Chapter 11
Stephanie
Every night I pray. I pray that Becky is safe in heaven with my mom and Papouli. I loved Becky more than anyone will ever understand. I knew I was never going to be the same when she died. I was right. My life has changed so much. Everyday I wonder, what life would be like if Becky was still alive. I wish I could know for sure, but I guess I will never know.
Now that I'm getting married, I can only think about Becky. I remember her wedding and I hope mine can be as beautiful as hers was. I'm thinking about asking Jesse to sing forever, but I don't know how he'll feel about that. That was his and Becky's song. He hasn't sung it since.
Even after nine years, everyone is still taking the situation very hard. I mean, we still live our lives and we still enjoy ourselves, but we would be enjoying ourselves a lot more if Becky were here on Earth. Heaven. Now that is something I have been thinking a lot about lately. Is there a heaven? There must be. I hope there is. And one day, when I die, I hope I go there. Then I can be with Becky. We can have our family back together in heaven.
Becky was and still is my role model. When I was younger, and didn't have a mom, I always looked up to Becky. She always knew the right thing to do at the right time. She was smart, funny and so caring. I hope I will follow in her footsteps all my life. I plan to try.
Becky, I love you so much. I wish you hadn't left us. You can come to my wedding. I hope you'll be there in spirit. I heard everything happens for a reason...what is the reason behind this?
3 Stephanie
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