Title: So Close Yet So Distant
Written by: Yueh Miko
Summary: Michiru finds out that she is pregnant but she doesn't know how. Haruka doesn't believe her and Michiru fears she will lose her. How did Michiru get pregnant and will Haruka leave her?
NOTE: Any characters that are not from from Sailor Moon solely belong to me.
Dedication: For Kira, Nik, Camellia, Kei, Sabira, Kanukle, Kime and Yuy, the friends that I miss so much and for Zero who is always so close to me but yet so distant that I can't bring him back.
A/N: *sigh* well here it goes! Anyway R/R and tell me what you think of this chappie!
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I waited impatiently for Haruka to return. Ami had told me that I could have gotten pregnant without having sex with a man, which had made me furious. I had to wait until Haruka got back to talk. I knew that there was some scheme involved in this, I just knew it. Although when Haruka got back I didn't have the heart to burden her with so much. She looked so tired I wanted to hold her in my arms.
"Hi love you look very tired," I said taking her bag and her jacket.
"I think I might be coming down with the flu," she said rubbing her eyes wearily. She headed for the living room and I put her things away. Then I went to join her on the couch.
"You know the best thing about coming home everyday?" she pulled me close grinning.
"No, tell me."
"To see your face first thing and to know that you love me." She said and bent down to kiss me running her hands down my sides.
"Not so tired now, are you?" I mumbled against her lips when she deepened the kiss giving me no room to talk. Her hand moved over my flat stomach and she suddenly pulled away.
"What?" I asked worried, "Cold getting worse?"
"Michi we have to talk, about that baby."
"I know." I replied suddenly happy how she could read my mind.
"What are we going to do then?" I felt disappointment sink in.
"What do you mean?"
"We can't keep it!" she said gently but firmly.
"Then?"
"Well there is always..." she hesitated.
"No, you can't." I whispered horrified, "You can't say abortion!" she hesitated for about 2 seconds but it was enough for me to know that abortion was exactly what she was going to suggest.
"Ofcourse I wasn't going to say abortion." She told me, "But we can't keep it, it'll have to go."
"You mean give it up for adoption?" I whispered.
"Yes Michiru, it's the only way!" she told me persistently, "We just can't keep it!"
"But Haruka why not?"
"Because we don't know who this child's father is!"
"Remember when you suggested when we adopt?" I felt tears sting my eyes, "If you are willing to adopt a child whose mother and father are unknown, why can't you adopt a child whose mother is known atleast."
"Michiru its not that!" she replied annoyed at the fact that I was about to cry. I tried to stop my tears.
"Then what Haruka? What?" I asked, my tears winning my inner battle and streaming down my cheeks, "First you suggest we kill the poor thing, now you want to give it up! Do you understand this? The child will be mine as well. Every year I will cry when its brithday will arrive, every year! I will want to see it grow up Haruka, why can't you understand that!"
"You are the one who doesn't understand Michiru!" she was trying not to lose her patience, "First of all I did not suggest abortion so don't put words into my mouth! It's not the fact that it's your child! Its just that...that some man's child is inside you and when I think of it I want to beat someone rotten, you hear? It makes me angry as hell! Why can't you understand that?"
"Haruka!" I yelled very loudly, "Could you stop with the god damn jealousy? How the hell do I have to explain to you that I love only you?" She was quiet and stared unblinkingly at me. Her face was lined with worry, and she looked many more years older than she did a minute ago. That was when I left the place and walked out of the apartment. I was sure now I wouldn't have time to explain things over to her.
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"You don't know how glad I am for this." I told Makoto who just gently smiled.
"Lover's quarrels happen, you know." She told me in her soft but reassuring voice, "Like someone wise once said that it's hard to be amiable to the same person everyday. If you don't fight then you should worry otherwise it's all-ok." I had told her that I had a small argument with Haruka and that I just needed place to stay in without having any questions asked. Fortunately Makoto didn't ask any questions at all, which was a relief.
After I had left in the afternoon today I hadn't heard from Haruka at all. I was sure I wasn't going to. It was a good thing Makoto had a spare room and enough sense not to give in to her curiosity. I closed my eyes and fell asleep. It had been a long day and I deserved as much sleep as anyone did.
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I woke up when I felt someone gently shaking me.
"Stop, I need my sleep."
"Michi wake up."
"Haruka?"
"Who else?" I opened my eyes to her grin.
"What are you doing here?"
"I am here to take you back with me."
"I am not comin!" I said stubbornly. Her hand cupped my cheek, her thumb stroking my cheek.
"I need you," she whispered.
"Is that all? You just need me?" I asked searching her teal eyes for an answer.
"Michi..." she leaned in to kiss me but I moved away, "I need you because I love you."
"I can't take it anymore!" I whispered, "It's just a goddamn baby! Why are we fighting over such a petty thing?"
"Fine, I promise you, no more fighting over such things, ok?"
"Ok," I whispered burying my face into her shirt, soaking it with my tears. Then she lifted me in her arms and carried me back home at 3:30 am in the morning.
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It was my fourth month. As promised Haruka and I hadn't argued ever since she carried me home that day. Now I was patiently waiting for her to get home so we could go out and have a nice dinner. I had even dressed up for it, since we were usually so busy that we didn't had time to dress up and go out any longer.
The phone rang.
"Haruka?"
"No Michiru, its me."
"I am sorry who?" the voice was one that I had never heard before.
"What, don't tell me you don't recognize the voice of your baby's father," the voice said and I went cold, "After all you did sleep with me."
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A/N: Gomen for not updatin ppl! I know many cannot be waiting that much for this, but all the same gomen nasai! *bows down* hope you like it so far! R/R to tell me how you like it plz!
Written by: Yueh Miko
Summary: Michiru finds out that she is pregnant but she doesn't know how. Haruka doesn't believe her and Michiru fears she will lose her. How did Michiru get pregnant and will Haruka leave her?
NOTE: Any characters that are not from from Sailor Moon solely belong to me.
Dedication: For Kira, Nik, Camellia, Kei, Sabira, Kanukle, Kime and Yuy, the friends that I miss so much and for Zero who is always so close to me but yet so distant that I can't bring him back.
A/N: *sigh* well here it goes! Anyway R/R and tell me what you think of this chappie!
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I waited impatiently for Haruka to return. Ami had told me that I could have gotten pregnant without having sex with a man, which had made me furious. I had to wait until Haruka got back to talk. I knew that there was some scheme involved in this, I just knew it. Although when Haruka got back I didn't have the heart to burden her with so much. She looked so tired I wanted to hold her in my arms.
"Hi love you look very tired," I said taking her bag and her jacket.
"I think I might be coming down with the flu," she said rubbing her eyes wearily. She headed for the living room and I put her things away. Then I went to join her on the couch.
"You know the best thing about coming home everyday?" she pulled me close grinning.
"No, tell me."
"To see your face first thing and to know that you love me." She said and bent down to kiss me running her hands down my sides.
"Not so tired now, are you?" I mumbled against her lips when she deepened the kiss giving me no room to talk. Her hand moved over my flat stomach and she suddenly pulled away.
"What?" I asked worried, "Cold getting worse?"
"Michi we have to talk, about that baby."
"I know." I replied suddenly happy how she could read my mind.
"What are we going to do then?" I felt disappointment sink in.
"What do you mean?"
"We can't keep it!" she said gently but firmly.
"Then?"
"Well there is always..." she hesitated.
"No, you can't." I whispered horrified, "You can't say abortion!" she hesitated for about 2 seconds but it was enough for me to know that abortion was exactly what she was going to suggest.
"Ofcourse I wasn't going to say abortion." She told me, "But we can't keep it, it'll have to go."
"You mean give it up for adoption?" I whispered.
"Yes Michiru, it's the only way!" she told me persistently, "We just can't keep it!"
"But Haruka why not?"
"Because we don't know who this child's father is!"
"Remember when you suggested when we adopt?" I felt tears sting my eyes, "If you are willing to adopt a child whose mother and father are unknown, why can't you adopt a child whose mother is known atleast."
"Michiru its not that!" she replied annoyed at the fact that I was about to cry. I tried to stop my tears.
"Then what Haruka? What?" I asked, my tears winning my inner battle and streaming down my cheeks, "First you suggest we kill the poor thing, now you want to give it up! Do you understand this? The child will be mine as well. Every year I will cry when its brithday will arrive, every year! I will want to see it grow up Haruka, why can't you understand that!"
"You are the one who doesn't understand Michiru!" she was trying not to lose her patience, "First of all I did not suggest abortion so don't put words into my mouth! It's not the fact that it's your child! Its just that...that some man's child is inside you and when I think of it I want to beat someone rotten, you hear? It makes me angry as hell! Why can't you understand that?"
"Haruka!" I yelled very loudly, "Could you stop with the god damn jealousy? How the hell do I have to explain to you that I love only you?" She was quiet and stared unblinkingly at me. Her face was lined with worry, and she looked many more years older than she did a minute ago. That was when I left the place and walked out of the apartment. I was sure now I wouldn't have time to explain things over to her.
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"You don't know how glad I am for this." I told Makoto who just gently smiled.
"Lover's quarrels happen, you know." She told me in her soft but reassuring voice, "Like someone wise once said that it's hard to be amiable to the same person everyday. If you don't fight then you should worry otherwise it's all-ok." I had told her that I had a small argument with Haruka and that I just needed place to stay in without having any questions asked. Fortunately Makoto didn't ask any questions at all, which was a relief.
After I had left in the afternoon today I hadn't heard from Haruka at all. I was sure I wasn't going to. It was a good thing Makoto had a spare room and enough sense not to give in to her curiosity. I closed my eyes and fell asleep. It had been a long day and I deserved as much sleep as anyone did.
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I woke up when I felt someone gently shaking me.
"Stop, I need my sleep."
"Michi wake up."
"Haruka?"
"Who else?" I opened my eyes to her grin.
"What are you doing here?"
"I am here to take you back with me."
"I am not comin!" I said stubbornly. Her hand cupped my cheek, her thumb stroking my cheek.
"I need you," she whispered.
"Is that all? You just need me?" I asked searching her teal eyes for an answer.
"Michi..." she leaned in to kiss me but I moved away, "I need you because I love you."
"I can't take it anymore!" I whispered, "It's just a goddamn baby! Why are we fighting over such a petty thing?"
"Fine, I promise you, no more fighting over such things, ok?"
"Ok," I whispered burying my face into her shirt, soaking it with my tears. Then she lifted me in her arms and carried me back home at 3:30 am in the morning.
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It was my fourth month. As promised Haruka and I hadn't argued ever since she carried me home that day. Now I was patiently waiting for her to get home so we could go out and have a nice dinner. I had even dressed up for it, since we were usually so busy that we didn't had time to dress up and go out any longer.
The phone rang.
"Haruka?"
"No Michiru, its me."
"I am sorry who?" the voice was one that I had never heard before.
"What, don't tell me you don't recognize the voice of your baby's father," the voice said and I went cold, "After all you did sleep with me."
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A/N: Gomen for not updatin ppl! I know many cannot be waiting that much for this, but all the same gomen nasai! *bows down* hope you like it so far! R/R to tell me how you like it plz!