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Buffy awoke and slipped out of bed and into the shower. She took of her clothes and stepped in the hot water. She thought about Spike again and took a deep breath. When is she ever going to really tell him how she felt. She just couldn't. She'd been hurt so many times, she was so afraid to let someone in. She got out and got ready for the coming day.

Spike too awoke and turned over to look at the clock. With no surprise he was late again he rushed into the shower and out the front door in matter of minutes.

Spike rushed threw the door and saw a very angry Buffy and James.

"Where were u? We've been here for an hour!" Buffy yelled. She didn't want to be soft hearted so Spike would notice the feeling for him.

"My alarm didn't sound luv, I'm sorry!" Spike said trying to be calm. Knowing Buffy once she's mad with you she doesn't forgive you very easy.

"It's ok," Buffy said.

Spike cocked his head to the side. Something isn't right.

Again that was 8 months ago. (Sorry I jus like getting to the point)

The movie (Fallen) won 4 academy awards. One was for best actress, Buffy Summers. Best picture of the year, best musical of the year, and best director of the year. Spike was nominated for best actor of the year but Johnny Depp won (sorry I really like him, but you'll see it goes wit the story later on).

Spike went off to do a season of David (lol get it?). And Buffy went off to do a season of Sara the Vampire slayer (lol). Spike and Buffy remained friends during the months.

Buffy was then celebrating her 23 birthday and had a huge party at her house and invited almost all of Hollywood's stars and a few non-famous friends.

Spike received an invitation and called up his childhood friend Michaella. Michaella was Spike's friend when he lived in England and he really needed some advice.

Michaella arrived in the U.S. and went to Spike's place.

"Hey," Michaella said and gave him a hug.

"Hello pet. I just needed someone to talk to," Spike said.

"Is ok," Michaella said.

"It's jus that this girl, and she's bloody amazing. I'm just afraid of telling her the truth, jus god I don't know if she loves me back," Spike said.

"Spike. Don't. Just tell her. If u don't the emotions will build up. Breathe. Tell her. Then breathe again. If she doesn't feel the same then it's ok. As long as you're truthful to her it'll be ok," Michaella said.

"Yea maybe," Spike said.

Spike made up his mind and went to the party. Michaella went to the party too. They entered the big mansion and Spike went looking for Buffy.

Buffy was over at the pool table watching the game. She put down her drink and headed up stairs to her room where she sat by her phone and wondered if she should call him. She hadn't seen him at the party and wanted him to be here with her.

Spike went up to her room and saw her walking back and forth.

"Nervous pet?" Spike asked in the doorway.

"You're here," Buffy said. She ran over to him and gave him a hug. "I didn't think you'd come."

"Why wouldn't I want to spend time with you? The birthday girl," Spike said giving her a warm smile.

Spike got closer to her and brushed his lips against hers. Buffy pulled back before it got to deep and stepped away and walked over to her bed.

"Buffy what is it? Do u not like me that way?" Spike asked. He walked over to where she was.

Buffy turned around. Should I? She kept asking herself. She didn't know what happened but she grabbed his neck and pulled him into a passionate kiss. Her knees weakened and it felt so intoxicating. It was beyond words. The word around seemed to fall in tiny pieces and it was only her and Spike. Her feet felt like they left the ground and she was floating around pink clouds and was surrounded by him.

She pulled him down to the bed.

Well that's it for now but more on the way!!! Please review its wonderful to know how much u care!! Well luv!! lisssa