Chapter Sixteen
WASHINGTON
MONDAY
Cleaned up, five days later, CJ packed the rest of her
belongings from her not-short-enough stay at the hospital. Dressed in
non-work clothes for a change, a print dress, and a sweater, she
stuffed the remainder of her things into her blue duffel bag..
"CJ?"
Josh knocked on her door.
"Hey, Josh."
"You look
good?"
"Thanks, you're pretty snazzy yourself." She
snapped her fingers at him.
"You know what I mean?"
"Yeah,
I do." CJ smiled and zipped her bag closed.
"Your brother
went back to the hotel to get some things, he'll be back to pick
you up."
"Which brother?"
"I don't know? Oh,
but your other brother took Hogan back to the dorm."
"Would
that be Hogan's father?"
"Yes? —Yes."
"There
ya go." CJ looked around. "I think I have everything." Josh
walked to her as she stood by the bed.
"I bet you're glad
to get out of here---well, not as glad as you were to get out of that
cabin—I mean—I'm sorry—"
"Josh, its ok." CJ
looked Josh in the eye and knew he was about to cry. "It's
ok."
"You don't know how amazing it is to see you
standing here, CJ."
CJ
smiled sweetly. "You really are sweet sometimes. You know
that."
"Yeah." He smiled. "CJ?"
"Yeah?"
"Have
you seen Danny?"
"Yeah, I saw him when he got out of
surgery—but he was a little groggy—he told me I looked like a
plate of scrambled eggs."
"Yeah, I think he told me he
wanted to back big bird for the democratic nominee in two
years—"
"I'd vote for 'um." CJ took hold of her
bag.
"No. I'll take it. Let me." Josh took the bag and
slung it over his shoulder.
"What do you have, bricks in
this thing?"
"Yes, Josh I do in fact have bricks in there.
While I was in here, I had an on going affair with a bricklayer. Not
much money, but man the perks." She smiled slyly.
"CJ,
have you talked to Danny?"
"He's awake?"
"Yeah?"
"Then
no I haven't—"
"Don't you think---"
"I
should thank him—yeah—"
"CJ."
"I'll do it
later---"
"CJ"
"What was he doing out there
anyway? It was stupid and I'm gonna tell him so. He almost got
himself killed. What? Over a story?"
"CJ? It wasn't
about a story. He's---"
"My friend, I know, I know. But
it was stupid."
"No, CJ, he's in love with you. That's
why he did it—"
"What?"
"—I can't believe
you don't see it".
"Danny----he doesn't love me."
"Of
course he does CJ. How can you be so blind? The man risked life and
limb to go out into the unknown to find you. He couldn't sleep. He
wouldn't eat, and I tried to make him. While all of us sat here
powerless, breaking televisions, and feeding your damn fish---- which
you owe me for by the way----he was out there risking his life for
you. Wake up, Claudia Jean, the man doesn't just have a crush on
you! He loves you. He's in love with you. And at some point you're
going to have to deal with it."
CJ took a beat and digested
what Josh had told her as Josh calmed himself down, not believing
what he had just done. CJ sat on the bed and Josh gave her his
back.
"He couldn't sleep?"
Josh turned around and
looked at her, "Yeah?" Josh spoke as if to say, "Why would I
lie?" Josh walked over to CJ and sat down next to her on the
bed.
"CJ, you need to talk to him—"
"I can't.
Not about this." CJ looked down.
"He sat in my office and
told me there were only two things he was sure of in this world and
that was, "five column inches above the fold....and you." CJ
lifted her head as Josh said the word, "you". "I know Danny and
I've never seen him put anything before his job. I've never seen
him so determined." CJ said nothing. "No matter what or how you
feel about this, CJ. Ya got to talk to him. You owe that to
him."
"Yeah."
"I'll take this down for
you."
Josh walked out of the room.
