A/N: Yea...thanks for all the reviews! D This is probably one of my favorite stories so far. This chapter—I really don't know what it'll be about, but heck-who cares!
"Doctor!
We have life!"
When I heard those words, my heart nearly
jumped out of my throat. Life? As in—Gippal? Alive? Not dead? Well
that's good. In fact, that was great! It was all over!
Oh...how
wrong I was.
"GIPPAL!" Rikku shrieked, darting past the nurse. But she held an arm up, and even though she was a woman, she was much larger and stronger than the young 14-year-old.
"Sorry dear, no going into the operating room."
"But I have to!" She cried to the retreating
doctors.
"I have to..." Rikku muttered, feeling tears
once more prick at her eyes.
"WHY DOES IT ALWAYS HAPPEN TO ME?!" She
yelled to the roof, slamming her fist into the wall. "WHY?!"
Much
Later On...
Rikku sat in a chair, curled into a tight ball, occasionally drifting in and out of sleep. No one left the operating room for hours, and when they did it was rushed. But she never knew if it was for Gippal—there were others dying out in that war. Her stomach lurched.
What about Brother? Cid? Were they dead? Were their bodies lying on the ground, being trampled by nasty Yevonites?
Rikku fell asleep with such thoughts floating in her mind. And all the while, the twinge of guilt and stupidity stayed strong.
"Miss?" A tense hand shook at her shoulder.
"Huh? What?" She shouted, sitting up, blinking her eyes repeatedly. "What's going on?"
The nurse
gave a small smile. "He's waiting for you inside. Couldn't stop
saying your name."
Rikku's stomach knotted up. "You
mean he's alive?! For good?!" The nurse chuckled.
"We did
our best."
"Oh THANK YOU!" Rikku cried, jumping up and
giving the stranger a hug. "Thank you, thank you, THANK YOU!"
The
nurse acted a bit embarrassed. "Please, go in."
Rikku didn't need any prompting. She raced past the woman and slammed open the doors, hit by a strong smell of blood and—death.
She saw other beds, filled with dying Al Bhed. Doctors did their best, calling out instructions and for help. Some of the people had been saved, safe off past a drawn curtain. But others—she saw the tired, sad expressions on the faces of nurses as they pulled white blankets overtop lost souls.
They would need a strong summoner to send all these people after it was over.
Suddenly
she heard a voice.
"I need to see her!" It cried,
sounding pretty strong. "Now!"
Rikku grinned. It was
Gippal! She ignored all the trauma and death around her, and just ran
ahead to the curtain. She threw it to the side.
"Gippal?!" She cried loudly, searching the large group of beds filled with people.
"Rikku!" She heard an answering cry. She spun to the left to see him. There was Gippal, sitting in bed with a large grin on his face, as if nothing happened. As if he hadn't almost died, and that Rikku was to blame. Sure, there were cuts and bruises and whatnot all over him but Rikku thought he looked more handsome then he ever had.
But wait—something was different. A thought raced through her mind. His head—his face—something was missing.
"Gippal?" She asked shakily, pointing to the large bandage over his right eye. "What happened?"
He frowned slightly, turning away.
"I-I
lost it."
"WHAT?!" Rikku shrieked.
"It's
GONE Rikku!"
She broke into sobs, kneeling at his bed.
"I-I-I'm SO SORRY GIPPAL! IT'S ALL MY FAULT!" She sobbed even
harder, which brought on hiccups. "If I hadn't been so stupid and
come to see you, you wouldn't have gotten hurt! If I had just done
what I was supposed to—"
"I probably would have gotten
KILLED." He said sternly. "Rikku, it's not your fault. If you
hadn't been there, there would have been no one to drag me to the
hospital.
"Yes,
but-but-you don't have an EYE anymore!"
An awkward
silence followed this.
"Can you
really see THAT much?" He asked in a joking tone. "Does this
bandage make me look fat?"
Rikku couldn't help but smile.
"You mean—you don't hate me?"
Gippal looked
horrified. "No, no, of COURSE not, Rikku!" He brought her up so
she was standing at his bedside, not kneeling. "I don't blame you
for anything!"
"But if I hadn't distracted you," she
hiccupped, tears still streaming, "you would have seen the grenade
and been able to run!"
"No! I wouldn't have been paying
attention! I would have been more focused on the person in front of
me."
"But it's still—still my fault."
"NO!"
He cried, getting a bit angry. "It's NOT Rikku." He added, his
tone softening. "I can survive without an eye. I mean, it's
better then actual death." He grinned. "And it gives me an excuse
to stay out of the war."
"Huh?"
"Personally,
I didn't like fighting all too much."
Rikku grinned.
"See? You should have listened to me."
He sighed. "Never
has there been truer advice."
Rikku
patted him on the head. "When do you get out?"
"Should
be later today."
"Good." She grinned again, this time
blushing. "I missed you."
"I couldn't tell by the way
you came out to battle to see me." He grabbed her hand. "Rikku,
how come you did? I thought maybe you wouldn't want to be friends
anymore after how dumb I was."
Rikku sighed. "I don't
know Gippal, it was a—feeling I had."
Gippal grinned, his
eyes twinkling. "A feeling eh?" He motioned for her to come
closer. She started to get jittery as she realized their faces were
less then a few inches apart.
"This is a feeling I have."
And with
that, he leaned and connected lips with her. Rikku's eyes grew
wide, not knowing what to do. This was her best friend here, who just
came out and kissed her!
But she didn't do anything. She
stayed still, closing her eyes and kissed him right back.
"OKAY BREAK IT UP YOU TWO!" A loud voice cried. Rikku and Gippal sprang apart, both blushing furiously. A doctor looked down on them, grinning a rather evil grin.
"Love
like that stays OUT of the hospital!"
Gippal frowned. "Then
I'll leave." He addressed politely, hopping out of the bed,
thanking the doctor, grabbing Rikku's hand, and leaving the
building.
'Maybe this war thing isn't so bad after all.' Rikku thought, smiling inwardly and resting her head on Gippal's shoulder.
'Not bad at all.'
