Hey...well since some of you reviewed I'm going to put in this chapter! Woo hoo I hope you review at the end! TOTAL SPUFFINESS!!!!

Spike woke up and went downstairs to make himself some breakfast. Today was Saturday, which meant that the BBQ weekend and Joyce's was today. He never called to tell Buffy that he was coming and decided not to go because it would cause to much trouble.

So he decided on having a relaxing day without having to think of the summers girl.

Buffy was downstairs and ready to take off to her mother's house. She was ready to have a fun filled day without think or spending time with Spike. She walked outside and took a deep breath and got in her car.

She was half way there when her car broke down in the middle of the highway. Her cell phone died of power and she had no idea what to do. She had only $20 on her and had no place to go since she was in the middle of nowhere. So she decided to walk.

By the time she reached some part of a town she headed for the first gas station to call someone to pick up her car.

Three and a half-hours later she was in a tow truck on her way to the auto shop. She was already 2 hours late and the BBQ would probably be over by now. She called a taxi and spent the next 2 hours riding to her mom's house.

By the time she got there the party was almost over and they where on margarita rounds and dessert.

"Hey mom sorry I'm late, my car broke down on the way here so I had to call a tow truck and call a taxi," Buffy said to her mom.

"Oh my! Well I'm glad your here and in one piece!" Joyce said and led Buffy into the house where she got a margarita and joined the party.

"Hey Xander! How are you and the kids doing?" Buffy asked.

"There great! How are you? Xander asked.

"Oh same old Buffy," The truth was she wasn't her same self. She was working too hard and could get the respect she needed as an actress and the man that she loved she slept with and broke his heart. Yep life was good.

"That's good. Well me and Willow have to go soon the kids need to get to bed." Xander said.

"Oh. Now I'm really sorry for getting my car broken down. But I'll see you soon right?" Buffy asked.

"Yeah. Whenever me and Willow have a day off we'll come and visit and bring the kids!" Xander added and with that he gave Buffy a big hug and left.

Buffy was on her second margarita and was very bored. All she did was say hi to a few people and ate a little snake here or there. All she wanted to do right now was be with Spike.

Again for the 50th time the doorbell rang. Buffy didn't bother to answer it and went upstairs to her old room as a teen.

She looked at the room and saw that it was pretty much the same but there were boxes everywhere and some of her stuff had been packed up. She sat on her mattress bed and could help but cry.

10min. Later she went downstairs and out the backdoor to dance with a friend or something. But instead she found herself watching other couples dancing and she felt so sad not having a guy around. As she watched them dance she herd a very familiar voice.

"Care to dance luv?" Spike whispered into her ear.

Chills speed up her body at the words. She turned around to find Spike with a grin on his face.

"Yes," Buffy just couldn't believe the man she loved came after all.

"Um Spike can we talk?" Buffy asked as he led her to the dance floor.

"After I have one dance with you," Spike said leading her to the dance floor.

The held each other and started to dance to the music. Buffy was so unaware of everyone else around her that she bumped into a few people. She looked into Spike's eyes and got lost in them. She didn't know how long they had been dancing but it seemed to last only a second.

"Now, you said you wanted to talk to me?" Spike asked with his puppy face eyes.

"Um yeah. How about somewhere quiet. Like my room?" Buffy asked.

"Fine with me luv," Spike said.

They went up the stairs and into Buffy's old room.

"God it has been to long huh?" Spike said looking around her room and old memories started to come back to him.

"Yeah. I remember when we used to have Xander and Willow in here and they would make out like crazy and me and you had to leave," Buffy laughed a little remembering.

"Yeah. Red and Xan man always had that little spark in them," Spike laughed to but it soon died.

"So you wanted to talk to me?" Spike asked.

"Yeah. It's about us. Um I just wanted to tell you about the other night when you and me. I just wanted you to know that I was caught in the moment, and I never meant for it to happen, but I want you to know that I do care for you a lot, and even though you may think that you don't mean that much to me, your wrong. This is why I'm telling you this. I care for you so much that I don't want this to get in the way of friendship, and I don't want to hurt you by letting you in only to find out that it didn't work. So um can we just be friends?" Buffy asked to Spike with a worried face.

"No," Spike said looking at Buffy with straight face.

"No? What do you mean?" Buffy asked a little confused.

"You asked me why I said no? Well it's because of you Buffy. I love you so much that being friends would just hurt me in the long run because I wouldn't think I was good enough for you. Buffy I love you more than you know. You're the strongest and the most beautiful girl I have ever met. Not only are you smart and a very good actress you also are a good friend, sister and daughter. You're always there when someone is needed and when someone is down. But above all things you're wonderful just the way you are. I love every inch of you. I wouldn't change you for the world. I wouldn't even look at another girl until I die. I would never even think about leaving a special girl like you. If I could I would be there for you until you die. So no I don't think I should be your friend I think I'm more than that to you but your afraid of letting me in. But I promise Buffy, if I have you I will never leave you and you don't have to love me back. All I need is you. It will always be you. Until I die I will love no other woman like you," Spike said as he took Buffy's hands and awaited her reply.

Buffy was just hit with so much emotion that she was crying and kissed Spike. She let go of the kiss and looked spike right in the eye.

"I do love you. But I have been so worried. I never knew how you felt," she continued with more tears, "and I want you to know that. I want you to know I want you to be with me forever too."

With all words said they went home together and they slept in each other's arms that night.

WOO HOO! SPUFFY! Well I hope you people liked it and that's as spuffy as it gets! Lol well I hope you review! Hotspike7