Ok on this chapter I had it all planned out on paper like all of it and I hope you like what I did with them all I just did it at school in Algebra 2 but anyways I thought long and hard on this right here and I find it grade a fan fiction with all the stuff happening at once but it might be long since I did all the characters Jack, Doug, Amy, Jason and Sarah. Tell me if you like Doug's partner in the police force I was thinking that all he was doing was his connection to Jack and Jack was always talking to Jason which his storyline is very emotional I think if you didn't see it I didn't write it right so sorry. The whole Club thing is just to make Conflict between Sarah and Amy sorry I probably spoiled it for you bye Dahoodilie.
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Chapter 5 Relationships
Amy was staring shocked at the question Sarah had just asked her it was so personal and Amy was through with personal questions from here on out she was just going to tell her it was none of her business if she did or didn't have sex with Jason "If you must know I didn't give it up to a gay man and I wasn't the one who turned him that way ok he was always that way I just helped him figure it out" she knew that Sarah wanted to know more "we got to second base in case you wanted to know which I know you did because of your grin" she looked at Sarah's mincing grin of pleasure.
"Like was he a good kisser and was he like giving you tongue when you made out with him" still having the grin on her face between words.
"on a scale form one to ten I'd give him a nine and let me tell you when you make out with that boy it is like a cheap trip to heaven every time it was a wow moment" catching herself talking about how great Jason was as a boyfriend but now they were doomed to spend eternity as friends nothing more.
"I knew it and you want to know why" she paused "because all the good men are not interested in women it's like they know we're bad news so they cross over and that is why we can't find perfectly good men" proud of how she analyzed the situation so well it was like it was pre-planned
"You know that does make sense in a sad depressing kind of way and I really don't need it so; no more Jason or how women are doomed to date assholes because a mans man knows how to treat you" looking down in despair.
"you need a night of fun and I know just where we could go this club I go to when I feel don it's called the phoenix and let me tell you it gets hot in there and the men are sexy as hell but they are all gay but we can still have a good time just think of them as girlfriends with bodies that only the Greek god's could have" smiling not wanting to go alone.
"You know what you are so right I need freedom and fun and I'm gonna invite Jason just to prove to you I'm over him" so happy she had plans this weekend "but what about my dads what do I tell them" her smile suddenly fading at the thought of her parents not letting her go.
"you act like you never disobeyed your father before you just tell them you and Jason are at my house for a sleep over or something like that you're a smart girl I'm sure you'll figure it out" jumping on the bed turning the stereo up motioning for Amy to jump on her bed and dance with her.
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"Have you ever felt that you missed the one thing that you felt was killing you" making his move on the chess board taking Jack's Knight "your turn Jackers" smiling with the fact he was winning the game.
"Well I did play football and I remember hating it with all my heart but when I broke my arm I really missed playing" thinking about his move taking Jason's Queen off the board "I was scared to death of how I was going to spend the rest of my senior year" smiling because he had took Jason's best piece.
"I'm going to go back to get the rest of my stuff from my house after school" making his move "do you think that it is a good idea to go back" with a serious expression across his face.
"you do need to get the rest of your stuff and it will give you time to tell them where you are" Jack could tell Jason was scared of going back "just think of it as closure, kind of like a book you know" he saw Jason's facial expression that was filled with worry and anxiety all at the same time "it will be ok I promise" taking Jason's King "I win"
"well I'm going to go get Amy where did she say she was Sarah's house" Jack nodded "I'll go get her if that is ok with you" not sure if it was ok if he went to pick up Amy since he had only done it before when they dated.
Jason turned to look back at Jack who was now sitting at the table alone "when does Doug get home" he could tell that something troubled Jack to think about the fact that Doug was working a lot of over time "I'm sure he will be home soon if that means anything to you" Jack had the I know he will look on his face smiling briefly before Jason left.
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"Why do you think my home life is any of your concern" staring at his partner with nothing but annoyance on his face towards Ben "my life is my business not yours" almost yelling at him in the squad car.
"Ok your in a bad mood more than usual today" feeling scared but curious of what had Doug in a bad mood "thing's going bad with your boyfriend or what" with genuine concern on his face.
"Jack has been so selfish lately since Jason moved in with us" stopping the car at a red light "he just make me so mad sometimes that I can't stand him" stopping his trail of thought for a second "he did not even ask me if it was ok if Jason move in with us Jason just showed up and Jack told him he could live with us" taking a sip of his coffee before starting the car again "Why does that boy want to live with us it in the first place he drinks me and you have picked him up a couple of time for public intoxication" thinking about his situation.
"Jack is letting that Jason live with you guys" sipping his coffee "you have a reason to be pissed off at him he does not know that boy's back round so what are you goin to do about it" eagerly waiting for a answer.
"Same thing I always do, ignore it and hope it goes away that's all I ever do and so far it always works" going on about Jack "me and Jack have not had a fight since he was having a problem with me being in the closet and I intend on keeping it that way" nervous about saying that around his partner.
"Tell me about it every time I try to talk to the woman of the house she always ends up yelling at me" taking another sip "she tells me I'm insensitive which is true cause I'm only with her because of my little girl Faith because I want to give her a good home life.
"that is exactly how it is at my house to it's like if you think a little bit different than them they go ballistic and believe me you don't wan to see Jack mad his face turns red and he looks so cute all I did when we had a fight about me in the closet I did not listen one bit I just stared at him agreeing with what he said nodding every now and then you know I'm really good at looking like I'm listening when I'm not but I do care about him I just get distracted when he is mad because I'm like I don't need this" looking briefly at Ben for agreement.
"Mine still wants to argue even when you agree with her she cannot stand the thought of peace it's like she just doesn't get well I have got to go she think I shacked up with some hooker if I'm no there by seven" getting out of the car to get to his.
"see ya Ben" Doug yelled as he watched him pull out of the police station I better get home before Jack suspects the same thing out of me he thought as he was driving to the house.
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Jason knocked on the door to Sarah's room softly and entered after he heard come in. He entered with the feeling that he was entering a place that was so familiar yet he could not place where he remembered it form exactly "your dad sent me to come get you" showing her the car keys to his truck.
"You are a partier right I mean Amy and me did after all catch you making out with a guy at your Birthday party" she knew she hurt Jason "I was wondering if you would like to join us on a trip to this club this weekend Amy needs to cut loose and you need to meet someone" she could tell he was considering it "It's a gay club you should fit right in because if you fill a bunch of homo's in a room someone's bound to get some I mean everyone knows that you just came out of the closet what two weeks ago so you are still a virgin? if I am making the right assumptions" Sarah said smiling evilly at him with a certain intentions in her mind.
"Why are you being so cruel and heartless all of the sudden I mean Amy is she always such a bitch when I'm not around" he could tell she wasn't going to answer for fear of making one of them mad "Amy get your stuff we are leaving" walking out the door of Sarah's room but she stopped him in the halls.
She kissed him "I wanted to know if it was as good as Amy said it was" getting her mouth closer to his ear "consider going we can all have fun can't we" she quickly pulled away when she noticed Amy entering the hall "bye Amy bye Jason see you guys this weekend" she knew they both would go, who would turn down a night with her, smiling because everything was going according to plan.
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Jack was in his class thinking of what he could do to spice up his and Doug's relationship because they had been growing apart in a very strange way. He had to make it up to Doug someway somehow to the man he found to be his true love of his life. He could not think of anything to spark up their relationship he thought they had everything they needed but Doug had made it perfectly clear that he and Jason had been spending a little too much time together.
He watched his next class roll in and saw Amy and Sarah take their seats near the very back. He motioned for Amy and Sarah to come to the front and they came as asked without hesitation just as he predicted they would.
"What is the problem Mr. McPhee" Sarah said so innocently it sent chills up and down Jacks spine "Did you find out about Amy's bad reputation at Capeside High or what" jokingly putting her hand on Amy's shoulder.
"I wasn't aware that Amy had a bad reputation Sarah" turning to face Amy "I was wondering if you girls knew how a certain guy might make his relationship with another certain guy more enjoyable in the sex life department" hoping that the two girls had the answers to his very simple problem.
Sarah thought a minute "have you tried sex" wanting to know when was the last time he and Doug had actually had sex with extreme curiosity in Sarah's eyes that Jack noticed.
"I can't answer that right now we are in school" pausing "no dirty talk form the teachers in the classrooms got it" whispering to her in the still nearly empty classroom.
Amy finally opened her mouth "well have you tried to surprise him at work with something like a rose you know romantic stuff it always works in the movies" she felt insecure about her answer to her father.
"That is not a bad idea Amy I'll surprise him during my lunch brake today" smiling thinking of how he felt so stupid why couldn't he have thought of that but not his daughter thought of it which made him feel that he was in fact loosing his touch on the romantic side of the relationship.
"daddy can me and Jason spend the night at Sarah's house Friday night pretty please" giving Jack the look so he could not say no she saw him nod so she was over thrilled because it had worked.
He sent the girls back to their seats because the classroom was getting crowded with students of Amy's class. He could not wait until his lunch brake to see Doug the though of it made him so happy on the inside but the dare not show emotions in his classroom because the students expected a certain stereo type out of him almost like it was expected that he stand up and start ballet or bring Doug to school and start making out right in front of his students but he would never show them any of his weaknesses not to the heartless souls of Capeside.
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Doug was at the coffee shop eating donuts with Ben which felt really kind of awkward since ht only guy he had ever took out was Jack but he did feel comforted by the fact that his partner did not stereotype him as the typical Ben knew that Doug hated it when he told people he was gay and then waited for him to act different form the average man because the truth was that he might have been gay but he had to go through what they went through he has a teenage daughter and has a family. Doug had to go through all the things that any other father in Capeside had to go through the whole teenage pregnancy even though Amy wasn't his biological daughter like Ben's he still loved her the same and worried about her health her dreams but he feared most that she would follow her mothers foot steps by being the partier the wild child of Capeside.
"Is it normal to worry about your daughter all the time because Amy has been scaring me with her new friend something about the girl just creeps me out like she has this sweet little mask but underneath it are these mean almost evil thoughts but anyways her and Jason are spending the night at this girls house and I think they have different plans if you know what I mean" taking a bite of his donut.
"Well duh you have a problem you are letting your daughter spend the night at a girls house that you don't like with her ex-boyfriend who you don't really know if he is actually gay frankly if telling a girls parents that I was gay would get me laid I would have been gay all through high school" smiling at Doug thoughtfully
"Jason is completely gay I am sure of it the guy is not like flaming he is like mellow gay" trying to convince himself that what he was saying was utterly true.
"Let me tell you something there is this little thing called experimenting which is very common during teenage years maybe the kids bisexual I wouldn't doubt it I went through that phase when I was young didn't you" eying Doug.
"I never went through that kind of phase but I did once go skinny dipping with a bunch of my football buddies after prom but we were really drunk and we were all wasted that's as far as I got in high school" shyly Doug said.
Ben leaned over and kissed Doug briefly but when Ben sat down Doug leaned over the table and kissed Ben this time longer with more passion but Ben cut it off when he realized what he was doing.
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Jack was at the corner of the street watching the two kissing still holding on to the flowers he had brought for Doug not knowing how to react. The one thing in his life he thought he could count on had just proven itself unreliable in all sense he knew his and Doug's relationship was on the rocks but he had no idea it was this bad he started to recall all the thing that had happened that day between him and Doug through his mind it raced in fast flashbacks like a movie he couldn't stop if his life depended upon it. How could he do this to me to me and Amy I have given him everything my heart was his first gift then I gave him happiness. I thought he was happy but then he thought of why Doug did it was all because of Jason moving in Jack had spent so much time with Jason he had ignored all of Doug's attempts to be in his life right now Jack did not want his lover to comfort him he cried so much that he eventually just stopped all together and just lay there on the kitchen floor with a bottle of liquor drinking his problems away to stop the pain he knew he had to deal with but he thought to himself I don't want to deal with it right now he had remembered how when he was little he would watch how his brother would try to teach him to play ball and how there life was so perfect but then when Tim had died it was all shattered to bits nothing had ever repaired their family and at the moment he felt that his would never recover.
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Jason climbed through his bedroom window looking upon all of his untouched stuff thinking to himself did they even know I was gone for a week now was how long it had been. He had missed his home so much but what he did not miss was his father or mother staring at him during dinner not saying a word while he was hurting inside.
He looked at his bed and opened his closet to get some of his cloths when he heard yelling he recognized it instantly it was his father yelling upstairs he must have known that he had come home or saw him climb through his window.
Jason quickly hid in his closet on the floor in a ball praying his father would not find fearing what the man would do if he ever found where he was hiding. He heard his father yell "you better come out of where ever you are hiding because if I have to find you you'll be sorry" but Jason was quiet knowing that his father was probably drunk off his ass but he dare not come out of the closet he felt safe in that small closet not ever wanting to leave his happy place.
Jason closed his eyes saying to himself he can't hurt me over and over until he heard the door open to his closet then he opened his eyes only to find the man that had terrified him during all his years of youth standing above him with a caring look on his face all Jason could say was "hi Dad" which made his father even more mad.
He grabbed Jason pulling him to his feet "you think you can leave" slapping Jason making his nose bleed, he threw Jason across the room hitting the wall making a thud sound.
Jason lay on the floor begging for mercy "Please don't hurt me" he said in a silent whisper through his bloody mouth "I'll be good I promise" he said as a plea for forgiveness for the pain to stop.
His father picked him up yet again "how could you my own son run away but you will learn your lesson won't you this time no one can save you" grinning before throwing his son into the hall.
Jason hit his head on the railing of the stairs "ouch" he looked around for a quick escape only to see the phone lying next to the stairs as an option he struggled to crawl towards it but was stopped when he pulled it off the hook trying to call the cops for help he got a ring tone but he dropped the phone when his father picked him up yet again to unleash his anger upon the young boy who's only crime was telling his parents the truth but now he regretted being honest he thought why me I did not ask for this. He felt pain in his side and the blood run down his face form his head hitting the banister.
"what are you trying to get help" his father ripped the phone out of the wall throwing it downstairs smashing to bits when it made contact with the ground looking at his sons sad face so young and sweet but had betrayed him so. "Your next have a nice trip you little fag" throwing Jason down the stairs hit the front door.
Jason struggled to his feet reaching the door handle opening the door feeling the sharp pain in his arm I must be broken he ran across his front lawn blood all across his cloths he had just went through something terrible but it felt so familiar to him he ran towards the rode he could hear the sop sirens he saw the flashing lights form down the street coming to his rescue to help him to get his father for his abusive behavior he was almost to the street when he felt a sharp pain in his head not knowing what it was he reached his good hand behind hi head only to find his had covered in blood he fainted because of the shock and the pain in his head not knowing if he would survive hi fathers temper the last thing he saw was Doug pull up in his squad car Doug was by Jason's side yelling Jason over and over scared he would lose the poor boy.
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like I said pretty good huh the actual thing is still longer on my paper but I have like 3,000 words and I decided to cut it off because that is a lot of words and I've been working on this for a week now so hope you liked it because I have put a lot of thought into this so be kind and review it please I beg of you anything will do. Dahoodilie