Hey there everyone! Okay, I struggled out this chapter for you all. It sucks I know but I tried :-( Thanks for all of your get wells everyone! Please don't be too disappointed I really did try. Well, enjoy! (or atleast try to lol)
Hojo ran out after Kagome. "Kagome wait up!" Kagome kept walking, she wanted, no needed to be alone right now. Hojo saw her as she hurried up her pace trying as politely as she could to obviously get some privacy. Hojo sighed as he stopped falling back on a bench sitting down. 'Whose Kikyo and why did the very mention of her name make Kagome cringe?' Hojo felt himself sigh once again as he rubbed the back of his head confused. He always remembered seeing Kagome looking depressed and always lost in thought when she came back to school, is that why? 'Is Inuyasha cheating on her?' Hojo blinked remembering what happened back at the house. 'Well, from Kagomes reaction I don't think so. Im confused.' Hojo looked down as he spoke softly to himself. "I wish I could help Kagome."
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way
She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make the same mistakes again
Hojo stood up as he started walking again. 'I need to find Kagome and talk to her I think she needs a friend right now.' Hojo looked around as he walked through the crowded streets of Japan. 'Kami, how am I going to find her through all these people?' He looked back and fourth. As he was walking he saw a flower shop as he stopped at it. 'Hmm, maybe I can get Kagome a flower to cheer her up!' Hojo smiled as he walked in. He looked back and fourth as his eyes layed apon long stemed wildflowers. Hojo grabbed one and ran up to the register paying for it running out. Hojo didn't know why he felt so sympathetic for Kagome, it was probably the look she gave when her and Inuyasha argued.' Hojo frowned as he remembered seeing the same sad expression pasted on Kagomes face a few times in class. 'Why does she keep doing this to herself?'
What's wrong, what's wrong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs
She wants to go home, but nobody's home
It's where she lies, broken inside
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside
Kagome walked in the park as she walked up a path. She glanced over and saw a huge tree filled with leaves as a shadow over casted a big proportion of ground below it, this would be a good place to think. Kagome walked over to the tree sitting beneath it as she held her knees up to her chest as wrapping her arms around them hugging them tightly. Kagome felt herself sigh. 'Why do I keep doing this to myself? There's no place left for me. I don't belong there in his eyes but I don't belong here in mine. In his eyes he belongs with Kikyo and I belong here but in my eyes I belong with Inuyasha. I want to see him smile, I want to hear him laugh, I want to see him happy but for some reason I seem to keep failing at that too.' Kagome bite her bottom lip as she tried to fight back the tears. All of it, every sacrafice she made was for nothing, not only did he not love her he didn't even value her as a friend she was truely just his shard detector. Kagome felt herself begin to cry as she made a loud sob echo through the park. Hojo looked up as he passed the park, he was sure he heard a noise very different from the normal every day city noises. He looked around as he saw the park. He crossed the street as he stopped at the curb glancing in the park. He noticed a little figure at the bottom of a tree a couple of feet in the park. 'Is that Kagome?' Hojo raised a eyebrow as he walked into the park. He walked up the path that led to the tree. "Kagome?"
Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why
You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind
Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs
She wants to go home, but nobody's home
It's where she lies, broken inside
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside
"Huh?" Kagome looked up as she saw Hojo looking down at her worriedly. "Ho..Hojo?" Hojo nodded as he looked at Kagome sitting next to her. "Here, I thought this could cheer you up!" He smiled as he handed her the wildflower. Kagome definitly wasn't expecting this from Hojo. Kagome looked down and sighed. "Im sorry it wasn't Inuyasha who gave you this flower." Kagome looked up at him in shock. 'It's like he's reading my thoughts.' Kagome looked at him but before she could talk her put the flower on her lap and look at her big brown eyes and smiled. "It's okay." Kagome didn't know what to say or even do, Hojo had done more the suprise her. She looked at him as her eyes began to tear up.
Her feelings she hidesHer dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind
She's fallen behind
She can't find her place
She's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace
She's all over the place
Yeah
Hojo felted his face grow worried as Kagome began to break down in tears. "Kagome?" Kagome flung her arms around Hojos neck as she began to cry. Hojo blinked not sure on what to do. 'Should I hold her? What do I do?' He looked down at Kagome as he began to pat her back. After a few minutes Kagome felt all cried out as she let go of Hojo sitting back. She saw him look at her. "Kagome you know you can tell me what's wrong right?" Kagome looked at him as she nodded begining to vent everything she thought that bothered her.
She wants to go home, but nobody's homeIt's where she lies, broken inside
With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside
Hojo looked shocked. He would have never thought Kagome would even think like that about herself. Hojo took a deep breathe as he began the biggest ''risk'' of his life. "Kagome..." He looked at her and decided to continue when he noticed she was listening. "You are the most amazing person I ever met not to mention the greatest friend. You are so sweet and considerate of other people around you, where ever you go you should feel like you belong there because angels belong everywhere." Kagomes eyes flew wide oped. Was Hojo being romantic with her?! Hojo looked at her. "Inuyasha told me that." Kagome blinked in shock. "When you sat him and left he came up and said he was afraid you would think that way and that you shouldnt because angels belong everywhere." Kagome stood up as Hojo did too. "You know Kagome, a first love is hard to forget." Kagome nodded. She knew it and she would have to accept that. Hojo looked at the blinking girl. "You know you should go thank Inuyasha for that compliment." She looked at him and smiled. "Your right! Let's go!" Kagome ran off as Hojo followed behind.
Okay I know Kagome and Hojo were totally OOC but im still struggling with writers block for this story! Please review and be gentle with the flames on this chapter! Thx!
