Disclaimer I dont own LOTR just my character.

Across time and dimensions are soulmates bound, to save him, she must

get to him....first.

Forbidden Soulmates

by Xoulblade

Chapter 1

I was just an ordinary woman, trying to get past this thing called

real life, 'What I would give to live in another world!' I thought with

anger, 'My parents have no idea what I am going through, they just don't

care in my opinion, I know I'm not their favorite child, I just give up in trying

to please them, I wasn't perfect, I'm far from it,' Signing, this isn't doing me any good,

its only succeding in me getting upset and I don't need that right now. What I wouldn't

give to get away, from this hell thats called my life.

That night it happened.........again, the feeling of truth ripped

though my dreams, making me sit up sweating with my heart beating wildly.

It wasn't the dream that shook me awake, it was the voice that did it,

it whispered through my mind, pleading, 'Help, him child, Please!

I see his death over and over! Only YOU can save him...............'

Then it was gone, leaving me wondering why?? For the past week I have

had that dream, but this is the first time I heard the voice in it.

~Dream~

It was grey, dark.....and rainy. I stood there in my nightclothes, but

I wasn't drenched as I should be. Then I noticed things flying past me,

then I heard yells, screams of pain, my eyes came into focused, there

in front of me was a wall, it was a battlement wall of a castle, it

was anicent in my eyes.

Figures were running around, fighting off the ugly dark beings that

were trying to scale the wall. How come this scene was so familar??

Why do I feel so much pain and dread...............then it unfolded

right in front of me......

"Aragorn!! Fall back to the Keep!!! Get your men out of there!!!

Then Aragorn yelled in Elvish to the person on the battlement.

I turned and looked to the handsome but straggly haired man that

yelled, "Haldir!!" My heart pounded within my breast, 'That name!

My eyes scaned the wall, I found him, fighting for his life and his

fellow elves, giving them time to run but would I get there

on time?? But before I could panic, I was there in front of him,

I never felt so hopeless in my life, I saw this part of the movie

over and over again, I cried each time I saw it, now I'm seeing it

in my dreams!! I couldn't move, my legs were stuck!! As I watched

in horror as a Uri Kai struck him in the front and another one stuck

him the back. I heard myself scream in agony as his eyes turned

vacant.



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Then I would wake up in a cold sweat, panting. The tears ran down

my face. Sitting up in my bed, I put my face in the palm of my hands,

hopeless, I tried everything to get rid of the feeling that I have

everytime I watched him die, Even tried to not watch the movie, but

it called to me, like a siren song.

'Why should I care about a character from a book?!" I was upset, not

only because of this 'yearning' but everything else is collasping

down around my ears. My fantasy life and my real one has always

been seperate. But 'this' has got to be the end of my sanity, as

much as I love fantasy, I love drawing it, love writing about it,

and watching it unfold on the big screen. But this is the first

time I saw it unfold in my dreams, let alone a voice tell me to save

their 'march-warden.' Ever since I seen the movie, LOTR: 'The Two

Towers,' one part of it I hated to watch, but did anyway, the battle

at Helms Deep, when Haldir dies.....But this dream I am there!!!

But how do I save him?? How do I get there?

I pondered this thought for awhile, getting out of my house was the only

solution I had. 'This' dream was getting on my nerves, I could talk to

my parents, oh I could hear that conversation really well! It would be

a one way ticket to the nuthouse. Normally a drive relaxes me, but

when I got home, I was more tired and annoyed.

Walking to my door and into my living room/ bedroom, sitting

at the end of my bed, glaring at the TV, my drive. I collasped

backwards onto the bed, closing my eyes, it was hopeless,

the feeling won't go away until I do something about it. Growling

softly I sat up and walked over to the TV and put the movie

'The Two Towers' into the machine and pressed play. I grabbed

my pillows and an afghan from my bed and layed them on the

floor, getting comfy I sat back and watched the beginning credits.

Sitting here watching, 'The Two Towers' for about the millionth

time. The part I dreaded the most reveiled itself two hours

later. The battle of Helms Deep, I clenched my pillow to me,

I hate this part, no matter how many times I have seen this

one part, it doesn't chance the fact that 'he' dies, it was

horrible!

For some unknown reason I was drawn closer to the TV, it

was unfolding just like my dream and what I watched over

and over again.

"Aragon! Fall back to the keep!! Get your men out of there!"

I saw him look up at Haldir up on the battlement, yelling at him

in Elvish, who nodded in acknowledgment. Within that moment and

heartbeat, I touched the screen of the TV in a daze. In that

instant I was gone, from the real world into the world of

Middle-Earth.

The first thing I noticed, it was raining and I was getting wet.

I heard screams inhuman screams mixed in with human ones. It was

then that I saw it unfold again right in front of my eyes!! As

someone yelled down from the keep and I saw a man that looked

like Aragon yelled up at an elf on the battlements, thats 'him'!

Thats Haldir!! Since I was up on the battlements itself I didn't

have far to run, the adreniline was pounding in my veins as I picked

up an elven sword on the way to Haldir, I saw the orc behind him

striking him in the arm, 'Damnit' I thought, gritting my teeth I ran

faster to him. Coming right up to the orc behind him, having

my anger and hatred for this foul being, I drove the blade

through his spine, for a split second it stood there, in shock,

then fell to the side. Aragorn was there a second later, his

eyes baring into mine, he nodded, reached down to his

fallen comrade, and we ran towards the shelter of the keep.

With Haldir's arms around Aragon's and mine shoulder, he

didn't have any strength to even comprehend why I was

there helping, which was good, I was in no mood for

a lecture on where a woman should be or not. We layed

him down in the Healers hut, I looked down at the fallen

elf, 'Well hes safe and alive, now what?? Am I suppose to

go??' The voice didn't answer, nor did I expect it to.

I turned to walk out when a hand gripped my upper

arm. It turned me towards its owner. I looked up into

the blue eyes of Aragorn, "Who are you??"

I met his eyes with my own, "I am a friend." Nodding

towards the battle that was outside, "Your job is not

done yet Aragorn son of Arathorn, for the people

of Rohan and its king needs you." I paused to a second

to let the shock to sink in, "Go, your friend, Haldir is in safe

hands." I knew I shocked this future king but I will explain

later, if I could. Haldir was laying on the bed, looking

pale, I sat beside him. Carefully I stretched my hand out

to lightly touch his face, but me being human I had forgotten

that elves were more sensitive than us. My hand was caught

in a hard grip. Let just say, I jumped literally off of the bed, his

grip only tightened slightly at my sudden movement.

Our eyes met, brown meeting icy grey. I was swept deeply,

into those eyes, I couldn't move, I bit my bottom lip, nervous,

his eyes were so deep. It was as if he could see into my soul,

I couldn't even move away from his intense gaze. Then it happened

an electric shock hit us both, for a split instance I saw him,

the true him, staring back at me in shock. I saw everything in his past,

but it was too much for me. I felt his anger, intense anger, cause I

invaided his soul with mine. For he 'saw' me to, within that heart-

beat, I knew my soul was unwanted, it hurt more than anything

that I have ever felt before, I could tell this has never happen to him

before in his long lifetime.

I could feel his fear, pain, and anger as he was fighting

against the feeling. For he didn't want to be forced into having

a mortal for a soulmate, I felt that through our bond, but when

he saw me, he knew I was the one that was his and his alone, his

soulmate. He denies me and it hurts so much, being rejected, for I

am alone in a strange world thats was not my own.

His feeling of intense anger, hit me hard as I cringed. I dropped

my gaze, He hated me, I could feel it, but this intrusion, wasn't

my fault! It just happened, I felt the tears, biting my lip, to

hold back the tears, I looked at this elf who had haunted my dreams,

he was everything I thought he was when I first saw him in the first movie,

an arrogant prick. All I felt was anger for not being the one he really wanted,

an elf-maiden. Glaring into his icy eyes, I ripped my hand from his firm

grip, not caring if it hurt me in the process, I ran out of the healers

room, into the battle beyond the door.

I hastily got a hold of myself, as I got an eyefull, facing the reality of the war going

on in front of my eyes, I looked around taking in the killing. The rain soaked my skin,

chilling me to the bone, I didn't know what to do, I stood there like an

idot, ready to get killed, 'Damn my emotions, damn this soul link

between that heartless elf, and me!' I was in tears again.

Out of the corner of my eye I saw a figure in green standing there, my vision

was blurred as I stared at the figure in green, as it sharpened into focus I looked

up at the eyes I only saw in the movie, familar blue eyes slid into mine then it

happened a shock and my thoughts screamed, 'No please not again!!'

Oh yes it did, but it soothed me, my torn spirit, my rejected soul,

his gentle spirit touched my own, wrapping me in its warmth.

He was so warm compared to Haldir's icy soul.

Legolas held the girl in shock, her?? Shes mine??

He felt another presance there, a familar one,

he probed alittle, Haldir? Why him? Why me for that

matter? But for his answer he felt Haldir rejection of her, the young girl

was torn between us, and Haldir rejected her very being.

I looked up with fear into his bright blue eyes, I saw them harden,

'Crap, this cant be happening to me. Jumped right from the pan,

into the fire, of hell itself. Or am I just a glutton for punishment.'

I backed away from him, right into the door of the healing room.

There would be lots of girls in my world, just WANTING to be in this

situation with both of these handsome elves, I did to. Well here I am

right in the middle and I DIDN"T LIKE IT ONE BIT!! Soulmates with

not one but two elves? It was unheard of!!

Unknown to me until it was too late to stop him, Legolas press up against

me, with no were to go, I gasped at his closeness. Warm blue eyes met

scared brown, I cringed, 'I hated being scared but this was unfamilar

territory for me. Soulmates I have heard of but two?' My mind

cept going around and around the subject.

His thoughts invaded my own, I didn't flinch. I couldn't not after what

happened with Haldir, in the Healing Room. I just couldn't do that

to Legolas. Closing my eyes at the warmth of his invasion, his hands

slipped up to my shoulders, rested there for a moment, then traveled to

my jaw, cupping it gently. I jumped slightly as his mouth gently

touched mine, like the wings of a butterfly.

It only lasted a second, but for me, a lifetime.........................

Realizing where we were and the dire need for survival, I pushed him

away slightly, "Legolas?" Emotion caused me to temporarily lose my voice,

I cleared my throat, "Legolas??"

"Yes?" He whispered, for my ears only, his voice gave me shivers down my

back.

"Aragorn needs you. I'll be fine, I promise. Please......." His blue eyes just stared

into mine, "Very well, love."

I was startled at the endearment and my eyes showed it, Legolas smiled slightly,

"My friend does need me, but you lock yourself in that room, don't let anyone in

BUT me, understood?"

Shocked my mouth dropped open, "But Haldir is in there, I can't face him Legolas!"

He nodded towards the door, "You can and you will. No arguments, now go."

Turning to the door, but stopped me, "Here..." In his hand he held one of his knives,

"But Legolas........."

He shook his head, "Take it. It will protect you."

Without another word, he closed my fingers around the knife, opening the door and

shoving me through.

A/N: I know, I know, a mortal AND an elf.......ur elves, but its my story, my idea, dont like

it, well dont read it. Positive critism I can handle.....NO FLAMES!!!