Saturday, February 17th 1975
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Mom lets Bonnie get away with everything. It's so unfair.
Bonnie, the brain cheated on her midterms and what guess
What mom does, she tells her not to do it again for it is a sin to lie.
Hell, Mom would put me up for adoption if I did that.
Six grade is really hard. Everyone think I'm weird at school.
But they know I'm mature for my age, and I have gifts.
Those little three-year-olds can't stand a chance.
Mom made this disgusting pot roast last night,
it looks like shit. It is shit. I didn't eat alot.
I saw lux with her new boyfriend today.
They're all the same, stupid jocks.
Therese made Principals honor roll,
same with Mary and Bonnie.
Lux is like getting 2 F's.
One in Math (she's in the lowest class)
and the other in biology.
I made honor roll.
Dad got so mad when he saw Lux's report card,
he flipped when he saw her grade in math.
How can a math teacher's daughter get a F
in math? Pretty strange huh. Well she's on
restriction for that and won't be able to go outside
for a while like one week. I hate it when mom does that.
She's fucking nuts! Locking us in our rooms.
Who does she think she is?
She won't even let us go in a car anymore.
She's crazy.
-Cecilia

Sunday, February 18th 1975
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I think Bonnie is starting to get depressed.
She's not acting like herself anymore.
I mean you should see her, she cries every second.
-Cecilia