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REALIZATION

Seth walked into Marissa's room. He was a little nervous at first but decided to just speak up.

"Hey Marissa." Seth called across the room.

Marissa turned over in her bed ad looked at Seth.

"Hey did you see Ryan?"

"Yea, he used the phone and then headed for the surgery floor."

"Oh."

"Why what's wrong?"

"He said he was going to come back here when he was done."

"Maybe he was just nervous about Cat. And he wanted to check up on her."

"No, I think he was angry. When he asked me for the number. I could tell by the look on his face he wasn't happy. I could tell that he wished it was me he wished got hurt that bad. I think..." She stopped there.

"What?"

"Nothing"

"Come on. Tell me."

"I think he loves her."

"Are you serious?"

"Yea, it was the way he looked t me."

"You cannot be serious Marissa. He loves you."

"I don't think he does. It is just a feeling that I got from him." Seth and Marissa debated over this of about a hour.

Then Julie, Jimmy, Kristen, and Sandy came in.

"Mom what happened?" Seth asked. He could tell by the was that his mother was holding herself something had happened.

Kristen remained silent. So Sandy spoke for her. "Marissa...Catheren ...didn't make it."

"Oh, God..." Marissa clapped her hands over her mouth, opened her eyes up wide in horror.

"How long ago?" Seth asked. "Not long. She was in surgery for two hour. She died right after they closed. So about half an hour ago" Sandy told his son.

Marissa was still horrified.

"Where's Ryan?" Seth asked

"Still upstairs, saying good-bye, I think." Kristen finally could talk.

"Can all of you leave, please?" Marissa asked

"Marissa, honey, are you okay?" Julie asked.

"I am fine. I am just tired and would like to get some sleep." Marissa responded.

End of Chapter

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