Title: So Close Yet So Distant

Written by: Yueh Miko

Summary: Michiru finds out that she is pregnant but she doesn't know how. Haruka doesn't believe her and Michiru fears she will lose her. How did Michiru get pregnant and will Haruka leave her?

NOTE: Any characters that are not from from Sailor Moon solely belong to me.

Dedication: For Kira, Nik, Camellia, Kei, Sabira, Kanukle, Kime and Yuy, the friends that I miss so much and for Zero who is always so close to me but yet so distant that I can't bring him back.

A/N: Thanks to everyone who reads this and revus! I love the revus! They are my fuel. ~_^ Don't forget to R/R!

******NOTE: BTW plz forgive me for having bad spelling at some places. My spell check won't check spelling, only grammer _ it's a drag and I will try to fix it but plz bear with me. After all I can only proof read it so many times. Thanks.

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I drove toward the home office of the social worker. I had brought Haruka's car without telling her. Wonder what she would say. I was trying to calm myself down. This whole pregnancy thing was getting to my head. Usually I was a very calm and composed person. I was proud of myself for that, but now it had all gone down the drain.

The social worker that I had e-mailed to for an appointment must sit at his computer all day because I had gotten a reply in 15 minutes saying to meet him at 4 pm. I got out at his house.

When I rang the bell a sour faced woman walked out. She was one of those people with cheap and obvious good looks. A top too tight a skirt too short. I didn't resent her, but her haugtiness got on my nerves.

"Yes?" she looked me up and down while chewing gum rudely.

"I am here to meet Mr. Hiwara." I replied trying to be nicer.

"I see." She leaned against the doorframe not inviting me in, "And why?"

"I believe that's none of your buisness." I replied and she narrowed her eyes.

"Wait here." She said and left. Two minutes later she came back pouting.

"Come in." I followed her to a door.

"He is in there," she said pointing and sneering slightly, "Good luck." I wondered why she had said that. I walked in. The social worker was smiling. He reminded me of the grinch.

"Come in come in," he beckoned with his hand, "Have a seat." I sat down uncomfortably. The place smelled of cigarettes.

"Now how can I help you?"

"Well, you see almost two months ago you called me here for something." I told him feeling nervous, "what exactly was it for?"

"Well of course that was about the car." He replied, "See I was showing you the papers on the cars..." he said digging into a drawer, "I was actually supposed to see Miss Tenou but since she had been away I had called you here for it."

"Was it urgent?"

"No, not at all, but I wanted to get it done." He said slidding a file to her, "And since Miss Tenou..."

"How do you know Haruka wasn't at home?" I asked sharply.

"Well..." he was lost for one second, "Well you told me ofcourse, how else would I know?"

"Ofcourse." I said suspicously getting up, "Well I will see you later then, and oh I am taking the files with me. I believe that's the reason I came here today."

"Sure," he smiled the grinch smile, "Just don't lose them now!" he rang for the girl I had seen before.

"Come on now." She said when she arrived, ready to escort me to the door.

"Well have a nice day." She said before she closed the door. Maybe it was just me but I was sure she had said "Blasted baby buisness."

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I walked in the door.

"Why'd you take my car?" Haruka asked me crossly.

"What was I supposed to take, the bus?"

"Why did you go see the social worker anyway?"

"When you were on that buisness journey I had gone to see him..." her eyes started to widen.

"No not what you think!" I snapped, "He had called me about something and I had forgotten to tell you it was about the car. Here's the file, look over it!" I said throwing it in front of her.

"I am sorry," she whispered. I almost didn't hear her.

"No, I am sorry I shouldn't have come back here."

"Don't be like that please." she begged, "I was wrong to accuse you, I know you were not lying. I was just so frustrated. You don't understand."

"Make me understand." I said simply looking out of the window, my back toward her.

"Remember when we first started to date and remember that guy you introduced me to, Chiba Mamoru?"

"Yes, he's Usagi's fiance."

"Yeah, him, but back then he wasn't." I didn't see where she was going with this but I listened.

"Remember when you were dancing with him and then I had asked you to leave and you said to let you finish the dance?"

"Yeah, and you had stormed out of the party like mad." I remembered so clearly.

"And I told you why I had done it, right?"

"Yeah," I laughed for the first time in the day, "You told me you get jealous easily."

"I still do." She said softly, "That's why I acted that way in the morning."

"I have told you so many times that I love only you," I replied about to cry, "Why don't ever believe me? Why?" her arms slipped around me.

"Because you are so beautiful that sometiems I think that you will get tired of me and go find someone else better." Her cheek was pressing against mine.

"I am nothing without you."

"So am I forgiven?"

"Ofcourse."

"I will take care of you, I promise, if you are pregnant I will take care of you."

"This morning..." I was crying, "I thought you would leave me."

"I wanted to but I knew I couldn't. I just love you too much." And we stood like that in comforting silence with eachother for a very long time.

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Later on in the day Haruka called me to her study where she was looking over the file I had brought.

"Why did you go for the car anyway?" she asked, "I am the owner so he should have called me, why you?"

"He said he called me cause he knew you were away..."

"But my cell phone, why didn't he call me on that? Why did he call home?"

"He said he knew you weren't home so..." She was staring at me with rasied eyebrows. I suddenly felt sick to my stomach and it wasn't because of the pregnancy. I had just remembered that Haruka's trip was a secret. Everyone except two people in her office were led to believe she was sick at home. Only those two people at her office knew she was gone beside me and I wasn't allowed to tell anyone. Then how did the social worker know? I certainly didn't recall telling him.

"Oh and one more thing." Haruka said suddenly, "What did he call you for? There is no changes at all in the file here so why did he call you?" I was about to faint when Haruka caught me. This was a problem, a big problem.

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A/N: When I started this I had no idea where I was going with it but now, thanks to what my sceince teacher from 9th garde had once told us, I have figured out exactly what to do. Thanks for sending revus! R/R! And oh BTW I may not be updating a lot now since school's is starting so there will be no more everyday or every other updates soon nuff.