A/N: I got some tasty reviews from people, and some of you wanted me to continue. So, I've decided to make this a very short trilogy. This is part two, the first being Marco's telling. This is Dylan's. evil cackles Next I'll be doing Spin's, which will be last. Please review.
The memory is still there, imprinted in his mind, seared into his eyelids. Dylan can remember the exact second he saw them together, tangled together, Spinner attacking Marco's neck with his lips like he'd die if he didn't. He only stayed for a second before he left, and he never told Marco or Spinner or Paige what he saw. He loves Marco, he really does. He doesn't want to hurt him. And Paige is his sister, and he would do anything for her. He knows Spinner would break up with her if he knew Dylan knew. So Dylan remains perfectly silent, screaming inside.
He's tried every technique he can to make Marco stop being with Spinner. He's tried being a romantic, and he's tried being the perfect boyfriend. He's tried the Spinner Mason Approach. He's pressed himself against Marco, and kissed him hard enough to hurt, and been fast and hard and hot and almost painful. But the way Marco whispers his name is never enough.
Marco never gasps out his name, and Marco never arches towards him, and Marco never wants Dylan as much as he always wants Spinner. Marco loves Dylan, and Marco wants Spinner. Marco needs Spinner, and Marco has Spinner, and Marco can't fucking live without Spinner.
Dylan toys with the idea of telling someone. He lets himself think that if Spinner leaves, Marco will need to be with him. Dylan thinks Marco just does it for the touch, and Dylan wants to know if Marco would need his touch that much more if Spinner wasn't an issue.
Dylan thinks Marco should have been his. He was Marco's first boyfriend, and first kiss, and first time (he thinks). Marco came out to be with him, and Marco ignored all the snide comments for him. So Marco shouldn't need anyone else if he has Dylan.
That's the part that really bothers him. Marco was always enough for him, and Marco always left him satisfied. But Marco needs more, and Dylan isn't what he needs. He needs more, he needs Spinner, and that's what tears Dylan's insides apart. No matter how much he tries, he's not Spinner. He's not what Marco wants.