Death and Rebirth
Duo's POV
Note: I am alive I love all the people who read my fan fictions even though there aren't a lot of people reading them. But I never know people could be bothering to * REVIEW *. Please review I beg you! Tell me you love me!
Duo: I guess the people out there don't like to see me suffer!
Sakura: Some do some don't it's a freaking Drama/Angst
Duo: So what are you going to do to me now?
Sakura: A hell lot more than it the last chapter I do believe it's longer too!
Duo: Joy!
Sakura: I hope you like it! Hee-Chan could you please do the honors in saying the disclaimer for me?
Heero: Don't call me Hee-Chan! ~AHEM~ This Onna does not own Gundam Wing nor pretend to! So suing her will be pointless! Mostly because, she has no money.
Sakura: Thankies Hee-Kun!
Heero: -_-;
Duo: ON WITH THE FIC.
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Death and Rebirth
Chapter two
By: Sakura-2003
"Hi Duo, you're up earlier than usual got a mission?" Quatre said Cheerfully too fucking cheerfully! Quatre is still wearing his pj's, well the bottoms anyway! Hehe they're blue!
"Nope, I just thought I'd come downstairs. I've been awake for a few hours now." I said with my usual enthusiasm, hopefully any way, putting on a fake smile. Quatre gave me a wary look, like he saw through the deception. That's when I thought, "Hey, Quatre can I give you a nickname? And come sit with me, I'm so lonely over here by myself!" I said slightly purring the words out. Quatre is looking at me funny. I laughed, "Come on I won't bite... hard." I said as I winked. I know I know, I sound like I coming on to Quatre, oh but I am. I have to do something to keep my mind off of Heero... Oh Heero!
"A nickname?" Quatre said as he walks over and sits on the couch, looking at me. I turned around lying back to lay my head on his lap, smiling shyly, sort of. And taking his hand in my own. He's looking at me weird again, I just made myself more comfy, and then I said...
"Ya, a nickname how about 'Kitty Cat'? I think it's cute, just like you!" Bringing my finger to tap him lightly on the nose. I made myself blush a little. I wasn't lying, he is a cute little devil, really he is. I always thought that, Heero is smoldering hot! HEERO get the fuck out of my head. I almost messed up my act; I nearly let the goofy look in my face drop. Quatre's face lit up to the colour of a bright red tomato. I grinned up at him.
"Duo..." Quatre said shyly and quietly, barely louder that a whisper. I'm looking at him, I bring his hand to my lips and lightly kiss the top of his hand, and then I say,
"Yes, Quatre you are beautiful! You're eyes shine that aqua colour that reminds me of the Ocean, your hair reminds me of the golden sun, in the sunlight how you glow like an angel, and your skin teases me, overwhelming me to touch its softness!" I'm surprised on what I had just said the words just came out, and I wasn't the only one surprised. Quatre's eyes are as wide as saucers. I smile up at him sheepishly/halfheartedly.
"Duo, I...um, you...Heero. Aren't you with Heero? I thought you two were a couple?" Quatre asks. Eyes and Voice filled with confusion, embarrassment, flattery, and so on. He HAD to mention Herro, THE MOTHER FUCKER, I LOVE, and BROKE MY HEART! GAH! I scream mentally. I scowl and give Quatre a cold, hard look. Heero was the last person I needed a reminder of, I wanted to forget him, even though I feel like I'm dieing faster every minute that Heero is away form me. But for the few minutes that I was talking to Quatre BEFORE he said *HIS* name I felt like everything was going to be ok, but this pain in my heart, it doesn't want to go away it's swallowing me whole. I must hide this pain, burry it. AND HE'S NOT boyfriend at least, not any more...
I get up off the couch and walk into the kitchen. I'm so mad, I didn't realize Quatre fallow me. I slam my fist agents a cupboard door it cracks a little under the force of my blow, before I open it. Dipshit! I call Heero in my head. I can see Quatre giving me a worried look in the corner of my eye; I pull out a glass before I acknowledge to him that I know he's there.
"Yes, kitty cat?" I ask flatly still giving him that hard glare, that I inherited form being around Heero so much, gerr! Quatre shifts under my gaze obvious that he's either scared or nervous, or both. Even thought there is not much difference between the words.
"I...just wanted to know if you were ok, daijoubu [1]?" Quatre asks me worried. With that look in his eyes, I just can't stay mad at him, not that I am really mad at him, I'm mad at Heero. More than just mad, pissed, hurt, disgusted, GAH! I walk over to the fridge and pull out some purple stuff, grape juice! Hehe purple! My eyes are purple! I turn to look at Quatre still with the glare but slightly softer than before I still reply harshly,
"No I am NOT ok!" Oh man I don't have to be so hard oh him, it's not his fault, no not at all. Well unless it's him that stole my Hee-Chan away from me. I have a feeling it's not, I have a strong feeling he's not the one, he was really surprised about earlier and he didn't know that Heero broke it off with me. So it's not him, and I'm supposed to be HAPPY! GOD DAMNIT, WHY ME WHY NOT TROWA, FUCK! Trowa.... 'I'm leaving on a mission in a few minutes with Trowa...' Heero's words running back through my head 'see you in a couple of days' I turn from Quatre so he wouldn't see the shock and realization in my face. It was Trowa. It was Trowa, My face and eyes when hard and twisted with pure hate and anger a look that would make the devil himself scared. A look an exasperation you would never dream of seeing on my face. I turn around in the direction of Quatre but not looking at him. My hold body is shaking. It was Trowa. It was...
"Trowa..." I say his name lightly softer than a whisper but the same time filled with hate and anger. Quatre didn't hear me not that I was talking to him a that second. "IT WAS TROWA!!" I yelled in bloody murder as I threw my glass and the jug of grape juice at the wall, they hit with a loud crash and thunk. Glass and grape juice was everywhere! My heart rate and my breath was calming, I was calming enough to just relies what I just did, and in front of Quatre. Oh my God. I look at Quatre tears streaming down his eyes he looks scared and worried; he is shaking as much as I am maybe more. I shocked/still pissed of look to a gentle one just for him. As I talk at a normal tone free from anger or anything that was dwelling in me as I say "Gomen nasai [2] Kitty Cat! I didn't mean to be so well mean. Also for you seeing this whole thing. Onegai [3] forgive me!?" I could feel my own tears starting to come, one tear managed to slide down my face. I walk over to Quatre, who was a little nervous after seeing my mood swing. But, he let me up close to him. I cupped his face in m hands; I lift his face to look me n the eyes. I gently rub his tears from his eyes. With my own falling for numerous reasons. Fear, guilt, pain.
"It's ok Duo, I do forgive you, here shh calm down Duo-Chan. Nani desu ka [4]?" Quatre's voice was so understanding. Quatre brought me into a hug, I hugged back, we just stand there for what seemed like hours but it was only a few minutes. We pulled apart when my sobs died down to a stop. "Nani desu ka Duo? Tell me." I look down at the floor I wasn't ready to tell him. I know it was a break up but Heero and I have been together for nearly a year and a half give or take a day or two something like that. He promised me so much, and he broke them all. Just last month he said he wanted to marry me, and I him. We were going to make it official in a few weeks, and then he just...DAMN YOU TROWA!!!
"I can't not yet, I'm gunna go find something to do. See you later Kitty Cat!" with that Duo started to walk out of the kitchen when I was about to turn around and say, " Oh and Cat, I meant everything I said when we were on the couch. With that I ran up stairs. I had to find something to do other than using Quatre as my emotional punching bag. Quatre was still somewhat startled on what had just happened.
"What happened Duo? What's wrong tell me...please. Does it something to do with Heero and/or Trowa? Why are you so mad? Tell me." Quatre thought aloud. He looked at the mess all over the kitchen and started to clean it up. "Oh Duo, I do care deeply for you!"
End T.B.C.
Notes: So what do you think? Please tell me! Make a blonde girl happy and REVIEW!!!
Duo: WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?
Sakura: I like it!
Quatre: Me too! Scary, but I liked it!
Duo: I didn't say I didn't like I was just taken aback, that's all.
Sakura & Quatre: Ok.
Sakura, Heero, Duo, Trowa, Quatre, & Wufei: REVIEW!!!!!!
[1] Daijoubu = Are you ok? [2] Gomen Nasai = Very sorry [3] Onegai = Please [4] Nani desu ka = what is it?
Duo's POV
Note: I am alive I love all the people who read my fan fictions even though there aren't a lot of people reading them. But I never know people could be bothering to * REVIEW *. Please review I beg you! Tell me you love me!
Duo: I guess the people out there don't like to see me suffer!
Sakura: Some do some don't it's a freaking Drama/Angst
Duo: So what are you going to do to me now?
Sakura: A hell lot more than it the last chapter I do believe it's longer too!
Duo: Joy!
Sakura: I hope you like it! Hee-Chan could you please do the honors in saying the disclaimer for me?
Heero: Don't call me Hee-Chan! ~AHEM~ This Onna does not own Gundam Wing nor pretend to! So suing her will be pointless! Mostly because, she has no money.
Sakura: Thankies Hee-Kun!
Heero: -_-;
Duo: ON WITH THE FIC.
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Death and Rebirth
Chapter two
By: Sakura-2003
"Hi Duo, you're up earlier than usual got a mission?" Quatre said Cheerfully too fucking cheerfully! Quatre is still wearing his pj's, well the bottoms anyway! Hehe they're blue!
"Nope, I just thought I'd come downstairs. I've been awake for a few hours now." I said with my usual enthusiasm, hopefully any way, putting on a fake smile. Quatre gave me a wary look, like he saw through the deception. That's when I thought, "Hey, Quatre can I give you a nickname? And come sit with me, I'm so lonely over here by myself!" I said slightly purring the words out. Quatre is looking at me funny. I laughed, "Come on I won't bite... hard." I said as I winked. I know I know, I sound like I coming on to Quatre, oh but I am. I have to do something to keep my mind off of Heero... Oh Heero!
"A nickname?" Quatre said as he walks over and sits on the couch, looking at me. I turned around lying back to lay my head on his lap, smiling shyly, sort of. And taking his hand in my own. He's looking at me weird again, I just made myself more comfy, and then I said...
"Ya, a nickname how about 'Kitty Cat'? I think it's cute, just like you!" Bringing my finger to tap him lightly on the nose. I made myself blush a little. I wasn't lying, he is a cute little devil, really he is. I always thought that, Heero is smoldering hot! HEERO get the fuck out of my head. I almost messed up my act; I nearly let the goofy look in my face drop. Quatre's face lit up to the colour of a bright red tomato. I grinned up at him.
"Duo..." Quatre said shyly and quietly, barely louder that a whisper. I'm looking at him, I bring his hand to my lips and lightly kiss the top of his hand, and then I say,
"Yes, Quatre you are beautiful! You're eyes shine that aqua colour that reminds me of the Ocean, your hair reminds me of the golden sun, in the sunlight how you glow like an angel, and your skin teases me, overwhelming me to touch its softness!" I'm surprised on what I had just said the words just came out, and I wasn't the only one surprised. Quatre's eyes are as wide as saucers. I smile up at him sheepishly/halfheartedly.
"Duo, I...um, you...Heero. Aren't you with Heero? I thought you two were a couple?" Quatre asks. Eyes and Voice filled with confusion, embarrassment, flattery, and so on. He HAD to mention Herro, THE MOTHER FUCKER, I LOVE, and BROKE MY HEART! GAH! I scream mentally. I scowl and give Quatre a cold, hard look. Heero was the last person I needed a reminder of, I wanted to forget him, even though I feel like I'm dieing faster every minute that Heero is away form me. But for the few minutes that I was talking to Quatre BEFORE he said *HIS* name I felt like everything was going to be ok, but this pain in my heart, it doesn't want to go away it's swallowing me whole. I must hide this pain, burry it. AND HE'S NOT boyfriend at least, not any more...
I get up off the couch and walk into the kitchen. I'm so mad, I didn't realize Quatre fallow me. I slam my fist agents a cupboard door it cracks a little under the force of my blow, before I open it. Dipshit! I call Heero in my head. I can see Quatre giving me a worried look in the corner of my eye; I pull out a glass before I acknowledge to him that I know he's there.
"Yes, kitty cat?" I ask flatly still giving him that hard glare, that I inherited form being around Heero so much, gerr! Quatre shifts under my gaze obvious that he's either scared or nervous, or both. Even thought there is not much difference between the words.
"I...just wanted to know if you were ok, daijoubu [1]?" Quatre asks me worried. With that look in his eyes, I just can't stay mad at him, not that I am really mad at him, I'm mad at Heero. More than just mad, pissed, hurt, disgusted, GAH! I walk over to the fridge and pull out some purple stuff, grape juice! Hehe purple! My eyes are purple! I turn to look at Quatre still with the glare but slightly softer than before I still reply harshly,
"No I am NOT ok!" Oh man I don't have to be so hard oh him, it's not his fault, no not at all. Well unless it's him that stole my Hee-Chan away from me. I have a feeling it's not, I have a strong feeling he's not the one, he was really surprised about earlier and he didn't know that Heero broke it off with me. So it's not him, and I'm supposed to be HAPPY! GOD DAMNIT, WHY ME WHY NOT TROWA, FUCK! Trowa.... 'I'm leaving on a mission in a few minutes with Trowa...' Heero's words running back through my head 'see you in a couple of days' I turn from Quatre so he wouldn't see the shock and realization in my face. It was Trowa. It was Trowa, My face and eyes when hard and twisted with pure hate and anger a look that would make the devil himself scared. A look an exasperation you would never dream of seeing on my face. I turn around in the direction of Quatre but not looking at him. My hold body is shaking. It was Trowa. It was...
"Trowa..." I say his name lightly softer than a whisper but the same time filled with hate and anger. Quatre didn't hear me not that I was talking to him a that second. "IT WAS TROWA!!" I yelled in bloody murder as I threw my glass and the jug of grape juice at the wall, they hit with a loud crash and thunk. Glass and grape juice was everywhere! My heart rate and my breath was calming, I was calming enough to just relies what I just did, and in front of Quatre. Oh my God. I look at Quatre tears streaming down his eyes he looks scared and worried; he is shaking as much as I am maybe more. I shocked/still pissed of look to a gentle one just for him. As I talk at a normal tone free from anger or anything that was dwelling in me as I say "Gomen nasai [2] Kitty Cat! I didn't mean to be so well mean. Also for you seeing this whole thing. Onegai [3] forgive me!?" I could feel my own tears starting to come, one tear managed to slide down my face. I walk over to Quatre, who was a little nervous after seeing my mood swing. But, he let me up close to him. I cupped his face in m hands; I lift his face to look me n the eyes. I gently rub his tears from his eyes. With my own falling for numerous reasons. Fear, guilt, pain.
"It's ok Duo, I do forgive you, here shh calm down Duo-Chan. Nani desu ka [4]?" Quatre's voice was so understanding. Quatre brought me into a hug, I hugged back, we just stand there for what seemed like hours but it was only a few minutes. We pulled apart when my sobs died down to a stop. "Nani desu ka Duo? Tell me." I look down at the floor I wasn't ready to tell him. I know it was a break up but Heero and I have been together for nearly a year and a half give or take a day or two something like that. He promised me so much, and he broke them all. Just last month he said he wanted to marry me, and I him. We were going to make it official in a few weeks, and then he just...DAMN YOU TROWA!!!
"I can't not yet, I'm gunna go find something to do. See you later Kitty Cat!" with that Duo started to walk out of the kitchen when I was about to turn around and say, " Oh and Cat, I meant everything I said when we were on the couch. With that I ran up stairs. I had to find something to do other than using Quatre as my emotional punching bag. Quatre was still somewhat startled on what had just happened.
"What happened Duo? What's wrong tell me...please. Does it something to do with Heero and/or Trowa? Why are you so mad? Tell me." Quatre thought aloud. He looked at the mess all over the kitchen and started to clean it up. "Oh Duo, I do care deeply for you!"
End T.B.C.
Notes: So what do you think? Please tell me! Make a blonde girl happy and REVIEW!!!
Duo: WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT?
Sakura: I like it!
Quatre: Me too! Scary, but I liked it!
Duo: I didn't say I didn't like I was just taken aback, that's all.
Sakura & Quatre: Ok.
Sakura, Heero, Duo, Trowa, Quatre, & Wufei: REVIEW!!!!!!
[1] Daijoubu = Are you ok? [2] Gomen Nasai = Very sorry [3] Onegai = Please [4] Nani desu ka = what is it?