'Thinking'
"Talking"
Death and Rebirth
Chapter 4- Lost
By: Raven's Midnight Light
Duo's POV
Wufei and I are still lying in bed on our backs, I think Wufei is asleep but I'm not sure. I don't want to risk waking him if he is, and I don't think I can look at him at the moment. I feel so empty and slightly dirty but I don't care well I do care about the empty part. The only time since Heero broke up with me that I didn't feel empty was when I had Wufei inside me pounding into me tearing me up inside. The only time I could block out the emotional grief. I don't know what to do anymore I just feel hopeless, I feel so lost…
No POV
Wufei turns his head slightly and looks at Duo who was staring blankly at the ceiling he knew something was wrong because he came to him. Duo usually comes to him when he was in need of physical contact he couldn't get from Heero because he was away on a mission. Wufei also found it odd that lately Heero has been ignoring Duo way more then usual. 'Maybe something is going on between Heero and Duo. Heero has been pulling away from Duo a lot more now. Heero and Duo are one of the strangest couples I've ever seen. You can tell they obviously love each and they are really passionate. They can't get enough of each other yet for some reason they pull away from each other and Duo ends up in my bed. Not that I don't mind his company it's just mind bubbling.' Wufei thought as he watched Duo who was now drifting off to sleep. Just then Wufei could have sworn he saw a tear fall from Duo's eye. Now he knew something was wrong. Wufei decided to listen to Duo when he wanted to talk for any reason at all, But right now he knew all Duo wanted was to sleep. Wufei moved closer to Duo and wrapped an arm around him in a reassuring embrace that he was here.
Downstairs Quatre was trying to make sense on what happened before. He didn't know but he did agree with Wufei that Heero and Duo's relationship was an odd one indeed. It always seemed like a push and pull kind of thing. The love, intensity, and passion was there but there was something missing that neither Wufei or Quatre could put a finger on.
Quatre got up off the couch and wondered around the main floor aimlessly trying to think of something. His senses were triggering and he could feel Duo was in pain but he knew from past experiences that if he pushed too soon to try to comfort or tried talking to him Duo would just push him further away. Quatre also had a feeling that this time reaching Duo would be much harder then any other time Duo was thrown into a depression.
Quatre walked into the kitchen, now cleaned of the juice and glass that was thrown about. He'd never seen Duo so upset before. It pained and scared him not ever in the time Quatre had known Duo had he ever witnessed such fury within the braided pilot.
T. B. C.
End Notes: It's still not done… I'm suffering from writer's block for all my current on-going fan fictions. I'm such a pathetic author. As Soon as I get at least one of my stories done I won't give up! I just need a little encouragement from my readers…. Love me? Hate me? Let me know.