Temari
blew a strand of blond hair out of her face, and moved the kettle
from the stove to the table, to let it cool off. She gave sky a quick
glance, only to confirm her suspicions. Fall Desert Storms were going
to arrive early this year. She sighed for the second time and picked
up her chopsticks to taste the curry for salt and pepper. She was
waiting for her brothers to return home, worried with the weather
conditions, getting worse by the moment.
Today was exactly a
year since that fight, and that wound. But she decided not to dwell
on it. She wasn't completely disabled or horribly disfigured. She
wasn't dead. She still had time to live and spend with her
brothers, making decent money as an Academy teacher of Suna. Sure.
She was never going to be a Jounin, and the Number One Suna team was
already balanced out by a new girl, but it didn't make her
upset.
She wanted them to stay safe, rather than loyal to old,
pointless memories. She bit her lip again, reminding herself about
the promise not to spill a single tear over this. So what if her
dreams were shattered to dust, and one of the most promising young
ninjas was reduced to a calm life of an academy teacher? She missed
the violent days, sleepless nights, the excitement, the danger. The
pain, the power, the love, hate – full range of emotions, she
missed every single bit of them. She missed this intensity, the
insanity, the excitement... but she would be damned if she'd let
any of that inner torment show.
Temari knew how much both of
her brothers loved her. Even Gaara. Especially Gaara. After that
fight with Naruto at the chuunin exams his whole point of view
towards the world has changed. The feared and hated Sand Ninja
suddenly understood what it meant to be a family. He began to succumb
to the warmth of his sister's embraces, and the exciting jolt of
encouragement of his brother's words. She knew how precious this
little happiness was to him, how important it was that their family
would STILL be a family despite all the mishaps, and storms, and wars
outside. They will STILL be strong, living, loving and learning off
each other. It was never too late to learn how to feel loved and
appreciated. It was never too late to be welcomed with opened
arms.
What she didn't know, however, was how much Gaara
admired her. Despite her blunt and egotistical attitude, she always
dismissed the thought of him adoring her. She didn't know that it
was her strength that drove him to be better. And he didn't know
that it was his wisdom that gave her the strength. They never sat
down to think about how much they really meant to each other, but...
it wasn't really needed.
They'd figured it out on their
own.
