A/N: This now a short story. don't need to review. jsut read

She looked out her window and saw the rain come down fast and hard, hitting the roof and making a hallow sound as it echoed across her home.

Her sickness held ehr back from running out in the rain and screaming out his name again. She had tried to forget him. It was almost a month after they broke up from teh relationship they had. Although it was just on the computer, She had been so stupid to put her heart out there and believe everything he said.

She would talk to him, but he would ignore her and would be a fuck head back to her.

She was tearing up inside. There was nothing left of her. Her parents thought she was crazy, they thought something was wrong and kept saying they would send her to boot camp or somewhere to get her happy again.

"Boot camp...Fuck them for saying that." She said as she moved from her spot on the bed and stood up slowly , her red nail polish refelcting her movements.

Like blood. Slow at times but fast when it can be .

She looked out teh window again and clenched her teeth.

"Damn cold." She hissed walking over to teh computer sadly and staring at teh screen ready to crack it's cover.

"Stupid computer."

She stuck up her middle finger at it then moved away sticking out her tounge childishly.

She was disturbed. Her heart was ice. Her feelings were emotionless.

"You fucked up my life Lee. Can't you see me. You fucked it up.This is all your fault."

She coughed and moved away.Things would never be the same. especially since ehr parents were planning to take her to his country...the very town he lived.

WHAT HAD HAPPENED TO MAKE HER LIFE SO SCREWED UP!!

She watched the blood flow from her back and into the bathtub she was sitting in.It was true. Blood is much thicker then water.

She will not hurt him. She will befriend him. No matter how long or how violant he becomes, she will not hurt him or be unkind.

for now.