I do not own O.C. just the story, not the characters in it, but Cat.

This is going to be the last chapter for a while since I have to type the others up and my friend has the thing I wrote the next chapter in. Sorry it took me so long to update this chapter my computer was having trouble and I didn't have time to get to a different one.

What's happening

"What are you doing here?" Ryan asked.

"I should be asking you." Marissa said

"Why?"

"You said that you were coming back."

"No I didn't, you asked me to come back, and I didn't answer."

"You told me you would come back."

"No I didn't."

"I don't believe you, trying to cover up your own butt, by telling me that I am lying."

"I am not covering my own butt, you are. You asked me to come back. I turned my back, and left with out saying anything. You cannot tell me that I said something, when I didn't."

"Don't lie to me Ryan, I hate liars."

"I do too. You lied to me and that store when you shop lifted and then you drove drunk. Probably when they checked you blood alcohol content you didn't have very much, because you were in that car for 4 hours. Do you know what Cat actually looked like when she got to the house? She looked like she was already died. She looked like the living dead. There was no joy, no color on her cheeks. She collapsed in less then a second after I opened the door. Do you know how the Cohen's knew what way to go to find you?"

"No"

"They followed Catheren's blood trail, down the road down the hill. Until you really know what she looked like when she was died you will never be able to tell me that I am a liar. You think you saw what she looked like, but you didn't, you saw what you always want to see, the not bad side."

"Don't tell me how I see thinks."

"I will because I know that is how you see it. Sure you came to Chino and saw how I grew up. But until you have a family that beats you every night unless you aren't home you will never be able to tell me you know what it was like. Most people sure they don't know what it is like to have an abusive family but when you have an older brother that has been in so may fights that he was kicked out of half of the stores and businesses in town you will never know what pain is. When a Guy went into a club that pissed off your brother, and that club he cannot go in. Where is the anger going to go? Not to the person in the club. But to the sibling that is at home minding their business. Then your mother has an abusive boyfriend that thinks he is the king of the world, and gets drunk and stoned every night then you can talk to me about pain and anguish."

"I know you had a terrible childhood but..."

"You think I am just talking about me."

"Yea"

"No, I am not. I am not the only person with family problems in Chino. Cat had them too. But she had it worst." He turned the blanket down so that Marissa could see Cat's arm.

"What I don't see anything?"

"Look closer." Marissa looked closer and saw what looked like needlepoints, and some long scars.

"What are these, she did drugs or something?"

"Drugs, yes, but the kind that they give to patients in a hospital when they are being operated on. She has had more then 10 operations in the past 5 years. The left hand's veins are so screwed up that they have to use the right hands veins. The doctors first thought that she was a junky; they didn't know what to give, so I had to tell them the story. Morphine doesn't even help her anymore. She cannot have a stronger dose because it is not safe. She can be in so much pain that she cannot even feel anything else but the pain. She cannot get any help for the pain because her body has built up immunity to the pain relieving stuff in the drug unless it is a strong dose. She could feel all the pain through the surgery and she didn't even flinch."

"I didn't know."

"That is because you don't ask. You think you know something, but you don't know anything. I think you should leave."

"I am not leaving."

"Why because you feel bad? You want to be there when she wakes up. Well guess what? She may never wake up. It is a miracle that she is not died right now on a mortuary's bed. She died because you were too selfish to let her drive. You refused to let her drive because you think that your judgment is not impaired, but guess what it is. You played chicken with a truck and lost. You were too foolish to know that when you are drunk you shouldn't drive. You need to think of a better way then to kill someone to learn this."

"But she isn't died"

"That doesn't mean that she wont be. The doctors don't even know if she will be alive in 24 hours. They wont let her wake up if she can because it might kill her to be conscious and fell the pain. Do you know how much pain it is to have a pole through your hand? A lot more than you would think you wont know what it is like until you have had it. I should know. I had one through my hand when I was younger. They have to eaze her out of the sedative that they gave her. So that she will hopefully get used to the pain so she wont be feeling it all right away. "

"I am so sorry."

"I cannot say that I can except it from you."

"Why?"

"Because you have lied to me too may times. You have ruined my life so many ways. You cannot make it up to me. It is not possible too. I don't think you should come and see me anymore here or at home."

"Are you dumping me?"

"I guess I am."

"I always thought I would be dumping you. Did I just say that out loud."

"Yea you did. I think you should leave now."

"I think I should too. I am sorry though."

"I didn't just hear you say that."

"Yea you did."

"You said that you always wanted to break up with me, so why don't you go back to your player for a boyfriend and live with him the rest of your life. You have been dating since you were in diapers, so why not. Both your families have had a problem, some bigger then others but still the same you have had problems and you have had to both fight through it. No offense to Luke. But you two make a perfect couple. Both families with huge scandals. You should be on TV and America's most wanted. So you know if Cat dies, you will be arrested for murder."

"What are you talking about?"

"If Cat dies even if she didn't have to get in the car with you, you will still be arrested for murder, because you caused someone to die. Even if you are a juvenile you broke not 1 not 2 but 3 laws. One you drank under age, two you drove drunk, and three you killed someone."

"O, my God."

"Yea, nice rap sheet. A lot messier then mine and Cat's put together, I think even my brother too. Now I don't want to talk to you anymore so get out."

"I said I was not leaving."

"You said you would five seconds ago."

"I changed my mind."

Ryan stood up for the first time in this fight and Marissa saw that he was holding her hand.

"Ryan?"

"What?" Ryan asked angrily

"Why are you holding her hand?"

"Because that is what I have always done what she is in the hospital, and got out of surgery."

"There is an other reason I know."

"Yea but why should I tell you."

"Because I will ask Seth."

"He doesn't know."

"Oh, yea he does."

"No he doesn't I never told him. NOW GET OUT BEFORE I GET MAD AND CALL SECURITY."

Marissa did as she was told and left, not wanting to piss of Ryan any longer. The thing that Ryan didn't want Marissa and anyone one else to know besides the doctors was the that Catheren had an extremely rare blood type, and they need the exact match if they were going to have a chance of getting Cat back. So they were taking Ryan's blood, they were taking his blood and getting so Cat could have it when she needed it.Ryan sat down because standing was making him feel sick. From the lose of blood. He looked at his arm and saw the blood sitting there and slowly going out. Ryan fell back asleep, staying unconscious until the nurse came in and unhooked the IV thing from his arm. When she left Ryan went to fell asleep in the chair again still holding Cat's hand. So she will know that he is there for her.

End Chapter

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