F Find your happiness:

Chapter six:

Disclaimer: not mine, but I want Neji really(multiplied by 100) badly.... ::Starts bawling::

Hinata's chapter! Woo hoo! But she's really hard to draw, so I hate that. ::pouts::

Oh, if anyone can please draw the picture of Sasuke, and email it to me, I'd love you forever... ok, that'd be creepy, to have some weird girl love you forever..., but I'd be really satisfied and happy with life, the universe, and everything.

You were seen waking with a really hot boy, who I'd painted once. You held his hand, although he seemed annoyed by it. Your eyes showed fear, and your clothes showed modesty. You certainly didn't look like you belonged in your chosen profession, the way you wear the band around your neck like a scarf, the way you just don't look at all mean... I stare at your brother... maybe he's your cousin, or a friend, but I know he's a relative. He looks like he belongs in the ninja profession. But not you.

I'm sorry, I don't mean to be mean. And I don't think that you'd be at all sad to hear that you didn't belong with the ninja's. You didn't have enough malice to be a Kunoichi, you seemed like you'd be better off taking art classes, teaching, volunteering at a pet shelter until you were old enough to be paid for work. Perhaps you'd talk to kids at schools. Kid who cut themselves, just to know what pain was, and succumb to the soothing feeling of it. Or suicidal folks. I smiled, a counselor would suit you best because you could relate to them. But not a ninja.

Your nii-san looks over at me, as if he recognized me. I looked away, and then back at you. You see my gaze and blush, looking down at your feet. I smile encouragingly. Your eyes are empty, yet full of emotion.

Your scared. Perhaps you were forced into this by some one, someone who scared you more than any potential threat to Konoha. Maybe you want to prove to Mr. Scary that you can be a ninja, even if it's against your will and values.

Your voice is like a timid whisper, but it's pretty. You ask your cousin to eat ramen with you, and then later train you in the art of fighting. I cringed. No. No. No. No! You are not a ninja. You seem like the type that if you just spoke, and reasoned with someone, that it would save so many more lives and karma than being a ninja!

The ramen stand, was of course, not empty when you guys went to it. I was there, chatting with Mr. Ramen's daughter, and Naru-chan was there, chatting with Mr. Ramen. You gazed longingly at Naru-chan, while your cousin drank Miso soup. Naruto didn't even notice, but after finishing his speech to the ramen man, he waved hello, and gave you a friendly hug.

You face was flushed a lot, and a small smile plagued your lips. I smiled, hiding it by stuffing ramen into my mouth.

Neji looked at you, gesturing with his eyes to talk to him. You blushed again, and started talking. I didn't really listen to what was said, but you let him talk about some chic and how great she was!? I glared at the kid, hoping he'd catch a clue. I didn't even know you and I could see how in love you were with Naru-chan. How oblivious could one be? I stuffed more ramen in my mouth, to stop myself from making a comment.

Neji rolled his eyes too, and for a moment, we caught eyes, and we nodded in recognition and agreement. Kids could be so stupid.

"Hey hey, hey you," Naruto was poking me. I swallowed my food and looked at him.

"...?"

"Are you going to finish that ramen?"

I nodded. Hinata handed him her unfinished bowl.

"Arigatou!" he said happily, and ate her ramen.

Several more minutes passed, when a pink haired girl called Naru-chan over. He gleefully skipped over to her, happy to do whatever she wanted.

Hinata's eyes got wet, and she choked back on tears. Neji glared at Naruto with a disgusted look on his face, and I left the ramen stand.

I understood, now. Why she was a ninja. For him. Well, probably other reasons as well, but... I don't know.

I stood up, paid the bill, and walked off. I was disgusted with Naru-chan.

So I bought something for Hinata. I also drew a quick, semi-detailed sketch of her, and slipped it inside the card that was outside of the wrapped package.

Once again, I found myself sneakily slipping a package into the mail box of the Hyuuga residence.

And once again I found myself crouched in the bushes waiting for the mail to be checked. She walked outside, and found the package addressed to her.

"How to get the guy you have a crush on to notice you---For DUMMIES" she smiled, and opened the card,

"You don't know me... your cousin might; I doubt it though." She read, "I was disgusted by the kid you admire so much, but I wasn't so thrilled about you either. Please follow the advice in this book, I think you'll find it helpful," she smiled again, and then looked at the sketch.

"...Thank you," she whispered.

Woohoo, Hinata's chapter is done. I think I'm gonna' try to write a better Hinata chapter, cause this one is not too good.... Next chapter is Lee! Then probably Gaara after that cause people want him so much.