Dahoodilie here and I would like to start that I thought that by making Jason gay would cause emotions form Amy and give Jack a friend to discuss his feeling's about Doug with k and I think you'll like this chapter because jack Is going to talk to Jason about the heart brake he is going to have to endure. Oh yah and I'm writing diff. because Phoenix was right the way I write is confusing and I reread it and I don't know how he/she understood my story but I changed it so enjoy the drama I came up with this chapter.
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Chapter 3 New Awakening's
Jack looked up at Doug form his dinner plate at Doug noticing that when he chewed his food his nose wiggled with every bite. Jack kept feeling like he was the luckiest guy in the world because he had what he always wanted true love, a family and a job making an impact on the minds of America. What more could he possibly want or need but he still felt like something was missing, like a hole that Doug or Amy could not fill he knew he missed Jen but was this why he was so miserable why he acted happy so they would leave him alone with his feeling's not wanting to bother them with his problems they were his and his alone to deal with.
Doug noticed this "do I have something I my teeth" Doug said laughing feeling uncomfortable by Jack's staring not used to it.
"No I was just noticing how sexy you look in your cop uniform" smiling at Doug with a grin that could not be wiped away "shouldn't Amy be down already" with a concerned look in his blue eyes.
"She said she wasn't hungry her exact words were I don't wanna get fat" in his best impersonation of Amy that he could pull off between bites.
"I'm starting to worry about her she has lost a lot of weight and what if she's sick or has an eating disorder you" he said looking up stairs for her with a hope that she'd come down.
"It's just a stage Jack you remember that stage of perfection that we went through have to have my clothes match my hair must be perfect" he said in a macho voice to make it sound more normal.
Jack worried about her since Jason broke up with her because she really liked him and Jack saw how she got a twinkle in her blue eyes when he smiled at her and now the twinkle was gone and all that seemed to remain was an empty shell of the happy Amy that once remained in there.
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Amy sat in her room looking at a picture of her and Jason having a great time at the local coffee shop and she began to sob uncontrollably getting her tears all over the picture ruining the color but she didn't care anymore so she went into her bathroom so Jack and Doug would not hear her crying when they went up the stairs to go to bed locked the door and sat in the bath tub corner looking around the perfect bathroom and getting angry by how perfect it all looked got up and started to knock every thing to the floor and along with that choice the glass heart fell to the floor, it shattered instantly and she kept knocking pill bottles stepping on a piece of glass of the shattered glass cutting her foot "Son of a bitch" she screamed because of the sudden pain that shot up her leg. She sat in the bathtub regretting her tantrum watching the blood go down the drain still sobbing but not as much.
She heard a knock on the door it was Jack "Amy are you ok I heard a scream form your room" he yelled trough the door so she could hear him.
"I'm fine I'm taking a bath I'm almost finished" she yelled back at him in response to his knocking not knowing what else to say she still had a sob in her voice but tried her best to hide it so he would not worry.
She sat it the empty bath tub crying for most of the night she finally got up to put a bandage on her open would but found out it didn't help with the pain she felt it either way but found the physical pain a relief to her sorrow's form her brake up.
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"Amy are you in there because it's time for school and you have thirty minutes to get ready" Jack yelled as he banged on the door he quickly heard the shower start up so he left to go back to his room where Doug was still getting dressed next to the bed.
"you know Amy's in the shower in case you want to do a quickie before work that way I have something to look forward to all day in class" looking Doug straight in the eye's as he started to unbutton his shirt Doug just got through buttoning "well sheriff Witter what will it be fun with me or get to work early to get a head start on your paper work" kissing Doug on the lip's gently then looking at him for an answer.
"You know the answer to that one Jack and it is of course I may be gay but any guy can't turn down a good thing" pushing Jack on the bed kissing him like they had no tomorrow.
That is what Jack loved about Doug every time they made love it was like the first time, like that little bit of innocence Jack lost when he gave away virginity was never lost just hidden under the scared soul of a very sad man.
He looked into Doug's eyes one last time before leave to go to their tedious job's where they met meaningless people who judged them all the same with no regret for their hurtful words that did serious damage on the love they had. He felt a comfort that he never felt with anyone else like he was not alone and just like that the comfort was gone he felt like a child when they are given candy only for it to be taken away leaving them sadder then they were before they had a taste of the goodness that it had to offer.
"Bye Doug love you baby" he whispered form the doorway as he drove off down the street to the police station feeling lonely yet again he sometimes wondered what life would be like if Doug wasn't there to help him through raising Amy and he couldn't see it any other way. It scared him to think about what if Doug left him because he loved another and for that reason he tried to be a better husband and lover cause he felt insecure when it came to people he loved.
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Jack sat at his desk recalling the mourning in detail the way Doug held him it was all real and Doug did not want something else he really did want him for him not just because the physical attraction but there was an emotional attachment Doug went through Jen's death too. Jack returned the favor by being there when Doug came out of the closet to his parents his friends to all of Capeside and Jack knew it wasn't easy to admit that no matter how good of a person you were there were some who still viewed you as a bad person regardless.
He was snapped out of his thought by Jason tapping him on his shoulder "oh you scared me to death and why are you here I don't get you till 6th period".
"I know Mr. McPhee but I need someone to talk to about a certain issue" hoping Jack knew what he was talking about not wanting to say it aloud in front of the students that were arriving for his next class.
"well Jason I did tell you could talk to me but is it really important because I've got a lot of complicated stuff going on at home" Jason could tell he was tired and understood because he noticed the fatigue that Jack wore on his face.
"Ok Mr. McPhee I understand Amy's not taking it well is she" he said in a guilty tone of voice that Jack could tell made him uncomfortable.
"actually I've not talked to Amy but she seems to be taking it well and everything is fine with Doug it's just that I worry about the both of them they're all I've got left and if they go I'm lost" he responded in a truthful tone of voice that was a whisper.
"Don't worry about them in my experience people take care of themselves and the more you worry about the future the more you'll remain in the present alone even if you are surrounded by friends that don't care about you they only want you cause your good at this or have that it's really kind of depressing when you think about it" Jack cold tell they was truth in his comment.
"It's very depressing and I'm already sad and you're going to be late for class if you need to talk just come by before ten k after that if to late.
"Bye Mr. McPhee see ya later" Jason said as he left the classroom.
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Doug lay on top of Jack on the couch making out but not out of love out of pure lust because Jack could tell he had a bad day at work and Jack would do anything to relieve him of the stress he had suffered at work that day.
"Bad day at work" Jack said as Doug was kissing his neck knowing that was where Jack was ticklish and looked him in the eye.
"How did you know it was terrible" he continued to kiss him
"Because every time you have one you're always in the mood" as Jack said it Doug stopped and looked at him with suspicious look.
"not true what about that time after your birthday and I know you liked that because you were craving me like I was a drug after you got your present" Doug looked at him smiling waiting for him to admit to craving him.
"Ok you got me you were the best I ever had now are you happy" Jack said not wanting Doug to get cocky at the moment.
"That's my boy" Doug said as he ran his hand up Jack's shirt he could tell Jack wanted him so badly but wanted Jack to wait for his prize.
"Oh my god your incredible you do know that" he said as he shivered at the feeling of Doug's hand go up his shirt "a few more trick's like that and you'll leave me no choice but take you upstairs to teach an old Doug new tricks" as he ran his hand up Doug's thigh.
They heard the doorbell ring two times they looked at each other until Doug finally said "I'll get it" he got up to answer the door and when he got there he opened it and there was a teenage boy standing there "hi I'm Jason is Jack home he looked inside trying to see him.
"who is it Doug I didn't order pizza so it's probably one of Amy's friends tell them she's spending the night at Sarah's and won't be back till tomorrow" he didn't get a response "getting the wine give me a minute he walked into the living room seeing the hurt look on Doug's face and he instantly dropped the bottle to the floor.
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I like the story and I am tired of telling you people to review it so if you do thank you and if you don't consider it.
This chapter went into a darker side of Amy she is going through so much pain and doesn't know what to do because she feels that she must be perfect in every aspect. I also went into more detail on what each character was thinking was it a smart choice or not I ended it funny didn't I kind of a cliff hanger of sorts I haven't added other characters cause it's gonna get complicated and not one crying scene in the whole fic except for Amy in the bath tub pretty good huh. REVIEW IT COME ON THE BUTTON IS RIGHT THERE