My dear friends, I have been to hell and back and it was no fun. I'm tired, I'm cranky, and I have had NO time for writing...well until now that is, so enjoy...and prepare for LONG author babble at end....its very useful info tho!!!!!
Familiar Waters
"Tidus?"
I carefully shut the door behind me as I cautiously made my way over to the body that lay still on the bed. With a shaky hand, I gently tugged away the blanket that was covering up the silent boys face.
"Tidus?"
his bruised eyes began to twitch, faintly at first, as they came back to life for probably the first time in the 3 days that he had been missing. He groaned and shifted himself around until was on his side and completely facing me.
"S-Sora?"
"yes. its me. Are you ok? Are you hurt? Do you need me to help you up? Do you-"
"Sora, please..."
"err...please what?"
he made a pained expression as he lifted his finger to his mouth. "shhhhh"
his hand fell limply back onto the bed and once again he became very still. My eyes widened in fear and before I could stop myself, I grabbed his shoulders and tired to shake him awake. WAY bad idea. His eyes shot open and he kicked me hard in the face by trying to scramble to the other side of the bed. I quickly clasped my hands over my mouth to prevent the loud scream I had inside from coming out. I knew if someone heard me in Leon's room without him there I would be in store for the ass beating of a lifetime. I got back up to my feet and then crawled onto the bed beside a terrified Tidus.
"Sora...I'm sorry, I shouldn't have hit you, I'm sorry please hit me back I deserve it"
I shook my head. "No Tidus. I was the one in the wrong. I shouldn't have touched you...are you ok?"
He shook his head as tears began forming at his eyes. "No...no Sora, not until you hit me. I deserve it. I deserve to be punished for my actions"
"err..." I bit at my lip as I tried to think things through. Well, ok then. Its pretty obvious Leon or someone must have been very harsh with him. Maybe I should just hit him? I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. Ok...here I go... I shut my eyes tighter and quickly swatted lightly at his hand. I peeked my eyes open and smiled.
"there! happy?"
he frowned and shook his head again. "No. that wasn't hard enough. Leon said-"
"forget what Leon said! Pretty soon, you'll never have to listen to another thing that mad man says again, and do you know why?"
He remained silent, but I went on anyway. "because I'm going to get us out of here, that's why! With my powers and your powers combined, I just know we can escape! You see, while you were being held up here, I was stuck in that stuffy old room I woke up in and I had plenty of time to think. Well actually, at first I didn't because Leon and those other bunch of crazy's were keeping a close eye on me, but then after a while I had some free time to myself. Ok, so, I was looking around the ship the other night when I came across a library right? Well I figure that Leon will probably have a book somewhere in there that can help us. Like, it could say what happens when mermaids/mermen and nymphs work together, or fight together or...something. Eh? What do you think?"
His eyes lowered and he continued to frown. "Sora, I appreciate you trying to get us out and everything, but I don't think that it will really work. I mean, even if we do manage to escape, what then? I cant fly and neither can you. You can breath underwater, but what about me? I'll drown Sora. And...I'm pretty sure if you go in the water someone from Ursilios will find you and kill you. We're a lot safer here."
Now it was my turn to frown. "Oh. I never really thought about all that. Well...but what if I can fly? Ok, no, that's absurd. Better yet...what if you can fly?"
"Sora don't be-"
"I'm not! I mean...nymphs are closely related to sprites, or at least I think, so then you must be able to. And anyway whenever your something mystical you always have some awesome way of getting around."
"Sora, please just stop! Nothings going to work! From what you said, nymphs are just a bunch of sex gods and that's about it. We look pretty, end of story"
"but I'm not sure and neither are you! If I can just make it to that library-"
"NO Sora, don't you dare go wandering around this ship. Its way to dangerous...what if some of the crew members finds you? You think they're just gonna let you go? Hell no! they're going grab you, drag you somewhere, beat you and rape you...and I'm not even going get started on what Leon would do to you..."
"but Tidus-"
"NO"
"Stop being so...like that! Its not even you talking, its just some scared little twerp whose been hypnotized by Leon. If YOU want to stay here and knocked up some more then go ahead, but I'm going find a way out even if it...well...maybe hurts me, but not kills me...so THERE"
I got off the bed started back towards the door when I heard a small whimper. I sighed and turned around to see tears streaming down the sides of Tidus's face.
"I'm not...I'm not a twerp. I'm scared, and I don't want the things that happened to me to happen to you...oh forget it...can I go with you? To find the library I mean"
I walked back over to him and gently wiped his tears away. "yes, of course. And Tidus, you don't have to worry about me. I'm pretty sure I know how to take care of myself."
He nodded and pulled the blanket off his lower half, but quickly yanked it back on. he looked over one side of the bed, and then the other looking rather confused.
"what?"
"I cant find my clothes...I think Leon took them down to the wash..."
"well...do you have to wear them?"
"Of course I have to wear them! Are you crazy?!"
"No, I was just asking. Jeez, what is with you humans and your clothes?"
Tidus rolled his eyes and sighed. "Sora, I need my clothes or I cant go"
"wanna wear mine?"
"No! besides, what would you wear?"
"Nothing. In case you didn't know, I grew up going around naked so it doesn't bother me"
"that's different. You weren't really naked naked since you don't have anything that really shows...like, your penis didn't hang out."
"My what?"
he looked at me with that annoying 'looking-at-me' look. "you know...the thing that...its between your...you're a boy right?"
"YES. Are talking about my tinkler?"
there was an awkward silence. "uh...nevermind...anyway, maybe we should just wait until tomorrow night to go"
"no, the sooner the better. Plus, we don't know if Leon's going to go somewhere tomorrow night. I'll just go alone"
"but Sora-"
"NO Tidus, don't worry. Nothing will happen to me."
"Excuse me sir, but your in the way"
"Huh?" I turned around a man with a notebook and some camera's behind me. Ever since the whole 'Mermaid' finding article a lot of journalists and news stations had swarmed the beach. The worst part was from the way things were going, it didn't seem as though they were going to be leaving anytime soon. I said my 'sorry' and moved aside to let the man by. Jackass. He should just give up. Sora's gone, so end of story...right? I sighed and turned to walk back to my car when I bumped into someone causing them to fall down.
"I'm sorry! You ok?"
I offered a hand to young girl, but she pushed it away. After giving it a second thought, she grabbed it again and nearly pulled me onto the ground with her. What is she...? I followed her eyes and realized she was staring at my watch.
"OOOH SHIT SON!!!! BLING BLING!!"
"umm...thank you?"
she released my hand and stood up brushing herself off. "You know, your really lucky I'm in such a good mood now. If you bumped me on a bad day....ooooh....you would get scraped! Please believe it boo"
"oh"
she looked up at me and frowned. "aww...what's wrong daddy?"
"nothing...just a little stressed. Well I'm sorry for knocking you down, I guess I better get go-"
"OOOOHHH!!!!"
"umm...I better-"
"OHH OH OH!!!"
"I-"
"OOOHHH!!!"
"WILL YOU STOP THAT?!?!"
"SHIT SON, YOUR THAT FELLA!!"
"Excuse me MISS, but I'm sure I'm not who you probably think I am since I've never seen you in my life. Now if you don't mind-"
"NO!!!! YOUR THAT FINE LOOKIN CROOKED FELLA!!!"
"MUST YOU YELL?!?....crooked? are you calling me crazy?"
"NO! your that guy that's with that other guy that's cute and wanted you to hit that! What was his...? Oh! S to the ORA! I remember! How that sugar daddy doin? You treat him well? You pop him yet? Or did you just bust his mouth, cuz I know how you men are...you you you that's all that matters-"
"I DON'T know you ok?!? And...I don't know HOW you know Sora, but what's going on between us is none of your business!"
she glared at me and cracked her knuckles. "where's Sora? Why he ain't with you huh? You didn't burn him out did you? That Sora was sexy little momma, and if I find out you used him for a piece of ass you gonna be missin teeth nigga. fo real dog, I ain't even playin wit chu dog. Its gonna go down out this piece if-"
"he's GONE ok?!?? I wish I could tell you why and what happened, but I cant, I CANT! I'm going home now"
I started walking, but she grabbed me by the arm and stopped me. "what happened?! He ok? you startin to scare me playa, fo real. He didn't get capped did he?!?"
"what!?!"
"Shot! He didn't get shot did he!?!"
"NO! stop talking so strange!"
"YOU stop being so white!"
"I AM WHITE"
"YOU DON'T HAVE TO MAKE IT SO OBVIOUS"
this girl was insane. Completely off her rocker...but what I wanted to know is how she knew Sora. Maybe she knew something that I didn't...maybe she could help. "how did you know Sora?"
"No boo. You yelled at me. At ain't saying shit you now."
"What?!? Come on!! this is life or death here!"
she licked her lips and twirled her braids. "well...in that case. I GUESS I could help you out. Ay, but you gotta AT LEAST ask in my lingo for me to answer."
I could have strangled her if I wasn't so worried about getting jumped if I did. "no, that's ridiculous."
"Ok. peace"
she started to walk away but I stopped her. She smiled at me expectedly as a took a deep breath. "err...how you know my bitch?" oh for the love of MERLIN! How DEGRATEING!!! If my mother ever heard me...ugh. Rather not think about that right now. Its for Sora. Remember that. Repeat after me. Its for Sora. Its for Sora. Its for Sora.
"you mumbling?"
OH MY GIDDYGOD I ACTUALLY SAID IT. She could have at least pretended not to hear it and allowed me my dignity. "uh...no...sorry"
"anyway, when ya'll were at some store or sometin I saw him and we were talking and he was saying he wanted you in the worst way, you feel me?"
"oh yea. I feel you"
"gold. But yea, that was all we said and shit. Nothing really more"
"oh...well...YOU IDIOT! WHY DIDN'T YOU JUST SAY SO!?"
"Damn daddy, no need to get all uppity."
No need? NO NEED?!? I think she IS crazy. I cant believe...total waste of...arrggh. No need. What in the name of puff daddy's pink polka dotted underwear and matching bra set was she talking about? I had EVERY need.
"Whatever. I have to go"
"Well wait! If he's missing or something then call me. I can help you blood, fo real."
She handed me her number and winked. "and maybe if your feeling lonely..."
"NO THANKS. But I may call you about Sora....may, not I will."
"Alright. Later boo"
She walked away leaving me on the beach with a growing headache.
PISH POSH AND OH MY GOSH I'm sorry it took so long. So many things have happened that I cant even remember most of them. My grandmas being stupid and is getting herself homeless, my dad got into an accident with a 16 wheeler truck and LIVED that bastard. Cant you believe that shit!?!? He wasn't even scratched!! I know I sound rude, but my dad is like, never there for me and he tells me all the time he cant stand me which is ok because I say it right back. He's fat and lazy and never pays any bills. AARRRHHH if he died, since I'm not 18 yet, I would have inherited all his money in the bank which I know is a lot cuz he's saving up for retirement to move back to Haiti that loon. Why the HELL would you go from somewhere as luxurious as California to somewhere as awful as Haiti!?!? Stupid crazy. Also, COO COO KATCHOO AND HALLABALLOO I have 2 teachers that are freakin stil in their 20's!!!!!!! the bad thing is one is hella preppy. Shes 24. shes like:
My teacher: ok class, like, today we're, like, gonna, like, do some work mmmkay? :::twirls hair around finger while chewing gum:::
Boy in class: hey miss R. your hecka sexy!
My teacher: oh boys!! ::blushes like a loon:: stop, like, flirting with me! I cant, like, believe you said that! Like, totally shame on you!!! So moving onto more, like, important things, like, don't you just LLLUUUURRVE my hair today? Its so, like, flippy! And bouncy!
Me:: :::dead:: Xx
::sigh:: oh well....in other news.....JEREMY SUMPTER IS SOOOO SEXY!!!!!! DID ANYONE ELSE DROOL WHILE WATCHING CLUBHOUSE!?!? I sure as hell did. My friend called and we were all screaming and shit being all girly while watching him. He looks soooo adorable in those cute little baseball clothes that cling to his every curve.....YUM YUM!! I LOVE HIS BUTT!!! Its soooo cute!!!!!! Ok, I have to stop now. I'm starting to get all excited again.
HEY EVERYONE, I GOT OVER 50 REVIEWS!!!!!! Yes yes, thank you all. I now have 63 and counting and that's just swell. Once again, thank you all. It makes me all tingly inside.
IF YOU LIKE KINGDOM HEARTS ODDS ARE YOU LIKE THE MAIN SONG: yes, don't we all just LUUURVVE Utada hikaru and her simple and clean? I know I do...in fact, I still cry at the end. Now. Most Utada fans know that Utada has in fact RELEASED HER AMERICAN CD ON OCT. 5. ok guys, I just LOVE Utada and all, but this CD....erlack. its not very good. The songs really have no good rhythm and are confusing. The only one that's really catchy besides devil inside (when remixed) is EASY BREEZY. Most ppl wont like that song though because the lyrics are silly. "your easy breezy and I'm Japanesezy" JAPANESEZY!?!?? WHAT IN WILLY WONKAS WORLD?!?! I'm really disappointed in what I've heard so far. I hope the rest sounds a lot better. I'm going to go buy the cd at wal-mart tomorrow.
FOR THOSE WHO THINK SORA'S CUTE::: that would be all of us right!?!? Anyway, there's a character that looks a lot like him and is just adorable!!!! His name is daisuke niwa, and he along with his dark side 'dark' star in the awesome manga DNANGEL. I HIGHLY RECOMMEND!!!!! Totally funny and cute. A must have.
Hmm...is that all? Ok, I guess it is!!! Night night then!!
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