Trust to Hope - Chapter
Three
Author: Novedhelion
Type: FP Het
Fandom: Lord of
the Rings
Pairing: Éomer/Lothíriel
Rating: PG
for now...
Warnings: Mouthy Princess...Sharp tongued
Marshal
Beta: Riyallyn...the Queen of quotation
marks...
Disclaimer: I am not J.R.R. Tolkien. I do not claim
any of these as my own except Camwethrin...the others are all
characters Tolkien created. Elenion is also mine. Still no money to
be made, still none to bother suing for. Elvish translations at the
bottom.
Feedback: Yes, please.
Part
Three
"If it is your time, love will
track you down like a cruise missile." Lynda Barry
Rohan
21
Nínui, 3019 T.A.
"Look
behind you, sister... always look behind you..." her brother's
voice echoed in her head.
Whatever that noise was, Anhuil
wished it would stop. She forced her eyes open, and in the dim light
she could see the silhouette of a man, sharpening a knife across a
piece of stone. The scraping sound made her head pound. She turned
toward him, intending to ask him to stop, the movement causing her so
much pain that she could only moan softly. Her eyes closed again as
the tent spun.
He heard the sound, and looked up. Seeing her
with her hands over her face, he stood. "Oh, good, Miss, nice to
see you are awake. Don't go runnin' off, now. The marshal wants
to have a word." He exited the tent, leaving her alone.
Anhuil
opened her eyes, slowly forcing herself to sit up. Turning sideways
on the cot, she placed her feet on the ground in an attempt to steady
herself, and raised her eyes to look around. The tent was sparsely
furnished, a low table with a lantern sat near her. The brief thought
of running crossed her mind, but with the pain in her head she
figured that she would be lucky to continue sitting upright.
And
who in Middle Earth was the marshal? She did not particularly feel
like having a word with anyone at this moment in time, except maybe
whoever put this dent in her skull. Him, she'd like to find.
Éomer sat in his tent, studying the
items the men had left on the wooden table. A short bow, beautifully
carved, with two extra bowstrings. Several finely fletched arrows,
all matching the one he had taken from the dead orc. An ornate,
jeweled dagger, inscribed in a language he could not read, but
recognizes as an Elvish script. A neatly rolled clean tunic and a
pair of leggings. A small comb. A pouch containing Gondorian
coins.
A quill, a bottle of ink...a small vial of some kind of
oil. He popped the cork, inhaling the lavender scent, closing his
eyes. He wondered if those soft, dark curls that framed her face
smelled this good, and immediately chastised himself for having such
thoughts. She is a captive and a potential spy, he reminded himself.
What business have you wondering what her hair smells like? Gods man,
has it been that long?
His eyes fell on a small book. The
cover was plain leather, bound with a leather thong. He untied the
cord and flipped it open. In the same small, neat script that her
dagger was inscribed with, she had written page after page. Drawings
were scattered throughout, landscapes, flowers, even some of a wolf.
With a sigh, he wished he had paid more attention to his tutors who
tried to tell him learning the other languages of Middle Earth was a
worthwhile endeavor. As he was about to snap the leather cover shut,
a drawing caught his attention. It was the sunburst design of a
Rohirrim shield.
"My lord?" Éothain's voice
interrupted his thoughts. He looked up at his friend. "She is
awake, now, sir." He ducked back out of the tent.
With a
nod, Éomer gathered her things back into her bag, and
followed.
Back in the tent, she raised a hand
to touch the sore spot on the back of her head. Both hands came up
together and she frowned, realizing her hands were bound. The
princess was still staring at the bindings in a fog when the guard
who had been watching her returned with another man.
Anhuil
blinked hard in an effort to keep her eyes focused, which would have
been easier if the world would have stopped spinning.
The
newcomer knelt on one knee in front of her, looking her over. The
marshal was tall, even kneeling. Blonde hair spilled across broad
shoulders. His handsome face was smudged with dust, a scruffy beard
covering his chin. Deep brown eyes surveyed her closely. The corners
of his full lips turned up slightly, as if trying to hide his
amusement at this turn of events. The tent was not large to begin
with, and it seemed to shrink with his presence. He wore an air of
authority like an invisible cloak.
"Leave us for a while,"
he quietly commanded the other man, without taking his eyes off the
princess.
"Yes, sir." The younger man backed out of the
tent.
Éomer regarded her silently for a moment. His
intense scrutiny made her uncomfortable. She straightened her back
and returned his gaze, determined not to allow him to intimidate her.
"I apologize for my men. They did not know you were a
woman."
Reaching out, he gently touched the scrape on her
cheek with his fingertips. Anhuil jumped slightly at the unexpected
contact. One hand on her chin, turning her face to the light.
"I
told him to tend to this, " he commented, almost to himself. On the
nearby table was a bowl of water and a cloth. He dipped the cloth
into the dish and gently touched it to her cheek. She winced
slightly.
"I am Éomer, son of Éomund. Third
Marshal of the Riddermark." He paused, waiting for a response that
did not come. She tried to move her face away from his hands. "I am
not going to hurt you," he reassured her quietly.
Anhuil's
head spun again. So this was the marshal. The princess closed her
eyes, trying to sort her thoughts into some sort of logical order.
She was not going to answer his questions. Not yet, anyway.
"Surely
you are not traveling alone. Where are your companions?"
Opening
her eyes again, her gaze locked on to those deep, dark eyes.
"Who
are you?" he asked quietly. When she still did not answer, he
continued. "My men said you cursed them in the Elvish tongue. They
said they had never seen a woman fight like you did." Anhuil stared
at him, but did not respond. "You are not Elfkind," he
commented.
Clearly, she thought to herself. How very observant
of him. But...Melkor's chains, this man's voice...just his voice
sent shivers down her spine.
Éomer held her face, the
fingertips of one hand lightly resting on the curve of her jaw as he
cleaned her cuts with the other hand. Her coppery skin was lightly
freckled across her cheeks and nose, and very soft under his
calloused fingers. Trying his best to be gentle, he wiped the blood
from the cut on her swollen lip. Her mouth slightly parted, her
straight teeth flashed white in the dim light. Deliberately tearing
his gaze away from those lips, he concentrated on her
injuries.
Anhuil tried to keep her breathing even. His
familiarity was somewhat disconcerting, however innocent the touch.
She tried to convince herself it was the injuries and not his warm
fingers that made her pulse race. Dark eyes bored into hers,
searching for answers. She tried to summon the power of speech and
found that for the present, it had left her entirely.
The
marshal found himself staring into her eyes. It was hard to tell the
color in the dim light, although the fire in them belied her
seemingly calm demeanor. Her delicate lips clamped shut, as though
she were forcing herself to keep quiet. He wondered, momentarily, if
she perhaps did not understand his questions. After all, she had
spoken and written in another language. But she was not an Elf, that
he could tell. And the spark he saw in those dark eyes told him she
not only understood him, she was deliberately defying him.
Éomer
smiled inwardly at her obvious spirit. It was hard to imagine one so
small taking on the men of his éored. Éomer was used to
women who could fight, his own sister was quite proficient with a
sword. But this small thing? Threatening was hardly the word he would
use to describe her.
Rein it in, man, he chided himself.
Trying to convince himself it was purely gratitude he felt
toward her for saving his life, he continued. Tenderly wiping the
blood from the cut on her lip, he continued, "If you continue to
choose not to speak, this conversation is going to become
indescribably dull."
Her head pounded. She remained stonily
silent.
Éomer lay down the cloth and sat down on a
small stool, leaning back. His fingers gently grazing the line of her
jaw as he removed his hand. Her involuntary shudder amused him,
though he wasn't sure why. She was, after all, technically a
captive. He should not be having lascivious thoughts about a
potential spy. Squashing his libido purposefully and with no small
effort, he smiled at her.
"My men thought you were a spy,
but I do not believe you are." He reached behind him and held up
her small quiver. "A spy would not be so careless as to leave
weapons behind."
He pulled out one of the arrows. "These
are very skillfully made. I have only seen arrows like this once
before." She watched as he pulled out the broken one he had taken
from the dead Orc, holding the two together. He looked at her again,
as if waiting for some reaction. The flicker of recognition at the
arrow did not escape his notice.
Anhuil swallowed hard,
listening as he continued. She was beginning to feel dizzy, whether
from the injury to her head or from looking into these dark eyes, she
didn't know.
"Why are you following us?"
Suddenly,
she recognized the voice. The man by the stream. He had called out to
her as she dashed into the bushes... Where is your tongue, woman? she
berated herself silently.
Éomer saw the flash of
realization cross her face and bit back a smile. "It was you, was
it not? By the Firien stream...you killed those Orcs." He paused.
"Why?"
When he still received no response, he relented.
"Maybe you will feel more like talking in the morning. I will see
that you get something to eat. You must be hungry, if all you had
with you was that waybread in your bag." He stood, looking down at
her. She glanced down at the bindings on her wrists, then up at him.
"My apologies, my lady," he said calmly. "That was a
necessary precaution. Apparently you have already injured at least
four of my men."
He was leaving? Say
something...anything....
"Only four?" Anhuil quipped,
raising her bound hands to rub the back of her head.
"What?"
Éomer looked at her, puzzled.
"Only four of your
men?" She touched her cut lip. "I thought surely there were
more."
"Ah, so you do speak." He smiled at her
arrogance.
"No harm would have come to them if they had not
attacked me. Are there no gentlemen in your land? Have they no
courtesy toward women?" She sat up straighter, squaring her
shoulders.
She had a lovely, lilting voice, her diction
precise, her accent certainly not that of a peasant's daughter. He
was not sure what he had expected, but he was surprised nonetheless,
mostly at finding himself appraising the qualities of her speech.
Bless Béma, man, what has gotten into you?
"I told
you, they did not know you were a woman. Women in my country dress
like women, not after the manner of rangers," Éomer said
matter-of-factly. "And it was dark."
The princess narrowed
her eyes, glaring at him. "If the men of your country cannot tell a
woman from a man in the dark, it is a bleeding wonder there are so
many of you!"
He knelt again on one knee, his face level
with hers and smiled at her. He leaned close, two fingers under her
chin. "Men in my country do not often come across little hoydens
dressed as boys attacking them in the night," he responded calmly.
"If you wish to be treated as a woman then may I suggest a change
of attire and perhaps of attitude?"
The princess was
suddenly finding it quite stuffy in this tent, despite the chill in
the air. She jerked her face away from his hand defiantly, the sudden
movement making her head pound again. She closed her eyes tightly,
short curls falling across her face. Éomer withdrew his hand
and curled his fingers, resisting a strong urge to push them back
from her face. Opening her eyes, Anhuil was relieved to see he had
leaned back slightly on his heels. "Please, I do not wish to be
adversarial. Who are you?"
She was not about to tell the
whole truth and risk being taken straight back to Dol Amroth. She
didn't want to lie, but... Taking a deep breath, she answered him.
"I am called Anhuil."
"Where are you headed, Anhuil?"
Éomer continued his interrogation. Her head hurt and he was
getting on her nerves.
"My business, were I to have any, is
not yours." She reached up with her bound hands and brushed the
curls from her eyes.
"You travel alone?" Her icy stare was
the only answer he received. "No offense, my lady. But it is not
often one comes across a woman brazen enough to travel these lands
alone. It is dangerous territory."
"You doubt my ability
to protect myself?" she asked indignantly.
"My men
captured you, did they not?" he smirked. "Others may not treat
you so kindly. Of course, that depends upon whether they figure out
you are a woman before they kill you." He had to fight back a grin.
"Are you suggesting I do not look like a woman,
Marshal?"
Éomer drew a deep breath. He realized he
was more aware of her as a woman than any other female he had ever
met. Careful, man, he thought to himself. "If it is any comfort,
one good look at you should confirm to any red blooded man that you
are no boy."
The princess glared at him, somewhat taken
aback by his cheek. "I am uncertain whether or not to take that as
an affront or a compliment," she remarked dryly. "Are you often
so backhanded with your flattery?"
With a smirk, he pressed
on, ignoring her question. He opened the journal and flipped through
the pages, examining the drawings and writing within, then looked up
at her expectantly. "These drawings are quite good." He regarded
the journal again. "Is this your work?" She nodded slightly. "You
write in the Elvish script as well," he observed.
"Sometimes
I do," she admitted. "It is an expressive language well suited to
such writing," she pointed out. "You read Tengwar?"
He
shook his head. "Unfortunately, no," he answered. Éomer
leaned forward, elbows on his knees, regarding her quietly. "So
tell me, what are you doing out here?" he finally asked.
Cocking
her head to one side, the princess raised an eyebrow mockingly. "I
will tell you something, Éomer, son of Éomund, Third
Marshal of the Riddermark. I am traveling alone, and minding my own
affairs. My horse was stolen, and most likely eaten by the Orcs that
attacked you. I managed to escape, but somehow became lost in this
forsaken country, and there does not seem to be an inn anywhere for
leagues. And yes, I killed those Orcs by the stream. I could not just
sit by and watch you be slaughtered. I meant no harm to you or your
men. I only sought to defend myself. And now here I sit, my hands
bound, my face bleeding, my skull cracked, and you are interrogating
me as if I were the Enemy himself. If this is the way the kingdom of
Rohan shows hospitality then I daresay it is sorely lacking. If you
would kindly remove these bindings and let me go, I will be most
pleased to relieve you of my company." Holding out her wrists, she
stood and glowered down at him.
Éomer chuckled softly
at the admonishment. Somewhere a palace is missing one mouthy little
princess, he thought to himself, not knowing how close he was to the
truth. "If insulting those who try to assist you is how you thank
them, I can understand why you are traveling alone."
"Assist
me?" Anhuil seethed. "You have a lot of nerve, Marshal. Is it
that common an occurrence for men in your country to beat and tie up
women? You call this assistance?" She jumped to her feet, holding
out her bound hands. "This is how you reward those who aid you?"
In her haste she had forgotten her head injury, and she stumbled
forward as the tent spun again.
Éomer leapt to his feet
and caught her as she fell forward, his broad hands nearly spanning
her narrow waist as he held her up. Regaining her balance, she glared
up into his dark eyes. Her expression softened at the concern in
them. "Are you all right?" he asked her.
The princess
opened her mouth to speak but had to fight for sound. "I...I am
fine. Just a little dizzy, I suppose." She tore her gaze from his
and rubbed her forehead with the fingers of her bound hands. He
nodded, standing her on her feet and making certain she had her
balance again before releasing her.
She drew in a sharp breath
as he pulled out a small knife. Éomer looked up at her.
"Wisdom would say that a man should not trust easily in these evil
days." Taking both of her hands in one of his, he cut the bonds
with a swift motion, and put the knife away. "But I am going to
trust you, Anhuil. Please do not do anything foolish and make me
regret that decision."
Anhuil had thought he had been tall
kneeling, but now he towered over her, still holding her hands. "Why
would you trust me?" Her voice quivered slightly when she spoke.
His warm hands gently rubbed her wrists where the bonds had been.
"Because you saved my life. Surely you did not do that just
to take it now yourself." Éomer found himself staring at
her, still trying to figure out what color her eyes were in the dim
light. His intense gaze was unsettling. "And because I now have
your weapons." He flashed her a devilish grin as she looked down,
realizing the belt with her dagger was gone as well.
Jerking
her hands away from his, she rubbed her own wrists and backed up
slightly.
"I will have one of the men bring you something
to eat. You will be our guest, and will travel with us, at least to
the border." Éomer spoke with finality. "I will leave you
bag, your clothing, and your journal, should you wish to record for
posterity the abhorrent manner of the Rohirrim." With a smug smile,
he turned, taking her quiver with him, and left her alone.
Outside
the tent, Éomer spoke to one of his men. "See that she gets
a hot meal. And bring her some warm water."
"Warm water,
sir?" inquired the soldier.
"I am sure our guest would
like to clean up."
Nodding, the soldier hurried off. Éothain
was looking from the tent to Éomer and back again. "Guest,
sir? Then should I dismiss the guard?"
"No. Not yet,"
Éomer answered, looking back at the tent, where he could see
her silhouette against the canvas. She was seated on the side of the
cot, head in her hands. "Not yet." He said again softly, to
himself, as he made his way back to his tent.
Sitting on the
small cot, she placed her pounding head on her hands. The audacity of
that man! You will travel with us, indeed! Only as far as necessary,
she thought to herself. Trust, hah! There were two armed guards
outside her tent!
Anhuil leaned back on the cot, trying
desperately to squash the thought of his dark eyes and the touch of
his warm hands...
She was awakened during the night by a
scratching sound. She sat up, careful not to move too quickly,
creeping quietly to the back of the tent. She whispered his name.
"Elenion! Tolo!" She heard a soft whimper. "Le delio. Aphado
ammen." The sound of his footfalls disappearing gave her comfort.
At least he was free. She curled up on the cot and fell into an
exhausted sleep.
Plunking himself down onto the bench in his
tent, he frowned. It had seemed very warm in her tent, and Éomer
was grateful his own did not seem so stuffy. Deliberately flexing his
hands, he tried to forget the feel of her slim waist between them. He
lay back on the cot. Green, he decided. Her eyes were green. As he
lay back on his cot and closed his eyes, he wondered why that
mattered.
Tolo! Henio aníron - Come!
Le
delio. Rado aphada le ammen - Hide! You must find a way to follow us.
