All thoughts I know
That lead to you
blow away
as the breeze runs over me
iwalk
away from you
to someone else
closer to me
I always sence your precence
but your never there
happiness
warmth
begins to fill me
without hesitation
I put it out on the line
my heart
Warmth starts to take over
but ,then
the breeze comes back
taking my warmth
then i leaves
it torments me so,to think of you
when,you hate me
warmth starts to fill again
as I feel myself floting away from my Koi
I can reach out
they fade from me
Nubness comes over me
chills me,pulls me,drawing me deeper
thoughts that should be rated as 'graphic' come into my mind
is this what sex is like?
a pull so great
you can't escape from it
your torchered by images
over flowing and tearing you apart?
the need of realise
is so great
yout body shakes so uncontrolably?
There is no answe to your whimpers
you want to let go
so do i
you want to be free
i know so
you want to never love me
ditto
everything
my answer to your feelings:
I can't
I thought you left and I was safe
I thought there would be no more pain
but,there is
I thought you were gone
Your arn;t
realize
hit me
hurt me
help me so badly
to get rid of you
I have a koi
it's not you
it's time
for goodbyes at last
A/N: not going to write for a while alright so, the party house and my other storys are put off on hold for a while.Hope to update soon. bye bye ppls