Guess whos back...lanis back...guess whos back...tell a friend...guess whos back, guess whos back, guess whos back, guess whos back....ok STOP!!............. PAJAMA TIME! Lol I'm so stupid.

Shady sea


"You put your left fin in, you take your left fin out, you put your left fin in and you shake it all about..."

golly, I feel like I've been walking for hours now. I stopped singing and sighed. Maybe I should just turn back. I stared at the long hallway ahead of me. Ok. that's enough for me, I'm too tired. I turned around to leave, but to my horror I realized that I was completely lost. Oh great. I started walking back the way I was pretty sure I came from only to find a wide black door. Humph. I don't remember seeing that there before...oh well. I went to turn another way only to smack my face into a huge wall. Scratching my head, I turned to go another way only to run into yet another wall. what the... I looked around me and noticed that everything seemed a lot...darker. So dark in fact, that I couldn't make out where I was going and continued running into walls which seemed to pop up everywhere. Finally I sat down in defeat. What am I gonna do? I cant even see! I let out a frustrated grunt and pouted.

"Pouting are we? Well you shouldn't do that lad, it doesn't become of you"

I jerked my head up and met the mischievous gaze of one of the ship workers. He was a large man with a long beard and lots of shaggy clothes on....he almost looked like Santa Claus, but much dirtier. Once I found my voice I quietly asked "who are you?"

He smiled wickedly (bearing his crooked teeth) and replied "why I am but ships noble."

Curious I raised an eyebrow and asked "what's that?"

"Nothing of any importance to you I'm sure. So, if you don't mind me askin', what's it that a young pretty lil thing as yourself is doing up and about at this ghastly hour?"

"Well...I...I had to go to the bathroom but then I got lost. Can you help me get back?"

He grinned and stroked his beard. "oh but of course..."

He helped me up and lead me back to the black door that I had seen before. I didn't know why, but for some reason the door scared me. It was almost as though something was trying to tell me that something bad was beyond that door and that I should try to avoid it...but I shrugged it off figuring it was probably just my imagination. He opened the door and rather roughly pushed me in. now my senses were going crazy. There was defiantly something wrong, but I just didn't know what. I figured it would be best if I got away from the man, for he might be the cause of on coming stress.

"Excuse me sir, but I think I know the way now so I'll be fine on my own" I turned around to leave, but was stopped by a hand grabbing at my arm.

"Now now princess, no need to talk crazy."

"I'm not, I'm...can you let go of my arm please?"

"Sorry, cuz then you'd run away and if you ran away then the rest of the crew would be very unhappy with me now wouldnt they?"

"...rest of the crew...?"

He dragged me though the dark room to another door and opened it without hesitation. My eyes grew wide as I looked at the table of men staring at me hungrily, each one more scary looking then the other. Some with patches, some with fake eyes, all in rags and all ready torture me. I suddenly felt woozy as the reality of the situation slapped me in face. I tried to make a break back to the door, but man grabbed me by the hair and dragged me over to the long dinner table. Within seconds they were all over me, tying my arms together, but leaving my legs knowing it would be hard to get full access with them tied. I opened my mouth to scream, but they shoved a dirty rag in so all that came out was a muffled moan. They threw me onto the ground, ripped of what little clothes I had and turned me around so that my bottom was facing them.

"Ay lads...tis a beauty this one is"

"Who's havin' the first go then?"

"I should, I still havnt even had that twichy one yet"

"Nay, I should, twas my idea!"

I silently prayed the gods above as they continued to bicker over who should violate me first.

"I think I should get 'em first! I'll bet the little whore would enjoy me better anyway..."

"oh come off it! Beside, there be no need for name callin' what's he ever done to you?"

"Nuthin, and that's the problem! I should go first, I'm the biggest. You like the big ones don't ya lovely?"

He kicked me in the side and chuckled when he heard me whimper. "ah yes, I'll bet he does the little-"

"What did I say bout name callin!?"

They all broke out into laughter filling the room with their awful breath. After they had calmed down, the one that had lead me here finally spoke up. "now lads, we got to be careful. If Leon ever finds out bout this..."

"Oh fuck Leon! He always gets the lil doves and what do we get? Nuthin!

While we're scrounging about, working off our asses he's always up there in his room havin the time of his life! I say it's high time we did some sharing, and I don't care if it's gonna get me killed, cuz I know ima die happy if it do!"

They all cheered and began to undress themselves. I watched in horror as they all surrounded me and talked about what they were going to do and how. Oh gods...oh merlin...somebody please...help me.


As I tiptoed back to my room I couldn't help but to let my mind wonder. Cloud looked nice tonight...as usual. If only I wasn't such a self centered backstabbing pain in the ass. Well whatever. I don't need him. Just a waste of time. Yea. Totally. Eww, just I just say totally? Well actually I didn't say it because I'm thinking...I miss cloud. No I don't. I hate him. And Riku too. OOOH how I HATE that Riku. I honestly don't know what the hell Sora sees in him, I mean come on. he's just an ugly little whore. That's right, a whore. I bet he doesn't even miss Sora. He's such a stupid slut with his STUPID ugly hair and his STUPID ugly face and his STUPID small piece of nothing dick...not that I would know if its small . hell no!. NO, GROSS! That's freackin disgusting! There's no WAY I would ever stoop so low as to look at my own relation like that!. I think I need a psychiatrist. I quietly closed the door behind me and relieved myself of my clothes. It wasn't until after I had snuggled into my bed and pulled up the covers that I noticed something was missing. I rolled over and patted the other side of the bed to have my suspicions confirmed.

"GODDAMNIT TIDUS!!!"


I walked out of the library and sighed in defeat. Sora wasn't in there and he's not in the room he sleeps in either. I know they have him, I just know it. But where...? I thought back to all the times they grabbed me. It didn't take long for me to figure it out. It has to be that weird dinner room... That was the first place they took me before they got bold and started to take me in other places. I tightened the belt around the pants that I had taken from Leon's closet and took off running in the direction off the black door. I ran through door after door and jumped down small sets of stairs until I finally found the door. Without a thought I went in and stopped at the next one when I heard faint screams. This is it...this is where they are. I'm coming Sora.


if Sora's not in this room, I'm gonna kill him. I knocked the door down, marched up to the bed and ripped the covers off only to find it just as empty as my bed was. Cursing the day they were ever born I jogged back to the dark hallway and adjusted my robe.

"Stupid stuck up brats...HOW am I ever going to find them!?!?"

I stood and thought for a while before grinning to myself. "DUH, the tracking wrist things! I knew they would come in handy. Leon, you are one smart son of a bitch"

I went back to my room and grabbed the small monitor from under my bed. After smacking it a few times, it finally turned on and showed me exactly where the two of them were. The old dinner room? What in 7 hells are they doing down there?...unless...they've discovered my secret candy stash!!! That must be it!! Goddamn stupid little KIDS! I should've seen this coming, I mean seriously! Everyone knows kids can practically SMELL candy. I dropped the device and made a beeline straight for the room, angrily mumbling to myself the whole way there.

"I should've known those...those...OH how they make me so mad! I swear, if they even TOUCH my kit Kats, or my snickers, or my reeses I WILL kill them....and I'd better still have that sugar daddy too!"

I kicked the black door open and went to do the same to the next door when I heard a strange noise. I got closer to the door and listened in silence.

"He's never done anything to you, so let him go!"

laughter followed and then stopped as someone else spoke. "no can do girlie, this ass is worth 100 grand..."

100 grand?100 GRAND!?! That's my 5th to favorite candy!!!! How DARE they touch my 100 grand!! There are 2 things they should know not to do, and that's eating MY candy and wearing MY pants damnit! Pissed off, I kicked the door down and shouted "GET AWAY FROM MY CANDY!!"

The room went completely silent. That's when I realized what was really going on. I looked down at a naked and bruised Sora who was silently sobbing to himself as he tried to get up with the aid of Tidus, who was untying his hands and trying to calm him down. I then shifted my gaze over to the crew, who were now bunched all together in a corner completely naked and shaking with fear. I licked my lips and looked down in an attempt to somehow convince myself that I wasn't seeing what I think I was seeing. Finally I looked up, smiled, and asked in a calm tone, "So guys...you mind....uh...you know. Telling me what's going here? just curious."

One with a long beard and a very hairy cheat stepped forward and said "well...of course cap'm. you see....napps over here...he...IT WAS ALL HIS IDEA, I SWEAR!!"

Napps and the others all broke out into arguments and continued to point fingers at one another until I had finally heard enough.

"SHUT UP!!!! Everyone...just....JUST GO TO YOUR DAMN ROOMS!!"

"But sir..."

"GET OUT BEFORE I GET MY GUN!"

They all ran out like a herd of wildebeests, pushing and shoving at each other just to get out. I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair.

"Leon?"

I turned and looked at Tidus who had Sora slung over his shoulder. "I think he needs help..."

I shrugged. "So? Tidus sweetheart, I was supposed to kill Sora a long time ago. If he's gonna die, then I'm gonna let him die."

A look of pain flashed though Tidus's eyes, which for some reason made me feel guilty. Damn. His feelings are actually mattering to me now...why do I always get attached to who ever I'm sleeping with!? I groaned.

"Oh alright! If its THAT important to you, then I'll find him a damn doctor or something just...clean him up first"

He smiled tiredly and nodded. "thank you Leon"

"Yea, yea just go"

As he walked past me I couldn't help but feel relieved. Well at least my candy's safe, and...hey wait...ARE THOSE MY PANTS!!?


"Riku?"

He snapped out of his daze and stared at me as he sat on his bed. "huh?"

"Nothing. I just...Riku, I'm worried about you. You haven't been eating right and you look like shit."

"Oh. ok"

I shook my head. It was obvious I was getting no where with him. Well then again that's probably because he's still mad at me for dating the enemy...but its not like I KNEW he was gonna kidnap Sora...well actually I kinda did. Ok, so I DID know he was gonna kidnap Sora, but its not like I didn't try to stop him!

"I said I was sorry, what else do you want from me?"

He glared at me with such hatred I stumbled backwards and almost fell. "I want you to go find you phyco boyfriend and get Sora BACK! Why is that so hard for you!? You have wings too don't you? Huh? You're a freak too aren't you?"

"Now hold on-"

"NO! FUCK YOU CLOUD! I told you about Sora, remember? I told you what he was! Why didn't you tell me what you were then? WHY? Why didn't you tell me about Leon? That night...when you said you found Sora when you were jogging or walking or...why didn't you...why didn't you..."

Almost as to make me feel even worse, Riku started to cry. I sat down beside him and put and arm around his shoulder. "I couldn't Riku and I'm sorry. I wasn't supposed to tell anyone what I was"

"But...but you could've trusted me. I-I wouldn't have told anyone"

He leaned into me and wrapped his arms around me. "cloud...I thought you trusted me"

I slowly started to rock him back and forth as I stroked at his hair. "of course I trusted you, but..." I stopped and sighed. There was so much he didn't know, so much I want to tell him, to show him...but I cant. He's far to emotional right now and probably wouldn't handle it the best way. I continued to hold him until he started to get drousy. I gently placed him into the bed and tucked him in. I was about to go home when I felt something tugging at my shirt.

"Don't leave me..."

Still feeling guilty I nodded and got under the blankets with him. He quickly snuggled into me and fell fast asleep. I smiled. Riku and Leon are so much alike...both completely adorable when they're asleep...both so fragile...both driving me crazy.


HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!!!!! I just lllurve Halloween. I went trick or treating. Yup. That's right. I'm 15 and I still trick or treat...but only cuz I'm not alone. Me and my posse went. It was sooo much fun! I was a slytherin from harry potter and my friend was my black cat! Now I have loads of candy while all the "cool" ppl who didn't go out don't. haha. In their face!

UTADA HIKARU: her cd...I bought it, and its ok. not the best. Not even really good. Just ok. some songs...meh. Its like...I don't really like it cuz she wasn't herself. She did all types of music on it instead of just one kind and that wasn't very cool.

DDR: I got the new DDR!!!! Its sooo fun!! I love ddr. It has even cuter songs than before! Hooray for dance dance revolution extreme!!

THEARTER CLASS: why the hell did I sign up?

VOTING: OH MY GIDDYGOSHERS!!! I'm SO SICK OF ALL THIS VOTING BULLSHIT!!! I mean, yea its important, but I'm only 15, so I cant vote, so its just ANNYOYING ME! Everywhere I go, MTV: choose or lose, VH1: rock the vote, NICKELODEON: nag the vote...what the hell!?!?!? WILL THEY GIVE IT A REST ALREADY!?? THANK MERLIN ITS ALMOST OVER!!!!

Hey friends, I have a new aol name, come say hi to me at: MoodyMalfoy at k?

THIS JUST IN!!!! SKOOL SUXX!!!!! Lol. I'm so silly. Alrighty, till next time...JOLLY HO!!!

If 1 and 6 makes 78 then the cows go HONK HONK and the zoo keeper told me my room was so yesterday so the sheet and the scarf jumped over Alex the talking poo who loves to say "REVIEW THIS STORAY!!"