Naru knew it was going to happen soon. But how soon? How could she

be prepared in losing her best friend Usagi? She had no idea how

much it would affect her. Usagi meant a lot to Naru. At times

Naru knew that Usagi was like gold; soft and precious. Not only

that, Naru realized that Usagi was Sailor Moon. This deepened

her relationship with Usagi. Naru would even go as far as to

protect Usagi-Chan, even it meant her very own life. Naru's

mother knew that Naru had changed. Every time Naru's mother

saw Naru, she knew that Naru was concerned about someone else.

Naru's mother already knew, sometimes she wants to hear it

from her daughter.

"Naru. Is something wrong?"

Naru's mother asked.

"Well... yeah... my best friend... is... going away?"

Naru answered. She was at the point that she was almost in tears.

"Going away?"

Naru's mother looked puzzled.

"Yeah... Usagi is fading out of existence."

Naru answered.

"Is she dying?"

Naru's mother asked.

"No... she'll stop being Usagi-Chan and will be another person

completely. Maybe in a way she is dying..."

Naru tried to explain her problem. She barely understood it

herself.

"I see. Maybe you should try to be around Usagi as much as

you can, because you'll regret it later."

Naru's mother told her daughter.

"I understand."

Naru replied.

"Usagi, I'll protect your weakened body until the very end!"

Naru thought to herself as she made an oath to herself. Usagi's

final moments are drawing closer!

Passion of Oneself

Episode 07

"Family Ties"

Rated: PG-13

Notes: Hello! Thanks for all the wonderful reviews! I need some

advice! Do you think Mamoru's DNA should change? Is so, it'll

happen in episodes 14 and 15! I have two different titles in mind:

the first is "Return of Endymion" and the second is "A New Crisis"

so see I don't know which to choose. Episodes 14 and 15 will also do

with Naru being brainwashed by the Chaos Moon. So please let me

know. Also, beginning episode 7 I will be adding more drama

(trying at least) so I will try to tell the best story I can!

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I'll keep writing! This series takes place after Sailor Stars.

Enjoy!

By: CKFanficsaol.com (The Crystal Knight)

Disclaimers: I do not own Sailor Moon. If I did, I would be rich and charge

all Sailor Moon Fanfiction authors royalties! But I don't!

Any new characters I create, I own. The rest belong to their original

copyright holders.

Credits: The titling of this series goes to the Lord of Hyphens. He suggested

the name "Dreaming of Oneself," however I replaced "Dreaming" with "Passion"

because to me it deals with pain and suffering! Thanks LoH!

07

Ami Mizuno was transformed as Super Sailor Mercury. She had her V.R.

visor activated. She had developed a program to let her scan Usagi

to see how the DNA process was going.

"Well? How is she?"

Mamoru asked.

"About 55 percent of her DNA has been rewritten. it has accelerated

lately. Becoming Sailor Cosmos, must have sped up the rewriting

process. If this continues, Usagi will be gone and Princess

Serenity will return."

Ami replied.

"So, do the fights accelerate the rewriting process of her DNA?"

Luna asked.

"I think it's still conclusive. I would have to monitor her

and see if it is true. However, if Usagi is gone, she'll

never be gone. We can remember her in our memories, right?"

Ami asked.

"That's true. It bothers me knowing, that the girl that I loved

like a daughter will be gone."

Luna stated. She looked like she was going to cry. Luna jumped

up and laid by Usagi-Chan.

"She needs our support more than ever before. we need to let her

know that we are here for her, to make the time she has left

is very enjoyable and relaxing to her. It's only going to get

harder and not better."

Ami tried to explain to the others what they needed to do.

Then the phone rang.

"Moshi moshi?"

Makoto answered her phone.

"Oh, Hi Miss Kino?"

Kenji Tsukino asked on the other end of the phone.

"Yes, this is Makoto Kino. Who is this?"

She asked.

"This is Usagi's father. Is Usagi around?"

Kenji asked.

"Yes, but she's asleep."

Makoto answered.

"That's okay. we'll be by later. We want to take her out, so

she knows how much we care for her."

Kenji told her.

"I understand. I'll be waiting for you."

Makoto answered.

"Okay. Goodbye."

Kenji told her and hung up his phone. And Makoto did the same.

"Who was that?"

Rei asked.

"Mr. Tsukino. They want to take Usagi out I guess."

Makoto answered.

"I see."

Rei stated.

"So, what do we do in the mean time?"

Minako stated.

"Well."

Ami started and then continued again,

"However, I'd think it be good for each to take turns to tell

Usagi how much we mean to her. It may not help Usagi, but it

will help us cope with the fact that Usagi is changing forever."

Ami explained.

"I understand."

Mamoru replied.

"Good. Maybe Mamo-San would want to go first since he is Usagi's

boyfriend."

Ami suggested.

"Sounds good."

Mamoru agreed.

"Good. We all, can wait in Makoto's bedroom and just chat in there.

When Mamoru is done, the next person can go talk to Usagi."

Ami suggested.

"Okay."

Everyone agreed and going to Makoto's room. Mamoru went over

and knelt down next to Usagi and took her right hand and held it

in his.

"Usako. I want you to know that I was always thrilled to be around

you. You were special to me. No matter what happens, you'll be in

my heart!"

Mamoru told a sleeping Usagi. She started to stir. Then she wake

up and she realize who had her hand.

"Mamo-Chan!?"

Usagi questioned.

"Hush! I am here for you."

Mamoru told her as he put is finger to her lips.

"Just hear me out. Okay?"

He asked. She nodded in response.

"Good. Usako, it was always a pleasure in protecting you. I always

was glad to protect you in good times and in bad. Just remember

I am always in your heart."

Mamoru told her in a quiet tone.

"I go get someone else."

Mamoru told her as he got up and walked off to Makoto's bedroom.

Once there, they all looked at Rei. Rei was the next to go.

Rei went out and knelt next to Usagi and took her hand.

"Usagi. You know I loved you very much right? No matter

how many times we fought, right?"

Rei asked Usagi.

"Hai, Rei-San!"

Usagi replied.

"Good, I am so happy I had a chance to meet you. You are special.

There's no one that could replace you."

Rei continued.

"ChibiUsa can!"

Usagi tried to joke.

"Hmm, and she might do a better job than you huh?"

Rei asked. Usagi and Rei laughed. Then a tear appeared out of

Rei's eyes. She got serious.

"You're going to be gone soon and I cannot stop it!"

Rei sounded harsh. Usagi put her fingers up to Rei's eyes and

wiped the tears away.

"Don't cry Rei-Chan! Don't cry! I command it"

Usagi commanded.

"Yes, I will obey!"

Rei replied as she wanted to please 'her' princess.

"Good."

Usagi replied while smiled slightly.

"Maybe I have someone else come in."

Rei stated. Then she left. Out came was Ami. Ami stood next

to the couch where Usagi was laying. Ami just watched her

friend. She was no longer transformed as Sailor Mercury.

She wanted to see Usagi as herself 'Ami Mizuno.'

"Usagi-Chan, I just wanted to know that I care about you..."

Ami started as she suddenly stopped. Usagi just watching her

friend as her friend struggled to say the correct words.

"It's ok, Ami. Let the words speak from your heart and not

from your mind."

Usagi requested.

"Arigato. I just hope you were happy around us. And that

we helped you to be happy. Sometimes, I know I can over

analyze about situations. All I want for you is to be

comfortable."

Ami finished what she wanted to say. On the other hand, Usagi

still had the headaches and pain through body, but she wouldn't

tell anyone about it, because they were worrying enough already.

The only one who may have sensed it was Rei, and maybe she wouldn't

tell.

"Thank you Ami-Chan."

Usagi thanked her. Ami went back to the bedroom and out came

Makoto. Makoto kind of smiled as she looked at her friend.

"Usagi, I just want to tell you it's been a pleasure cooking

great things for you and protecting you."

Makoto spoke quickly and boldly.

"I know. Thanks."

Usagi thanked her. Usagi was trying to keep all of her emotions

together. It was hard, but crying was something she did best.

Even now, she could still give a good cry. Makoto came down

to where Usagi was and hugged her. Then she went back to her

own room and Minako came out.

"Usagi-Chan. Thanks you."

Minako thanked her. She couldn't say anymore. Minako was like

the sister that she never had. Minako did a lot together with

Usagi. Minako felt that Usagi was dying. Usagi surprised her.

"I am not dying Minako-Chan! I am only changing. Remember that in

the future."

Usagi told her.

"Right! Thanks!"

Minako thanked her and gave her a hug and left for Makoto's bedroom.

Next was Hotaru. Hotaru knew how Usagi felt. Hotaru knew what pain

felt like. Having a weak body. Hotaru knew all of this.

"Usagi-Chan, I understand. Will ChibiUsa be gone if you do?"

Hotaru asked her.

"ChibiUsa will still exist. She is the daughter of Serenity and

Endymion and not Usagi and Mamoru."

Usagi explained.

"Right. You are special to me. Thank you for your time Usagi!"

Hotaru told her friend and then hugged her. After that Hotaru

went back to the bedroom. Next came out were Haruka and Michiru.

They were always together and even at this moment, would be

together.

"Hello Princess."

Haruka and Michiru addressed her.

"Hello."

Usagi replied.

"I wanted to know, you are one of the bravest girls I had ever

known. It was great to know someone like you who save this planet."

Haruka spoke.

"I always thought of you going beyond what you were supposed to do.

And I mean in the line of doing your duty. It's been fun fighting

with you."

Michiru told Usagi.

"Thank you."

Usagi thanked them. Haruka and Michiru want back to the other room.

Setsuna came out.

"Usagi-San, hello."

Setsuna greeted her.

"Hi, Setsuna."

Usagi responded.

"Usagi, I want you to know that you were a great a person and I

think ChibiUsa will agree with me."

Setsuna told her.

"Thank you."

Usagi replied. Setsuna came down were Usagi and hugged her. Then

they just looked at each other and smiled. The she went back to

the room. Next came Artemis.

"Usagi, thank you for all you done. I cannot thank you enough."

Artemis told her and went to the room and then Luna came out and

jumped on Usagi's chest. Then she just looked at Usagi with great

love.

"Usagi, thank you very much. I cannot begin to thank you enough

for your efforts."

Luna told her. Tears flowed from Luna's eyes. Luna loved Usagi

like her own daughter.

"You sure have gotten braver and stronger."

Luna told her. After she said this, everyone came back out. There

was a knock at the door. Makoto answered the door. It was Kenji,

Ikuko, and Shingo.

"We were going to take Usagi out somewhere nice."

Kenji told Makoto.

"I understand. Go ahead."

Makoto understood. Kenji went over to Usagi.

"Hello Usagi. Want to go out?"

Kenji, her father asked.

"Sure."

She replied. He picked her up from the couch and put her in

his arms. Ami had gone to Usagi's house earlier and picked out some

nice clothes. She had on a matching blue blouse and skirt set. She

was wearing long light blue pantyhose that came up to just below

her knees. She was also wearing light blue high heel shoes.

Ami had helped Usagi dress earlier, because Usagi was in a weakened

state. Usagi's blouse and skirt set was made of cotton. Usagi looked

very beautiful.

"Usagi, you look very beautiful."

Kenji told her.

"Thank you."

Usagi replied. Kenji took his daughter and they left. They went to

the water front where they could watch all the boats came and go.

They watched surfers surf.

"Please set ne down."

Usagi requested. Kenji set her down. She leaned next her father for

support. Shingo watched Usagi with great interest. Shingo decided

never to pick on her again. Suddenly it got a little windy and a new

monster appeared. It was Chaos Monkey.

"I'll have all of your energy."

Chaos Monkey told them with determination.

"I don't think so! Moon Eternal! Make Up!"

Usagi cried and then she transformed into Eternal Sailor Moon.

"Families are special! You are trying to ruin the special

balance between them! I won't forgive you! I am the pretty

suited sailor soldier Eternal Sailor Moon, in the place of

the moon I'll punish you!"

Eternal Sailor Moon told the monster.

"Nice words! But they are only words! Monkey Power!"

Chaos Monkey told her then he sent bananas at Eternal Sailor

Moon tried to dodge them. Then she made her rod appear.

"Silver Moon Crystal Power Kiss!"

She cried as her power came out of her rod and hit Chaos Monkey.

He was injured with burn marks on him.

"Please let this work! Cosmos Power!"

Eternal Sailor Moon cried as the Eternal brooch transformed into

the Cosmos brooch.

"Cosmos Moon Power! Make Up!"

Eternal Sailor Moon cried as she transformed. Her body suit appeared

first. It was followed by the gloves and then the boots. And finally

the skirt and the earrings and a star on her forehead with a

crescent moon. Then the Eternal Rod transformed into the Cosmos

Staff. Now she was Sailor Cosmos.

"Cosmos Wave, encircle!"

Sailor Cosmos cried out using her staff in front of her in a circle.

The she put an X in the circle and the circle went flying towards

Chaos Monkey destroying it and turning it into silver dust.

"Usagi! Great job!"

Her mother congratulated her. The Cosmos power was too much for her!

Sailro Cosmos retransformed back into Eternal Sailor Moon and then

back into Usagi. Usagi fainted.

"You did great. I am proud to have a daughter as a super hero. Rest

on Usagi."

Kenji, her father told her. They continued to look at the water for

the rest of the day. It would be a day they would never forget. The

Final Phase is coming around the corner!

This episode was completed on: 05/31/2004

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