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Sorry about the mix up...Jeremy is actually 6 MONTHS not 6 years old.
Whoops!
Previously on Full House... "Anyway, as I was saying. I have been going out with Ethan since I was 17...and boy, we have had such a great relationship. So many romantic dinners..." Steph started.
"Ok just get to the part we wanna hear!" Steve exclaimed with his arm around DJ.
"Ok...me and Ethan...we're getting married!" Steph exclaimed showing off her beautiful ring on her finger.
Steph noticed Jesse sitting on the couch. He looked kinda sad. Then she remembered that look. It was the same look he had when Joey, Danny and DJ got married. It was also the same look he had when Claire and Vicky had their babies. Steph was gonna find out what that look meant.
"I know why you were sad today. You miss Becky. You get sad every time one of us gets married or has a baby. It reminds you of her," Steph said.
"You're right. I miss Becky. She was the love of my life and I just can't be happy for you guys the way I wanna be. Aw, Becky would've been so proud of you. She would've been so proud of all of you," Jesse's eyes began to water.
"We think you should talk to the boys about Becky. When they get home. Sit them down and talk to them about Becky. Share the good times," Joey said.
"I want to talk to you about your mom." Jesse said. "But dad," Nicky said. "We don't even remember her."
Jesse eyes filled with tears. "Some father I am, I never even talk to my boys about their own mother. I'm doin' a nice job...aren't I Becky?" Jesse looked up and then put his face in his hands and sobbed.
Jesse didn't know what to do. He couldn't believe how horrible he had been to the boys by not talking to them about their mother. Then he remembered WHY he never did talk about her...it hurt too much. Just then Joey walked in.
"Hey Jess," Joey said. "How'd it go with the boys?"
"Aw Joey, Becky would be so disappointed with me," Jesse said. "They didn't even remember her."
"Well Jess you never talk about her," Joey said sitting down next to Jesse. "I can see why they don't remember."
"Joey..." Jesse eyes started filling with tears. "It's been nine years. I still feel the pain. When will it go away?"
"Well," Joey said. "I don't think the pain will ever go away. You just need to try to remember the good times you had with Becky. Like when you two went sky diving together on live TV."
"That's exactly what Danny said to me when I said the same thing to him about Pam," Jesse smiled. "It's great advice, but I don't think I can talk to the boys about Becky without breaking out in tears."
"I can help you there Jess," Joey said giving him a pat on the back. "I'll be upstairs."
"Ok," Jesse said. "Thanks Joseph."
Just then Steph walked in. "Hey Uncle Jesse," she said. "How's it going?"
"Steph I'd never thought I'd say this but...I think I need a hug," Jesse said beginning to cry.
"Aw Jesse..." Steph said walking over to give him a hug. "It's gonna be alright."
"Boys?" Joey called. Nicky and Alex poked their heads out of their bedroom.
"Yeah?" they answered.
"We need to talk," Joey said. Jesse can't talk to you about your mother right now because he's feeling a little pain and guilt."
"Why does he never talk about mom?" Alex asked.
"We wanna know but he always seems to get really sad when we mention her name," Nicky added.
"He is having a really hard time dealing with this," Joey said sitting down on Alex's bed. "Even after nine years. Here, I wanna show you this picture album of your mom and dad's wedding."
Joey opened the book and started sharing the pictures. Nicky and Alex were very interested. After all, they hadn't seen a picture of their mom in a LONG time. Then Jesse walked in the door.
"Joseph," he said. Joey looked up. Jesse's eyes were red from crying. "I think I can take it from here."
Joey stood up and walked out of the room giving Jesse a pat on the back as he left.
"Aw this is a good picture," Jesse said sniffling. "Doesn't your mother look beautiful in her wedding dress?" The boys nodded, mesmerized by the pictures. "Listen boys, we need to keep Becky in our hearts. I'm going to try to talk about her as much as possible. And if you ever want to talk about her or feel sad about what happened, you can come talk to me because now I think I'm willing and ready to tell you guys lots of stories." Jesse smiled at his two boys.
"I love you dad," Nicky said.
"Me too," Alex said.
"Right back at you boys," Jesse said and gave them a hug.
Previously on Full House... "Anyway, as I was saying. I have been going out with Ethan since I was 17...and boy, we have had such a great relationship. So many romantic dinners..." Steph started.
"Ok just get to the part we wanna hear!" Steve exclaimed with his arm around DJ.
"Ok...me and Ethan...we're getting married!" Steph exclaimed showing off her beautiful ring on her finger.
Steph noticed Jesse sitting on the couch. He looked kinda sad. Then she remembered that look. It was the same look he had when Joey, Danny and DJ got married. It was also the same look he had when Claire and Vicky had their babies. Steph was gonna find out what that look meant.
"I know why you were sad today. You miss Becky. You get sad every time one of us gets married or has a baby. It reminds you of her," Steph said.
"You're right. I miss Becky. She was the love of my life and I just can't be happy for you guys the way I wanna be. Aw, Becky would've been so proud of you. She would've been so proud of all of you," Jesse's eyes began to water.
"We think you should talk to the boys about Becky. When they get home. Sit them down and talk to them about Becky. Share the good times," Joey said.
"I want to talk to you about your mom." Jesse said. "But dad," Nicky said. "We don't even remember her."
Jesse eyes filled with tears. "Some father I am, I never even talk to my boys about their own mother. I'm doin' a nice job...aren't I Becky?" Jesse looked up and then put his face in his hands and sobbed.
Jesse didn't know what to do. He couldn't believe how horrible he had been to the boys by not talking to them about their mother. Then he remembered WHY he never did talk about her...it hurt too much. Just then Joey walked in.
"Hey Jess," Joey said. "How'd it go with the boys?"
"Aw Joey, Becky would be so disappointed with me," Jesse said. "They didn't even remember her."
"Well Jess you never talk about her," Joey said sitting down next to Jesse. "I can see why they don't remember."
"Joey..." Jesse eyes started filling with tears. "It's been nine years. I still feel the pain. When will it go away?"
"Well," Joey said. "I don't think the pain will ever go away. You just need to try to remember the good times you had with Becky. Like when you two went sky diving together on live TV."
"That's exactly what Danny said to me when I said the same thing to him about Pam," Jesse smiled. "It's great advice, but I don't think I can talk to the boys about Becky without breaking out in tears."
"I can help you there Jess," Joey said giving him a pat on the back. "I'll be upstairs."
"Ok," Jesse said. "Thanks Joseph."
Just then Steph walked in. "Hey Uncle Jesse," she said. "How's it going?"
"Steph I'd never thought I'd say this but...I think I need a hug," Jesse said beginning to cry.
"Aw Jesse..." Steph said walking over to give him a hug. "It's gonna be alright."
"Boys?" Joey called. Nicky and Alex poked their heads out of their bedroom.
"Yeah?" they answered.
"We need to talk," Joey said. Jesse can't talk to you about your mother right now because he's feeling a little pain and guilt."
"Why does he never talk about mom?" Alex asked.
"We wanna know but he always seems to get really sad when we mention her name," Nicky added.
"He is having a really hard time dealing with this," Joey said sitting down on Alex's bed. "Even after nine years. Here, I wanna show you this picture album of your mom and dad's wedding."
Joey opened the book and started sharing the pictures. Nicky and Alex were very interested. After all, they hadn't seen a picture of their mom in a LONG time. Then Jesse walked in the door.
"Joseph," he said. Joey looked up. Jesse's eyes were red from crying. "I think I can take it from here."
Joey stood up and walked out of the room giving Jesse a pat on the back as he left.
"Aw this is a good picture," Jesse said sniffling. "Doesn't your mother look beautiful in her wedding dress?" The boys nodded, mesmerized by the pictures. "Listen boys, we need to keep Becky in our hearts. I'm going to try to talk about her as much as possible. And if you ever want to talk about her or feel sad about what happened, you can come talk to me because now I think I'm willing and ready to tell you guys lots of stories." Jesse smiled at his two boys.
"I love you dad," Nicky said.
"Me too," Alex said.
"Right back at you boys," Jesse said and gave them a hug.