Title: So Close Yet So Distant
Written by: Yueh Miko
Summary: Michiru finds out that she is pregnant but she doesn't know how. Haruka doesn't believe her and Michiru fears she will lose her. How did Michiru get pregnant and will Haruka leave her?
NOTE: Any characters that are not from from Sailor Moon solely belong to me.
Dedication: For Kira, Nik, Camellia, Kei, Sabira, Kanukle, Kime and Yuy, the friends that I miss so much and for Zero who is always so close to me but yet so distant that I can't bring him back.
A/N: well this is a weepy yelling sort of chappie, not much in here. Just confrontations and a lot of mistrust and a lot of yelling and crying. Thnks for all the revus pplz!
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I woke up the next morning feeling woozy. I knew why. It was nausea alert! I scrammbled out of bed but not before throwing a glance next to me. No sign of Haruka at all. But I couldn't worry about that now.
I grabbed the basin hard and threw up. This was harder then I ever thought, being pregnant. Pressing my head against the mirror I took deep breaths. I guessed I had to get used to this, life without Haruka. The thought brought tears and sobs escaped. I remembered reading somewhere that pregnancy made you weepy. Now I knew what it meant.
I wasn't quiet done with the weepy part when I felt strong arms carry me back to bed. I cried harder. Haruka was going to leave me and I knew it. I didn't want to be left alone. Everything was going wrong.
Soon I regained control of my tears. Haruka brought in a tray.
"Um I sorta brought you..." she started tiredly, "Um...tea and salty biscuits...to help with the nausea..."
"Why?" it was stupid to ask but I couldn't help.
"I don't know," she slumped into a chair in front of me. I started to cry again.
"I read one time...being pregnant makes you nervous and weepy...explains why I was so nervous...and why I am weepy...I know you hate it when I cry...but everything is so wrong...first I get pregnant...I don't even know how or when for god's sake...and now you are giving me the silence treatment!" I was trying to fill up the silence, "God...how I hate the silence...you know that...then say something Haruka!"
"I don't know what to say." She replied solemnly.
"Did you sleep last night?"
"No." she looked like a fragile ragged doll. I wondered who was in worse shape her or me?
"So..." I started slowly, "How do we do this?"
"Well you tell me how it happened."
"What do you mean how?"
"I mean when, who, how, that's what I mean!" she yelled, "You can't magically get pregnant, you know!" she was yelling. She never yelled. I had to stay calm. Forget the stupid thing in the book about weepy. I was gonna change science, I was not gonna get weepy.
"When?" I started calmly, "I think two months ago. Who? Well if I knew I wouldn't be sitting here crying. How? Do you really think I know?"
"Did you know before you went to the doctor that you were pregnant?"
"I told you I was nervous to do at home in case it came out wrong and all!"
"How about why?" Haruka asked frowning.
"What do you mean why? How can there be a why?" I was about to get weepy. Deep breaths, I had to take deep breaths.
"Why the hell did you do something like this to me!" Haruka yelled, "That's why! That is why! I have never done anything to you! Ever in my life except give you my love and more! Why did you do this to me?" She was about to cry. She never cried. Maybe she was getting magically pregnant too. Like me. Wouldn't that be ironic? Maybe I needed to see a shrink.
"So you don't believe me?" I asked with wide eyes.
"Hell I don't!" she said seethingly and left the room, slamming the door. I flinched at the slam. Sighing I placed the salty biscuits in my mouth. They were fresh. She must have gone out to buy them in the morning. And who told her that the salty things help? That's when I realized. She had been doing her homework all night. If she cared enough to do that, maybe there was hope.
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I stayed in bed the next two hours. What was she doing? I had no idea. Just that I had to figure things out. Things like why the hell was this happening to me? And haruka wasn't believeing me so what was I supposed to do? Abortion was the only answer that came to my mind. But somehow I kept thinking what did this little child ever do to me that I should go and murder it.
The phone rang.
"Hello?"
"Hi Michiru, its Ami, about the swimming classes today..."
"I am sorry Ami, but can you cancel them?" I asked wearily, "I won't be able to make it honestly."
"Is something wrong?"
"I think I am coming down with a flu or something."
"Oh ok," she said satisfied with my lie, "Feel better!" I hung up and stared at the ceiling. How I wished I was only coming down with a flu! The door opened.
"I...uh...just wanted to ask you..." she was nervous, "Well...I promise I won't yell at you...just tell me please, just tell me, ok?"
"Tell you what?" this was getting harder by the minute.
"When I had that buisness trip, the one where you didn't come with me," she said slowly and I realized what she was gonna ask, "Was it during that time? Please tell me."
"No," I told her, "It was during no time! How many times do I have to tell you this? I didn't sleep with anyone, let alone a man, while you weren't here! Why don't you believe me?"
"Well," her eyes darkened over, "For one thing you are pregnant that's why I don't believe you! Until you tell me the truth we don't know eachother." Slamming the door she left again.
I willed myself not to cry and got out of bed finally. I haven't been in bed so late before except when...that's when I remembered something. How I had come home and was drinking some juice, while Haruka was away and suddenly I had felt very drowsy. I remembered that I had fallen asleep early that day and woke up extremely late. Maybe that day something happened...but what? I remembered back that I had been talking to a social worker that day. He had called me for something and I couldn't remember what for. I had to go see the social worker again. I just had to.
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"Where are you going?" Haruka asked when I grabbed my handbag and the keys.
"If we don't know eachother, we shouldn't interfere in eachother's lives."
"Don't throw my words back at me," she growled, "Where are you going?"
"To see the social worker." I stated firmly and left.
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A/N: O_o they are at each other's throats. I can't believe I am writing this. Anyway R/R and thanks fpr reading.
Written by: Yueh Miko
Summary: Michiru finds out that she is pregnant but she doesn't know how. Haruka doesn't believe her and Michiru fears she will lose her. How did Michiru get pregnant and will Haruka leave her?
NOTE: Any characters that are not from from Sailor Moon solely belong to me.
Dedication: For Kira, Nik, Camellia, Kei, Sabira, Kanukle, Kime and Yuy, the friends that I miss so much and for Zero who is always so close to me but yet so distant that I can't bring him back.
A/N: well this is a weepy yelling sort of chappie, not much in here. Just confrontations and a lot of mistrust and a lot of yelling and crying. Thnks for all the revus pplz!
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I woke up the next morning feeling woozy. I knew why. It was nausea alert! I scrammbled out of bed but not before throwing a glance next to me. No sign of Haruka at all. But I couldn't worry about that now.
I grabbed the basin hard and threw up. This was harder then I ever thought, being pregnant. Pressing my head against the mirror I took deep breaths. I guessed I had to get used to this, life without Haruka. The thought brought tears and sobs escaped. I remembered reading somewhere that pregnancy made you weepy. Now I knew what it meant.
I wasn't quiet done with the weepy part when I felt strong arms carry me back to bed. I cried harder. Haruka was going to leave me and I knew it. I didn't want to be left alone. Everything was going wrong.
Soon I regained control of my tears. Haruka brought in a tray.
"Um I sorta brought you..." she started tiredly, "Um...tea and salty biscuits...to help with the nausea..."
"Why?" it was stupid to ask but I couldn't help.
"I don't know," she slumped into a chair in front of me. I started to cry again.
"I read one time...being pregnant makes you nervous and weepy...explains why I was so nervous...and why I am weepy...I know you hate it when I cry...but everything is so wrong...first I get pregnant...I don't even know how or when for god's sake...and now you are giving me the silence treatment!" I was trying to fill up the silence, "God...how I hate the silence...you know that...then say something Haruka!"
"I don't know what to say." She replied solemnly.
"Did you sleep last night?"
"No." she looked like a fragile ragged doll. I wondered who was in worse shape her or me?
"So..." I started slowly, "How do we do this?"
"Well you tell me how it happened."
"What do you mean how?"
"I mean when, who, how, that's what I mean!" she yelled, "You can't magically get pregnant, you know!" she was yelling. She never yelled. I had to stay calm. Forget the stupid thing in the book about weepy. I was gonna change science, I was not gonna get weepy.
"When?" I started calmly, "I think two months ago. Who? Well if I knew I wouldn't be sitting here crying. How? Do you really think I know?"
"Did you know before you went to the doctor that you were pregnant?"
"I told you I was nervous to do at home in case it came out wrong and all!"
"How about why?" Haruka asked frowning.
"What do you mean why? How can there be a why?" I was about to get weepy. Deep breaths, I had to take deep breaths.
"Why the hell did you do something like this to me!" Haruka yelled, "That's why! That is why! I have never done anything to you! Ever in my life except give you my love and more! Why did you do this to me?" She was about to cry. She never cried. Maybe she was getting magically pregnant too. Like me. Wouldn't that be ironic? Maybe I needed to see a shrink.
"So you don't believe me?" I asked with wide eyes.
"Hell I don't!" she said seethingly and left the room, slamming the door. I flinched at the slam. Sighing I placed the salty biscuits in my mouth. They were fresh. She must have gone out to buy them in the morning. And who told her that the salty things help? That's when I realized. She had been doing her homework all night. If she cared enough to do that, maybe there was hope.
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I stayed in bed the next two hours. What was she doing? I had no idea. Just that I had to figure things out. Things like why the hell was this happening to me? And haruka wasn't believeing me so what was I supposed to do? Abortion was the only answer that came to my mind. But somehow I kept thinking what did this little child ever do to me that I should go and murder it.
The phone rang.
"Hello?"
"Hi Michiru, its Ami, about the swimming classes today..."
"I am sorry Ami, but can you cancel them?" I asked wearily, "I won't be able to make it honestly."
"Is something wrong?"
"I think I am coming down with a flu or something."
"Oh ok," she said satisfied with my lie, "Feel better!" I hung up and stared at the ceiling. How I wished I was only coming down with a flu! The door opened.
"I...uh...just wanted to ask you..." she was nervous, "Well...I promise I won't yell at you...just tell me please, just tell me, ok?"
"Tell you what?" this was getting harder by the minute.
"When I had that buisness trip, the one where you didn't come with me," she said slowly and I realized what she was gonna ask, "Was it during that time? Please tell me."
"No," I told her, "It was during no time! How many times do I have to tell you this? I didn't sleep with anyone, let alone a man, while you weren't here! Why don't you believe me?"
"Well," her eyes darkened over, "For one thing you are pregnant that's why I don't believe you! Until you tell me the truth we don't know eachother." Slamming the door she left again.
I willed myself not to cry and got out of bed finally. I haven't been in bed so late before except when...that's when I remembered something. How I had come home and was drinking some juice, while Haruka was away and suddenly I had felt very drowsy. I remembered that I had fallen asleep early that day and woke up extremely late. Maybe that day something happened...but what? I remembered back that I had been talking to a social worker that day. He had called me for something and I couldn't remember what for. I had to go see the social worker again. I just had to.
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"Where are you going?" Haruka asked when I grabbed my handbag and the keys.
"If we don't know eachother, we shouldn't interfere in eachother's lives."
"Don't throw my words back at me," she growled, "Where are you going?"
"To see the social worker." I stated firmly and left.
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A/N: O_o they are at each other's throats. I can't believe I am writing this. Anyway R/R and thanks fpr reading.