i just took a breather from it to finish this story. I know i shouldn´t have done that but i already started on this one and i will proabably finishit within the next 1-2 weeks. After which, I have a few story ideas and will continue Nothing Else Matters along with another one which will be up to you. Don´t worry, Should have this finished soon.
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Kim was not having a good day. And she knew it was only going to get worse as she began to follow Bonnie. When she entered the hall, she saw Bonnie head towards the girls bathroom. Kim wasn´t sure what she wasgoing to hear, but she knew it wasn´t going to be good. So she entered the bathroom with Anxiety and fear.
When she entered the bathroom she heard some soft sobbing from the bathroom stalls.
"Bonnie... you okay?" Kim asked worriedly. She had never, ever heard Bonnie cry.
"Go away..." Came a cracked voice full of sadness and anger.
"Bonnie listen... I´m not sure what´s going on...but if it´s about Ron, then i deserve to hear it..." Kim asked hesistantly
"YOU!? You don´t deserve anything...." Bonnie said angerly, her voice cracked by her sobs.
"And why is that? What did I do?" Kim said defensively, Not entirely sure of what she did to Bonnie.
"Don´t even try that! You know what you did!" She said angerly, still slightly sobbing
"What did I Do Bonnie!? Please tell me! I have to Know!" Kim pleaded. She needed to know. She needed to move on with her life. And the only way to do that was to find out about Ron and what he was. 'Only then can i accept it and move on.'
"Jesus, just go away will you!?" Bonnie asked harshly. She was sobbing less and becoming more angry.
"No, Bonnie! I need to Know!" Kim demanded, not caring whether she hurt Bonnie´s feelings or not.
"You wanna know what you did!? FINE!" Bonnie stated angerly
Kim was waiting for more conversation, but when none came, she took it upon herself.
"Bonnie... Wh-" Kim was about to say more
"No... I don´t want to her your voice. It sickens me..." Bonnie said harshly, her sobbing dying down even more.
Kim kept silent.
"When I was a little girl, i was at Middleton Pre-K.... I had a great friend by the name of Ron Stoppable... He was a good guy, and one of the best friends I ever had.... We played with one another for about 3 weeks, until one day... our friendship ended... And it was because of this stupid little girl who was being picked on by bullies that I lost Ron.... Ron saved that little girl... And that spoiled little brat took Ron for herself..."
Kim listened in silent sadness and confusion.
"I was alone... I tried to make other friends but no one wanted me.... so eventually, i didn´t want them either... But i wanted a friend so bad.... so i became popular, making people my friend instead of earning them... But those people weren´t friends... just people i was associated with... Then i looked at you.... you were popular, could do everything, and you had Ron... How I hated you.... and There was Ron.... constantly floowing you around and making sure that everything with you was ok... He was such a loser... not because of the fact that he was diffrent... but because of the fact that he was losing his life for some plucky girl who strung him along without a simple thank you..."
Kim had begun to wonder all of the things Bonnie was unloading off her chest. She had no idea of any of this. How could she? But it was all begining to make sense now.
"Remember that night Ron left for good...? Remember what he said to me...? He said that the only one who i was hurting with those words was myself.... and that was true.... After he said it was already happening, i was not sure what he meant till after he left... and then i noticed something i hadn´t notice in a long time... I was alone.... There was no one for me to sit and talk to... no one to laugh with me... no one to be there for me.... I was alone...The price i had paid for popularity... the path which i took only when i was alone in the first place... all because of you..."
Kim felt guilty, and pity for Bonnie. Bonnie who had scorned her for practically her whole life. She remembered Ron´s words... Of how Ron said that deep inside that Bonnie was a sweet little girl... Who knew...?
"When I heard you call Ron a loser, i knew what happened. After all those years, you get rid of Ron.... He did everything for you... and you give him up for some Hottie. Ron was so much better than him. But that didn´t stop you did it. I was pissed. You took Ron away from me, and then tossed him aside when you found a replacment. Congratulations you stupid bitch! Ron is a loser. He lost his entire life dedicated to some stupid brat only to have his heart broken, stomped on, burned, and then have it pissed on while it blew away in the wind. But then i look at you, you are a loser. You lost the most important thing in the world over some guy. And know when i look at the both of you, i can´t decide who the bigger loser is..."
And with that Bonnie came out of the stall, dried eyes begining to once again water as her face flushed with anger once more. She gave Kim a death glare as she stood infront of her.
Kim just stood there, dumbstruck. Still trying to comprehend everything Bonnie had just said. She was still doing that when she saw Bonnie slap her, Hard. Kim felt the ping of pain. and then felt a small ping of cool liquid hit her cheek as Bonnie spat in her face. Bonnie walked off.
Kim stood there. Kept still even as the saliva dripped down her face. Her body began to tremble with rage as silent tears fell down her rage infuriated face and mingled with the spit.
Kim cried. Cryed horribly, Her cries echoing the bathroom. She slumped to the floor and wept. Wept at the lost of her innocence. The loss of everything that was magnifecent in her life. She sobbed at the fact that she was never going to have it again. She cursed, Shouting Obscenties at Everyone, at Everything, at nothing... Kim cried, and cried, and cried...
Her thoughts dragged back to Ron.... The one guy who had stood by her through thick and thin. And for the first time since he left, she had realized the full wait of everything she had thrown away. She wanted to die. She felt so much pain, so much guilt. She couldn´t stand this. She felt miserable, horrible, like a sinner.
Kim stood up and looked at herself in the mirror. Her make up had faded, mixed with tears. Her eyes were red, and she looked like a wreck. She hated herself. Hated what she had became. Hated what she had done. She wanted it all to end.
"NO!" she cried at the wall angerly. As she tried to shatter the mirror with her hand. it didn´t even crack.
Kim sobbed as she slumped back to the floor. 'That´s not what ron wanted... I need to move on... I need to get myself under control... Ron needs me to talk with more people.... I need to do this.... no matter how much it hurts....'
Using a great force of will, Kim picked herself off the ground once again and stared at the mirror.
"How could Ron ever love a bitch like me...?"
Kim left the school and went home. She was having a baaaadd day. She kept thinking about Ron... About what these people had told her about him... she was his best friend.... and he still remained such a mystery...
Kim got home and went to her room and cried once more... and once again, looked at the picture in the crystal stand. Looked at the promise. The shattered promise... Kim had alot on her mind, and needed to sort her thoughts out.
Riiinnnnnnggg
The telephone´s wail broke her thoughts, she gazed at the phone.
Riiinnnnnnggg
Kim picked up the phone and pushing back her tears, she clicked the on button.
"Hello?" She asked, her voice cracked.
"Hi Josh..." Her voice sad, drifted, not at all cheerful
"No can´t tonight josh... i have alot on my mind right now..." She said slowly and softly
"yes... Ron again...." She said quietly, still trying to push back her tears. Her expression changed into one of horror.
"No Josh! Ron never meant t-" she tried to explain hurriedly
"Josh, you can´t say that abo-"
"Please, Josh! Calm down, he-" Kim looked like in a state of shock and disbelief. she looked scared.
"JOSH PLEASE JU-!" She tried to cry out over the phone, trying to calm the savage beast on the other line
SLAM! Kim slammed the phone down, disconecting the line. Kim looked scared. Terrifed. Cold sweat started dripping down her brow. silent tear came down her cheek, dripping from her wide-eyed terrified green eyes as she began to pant.
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Can you smell that? It´s the smell of the Plot thickening. GREAT NEWS! I passed that test solid. So well i cut the req courses in half for the next three weeks, leaving more time for writing. YAY! hurray for me!
Cya tommorow.....