The
hallway was also silent. It was wee hours into the morning, and only
few nurses were making their hourly rounds, checking on the patients'
well being. Temari walked slowly, supported by her brother from one
side, his arm around her waist, holding her firmly, offering her
extra sense of security just in case she needed it.
"So...how
long was I asleep?"
Gaara glanced at her face, and suddenly
realized that his big sister ...looked... years beyond her
age.
"Three days."
He stated.
"Three days
and seventeen hours if you count today..."
She gave a
meaningful look to her bandaged up side.
"How bad was
it?"
"Pretty bad."
He was blunt.
"Anything I
should know about?"
He looked her in the eyes and chewed on
his lip.
"I...I don't.."
She smiled.
"You
make a terrible liar. Tell me the truth."
Gaara could see
glints of tears in her eyes. She was such a brave girl. He suddenly
felt something sting him. He has never felt this before...
"Well...the doctor said you'll recover..."
"But...?"
"The
chances of you being the way you were are slim. Pretty much non
existent. Your life as a shinobi is over, Temari."
She
didn't cry. Even though for a moment he wished she did. She smiled
and fell quiet. They continued on walking in complete silence, him
wondering if she's going to start screaming from the emotional
torment, and her simply struggling to breathe. Gaara knew what being
a shinobi meant to his sister. He knew how much pride she took in it.
It was her life. Striving to be the best, being the part of
Sunagakure Number ONE chuunin team was her life. That was her energy.
It was her essence.
"Temari.."
"Hm?"
She
looked at him, and he saw the glimpse of emotional torment in her
eyes. But that was only a moment's vision.
"Are... are you
okay?"
She smiled.
"Come on now. Don't treat me
like I'm disabled. I'm fine. Just let me heal and I'll be as
good as ever."
He smiled.
"Right."
He
didn't see the tears she spilt on the white hospital pillow, and
the crimson stains left on the blanket from her torn and tormented
lips. He wasn't there, when she couldn't stop shaking from the
silent rage of hurt and anger. And when she couldn't stop crying
there was no one to comfort her. She was alone. And she wouldn't
have it any other way.
