Letting Go of Rain

There are so many questions about her? Why is so alone? WHY THE HELL DOESN'T SHE GET A BETTER HOME!? She is smart but so distant, just like my mother was before she died.

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Chapter 7

Session 2: Wanting Answers

I finally wake up with a huge knot up neck. DAMN IT HURTS LIKE HELL! I really should watch my sleeping habits more, oh well. I get up and as usual my hair is a wreck but suddenly I feel arms go around me. 'Is it Rain or Rebecca?' I glance behind me and see it is Shirley.

"Shirl thank you for fixing up my gym." She just holds me close.

"We're a little worried Chib." She looks at me with worried eyes, and I stroke her hair.

"I know Shirl but I'm making progress. I'm going to talk to Rebecca again." 'Please be at Kelso's I've found some meaning to why Rain may be so deep in my heart?'

Shirley nods and lets me go to do morning routine. I wash my face to wake up and step into the shower. 'I wish I had a woman in here? Rain or Rebecca will do wonders for me. I know it's sad but both of them are circling around my head.' I let the water hit me and I could've sworn I felt someone feeling me with small hands. I close my eyes and let the feeling go. Sadly when I open my eyes no one is there, again I'm a man with lust. I got out of the shower a little heart broken.

As usual I dry my hair off and put gel in it to spike it. I put on not my usual casual wear but something more, nice just to see how my doctor will react. It still has neo-American colors on it but it isn't just a shirt. It is a button up shirt and leave off the neck band today.

I walk out and my girls just look like an arrow hit them. I smirk and ask, "Like this outfit girls?"

Janet says, "Wow Chib you look really nice which isn't always like you."

Bunny, Cath and Shirley glare at Janet, and I couldn't help but smile at this. I say, "Easy girls don't scare Janet even though she's a blond we love her how she is right?"

All three nod and all of them hug me. I say, "I'll be back girls."

They all say, "Please get better."

With those heart felt words said I leave to find my doctor. I wonder to Kelso's and to my luck there she is but wait another man is starring at her. I get close to the window to see what is going on.

"Rebecca please, just one date we've worked together for what a year now." A red hair very tall man says.

"NO YOU KNOW HOW I WORK!" She answers with annoyance in her voice.

"If it is the last thing I ever do I will get one date out of you." He smiles and winks at her. She just waves her hand while looking at something.

'I HAVE NEWS FOR YOU PAL YOU AINT GETTIN' MY DOCTOR!' I thought I would have to punch him in the jaw but he finally leaves Rebecca alone. Someone taps on my shoulder I jump a few inches, and when I do I see Kelso standing behind me. He asks, "How long have ya been there Chibodee?"

I answer, "Uh not too long Kelso can I talk to Rebecca?"

Kelso nods and says, "Yes after you help her make a delivery."

I smile and nod, I don't care to help Rebecca. He shows me the huge box, and I knew Rebecca couldn't lift that by herself. I walk in the store with Kelso at my heels.

"Oh hi Chibodee I really need help lifting this." Rebecca has that sweet smile, but her eyes are too clear.

I smile and say, "I know it will be my pleasure to help such a lovely lady."

She just giggles lightly, and we get the box down. She leads the box on a rolling thing I don't really know the name of it. We push the box out and Kelso gives me a good luck wink. We walk for ten minuets without saying a word to each other I look at her with a thoughtful look. 'She's so pretty, but what I don't get is she told me she's lucky to get a passing glance. The guy earlier wanted her to go on a date but she said no. Is there things she isn't telling me?'

She looks at me briefly, and says, "We're almost there."

I smile but again she avoids my eyes. We finally got there and she turns to me. She says, "Sorry I'm not use to a guy being nice to me."

I smile and say, "It's no problem Rebecca now I've found some meaning, why I feel for Rain."

She smiles and I give her the pictures. She nods but she suddenly gasps as the last set of pictures I drew. She looks at me and leads me to her house. I go to the couch without asking why she led me here.

She asks, "Are these from your dreams?"

I nod and ask, "Is your last name Richheart?"

I know she'll say it's a personal question so I say, "I'm only asking for your last name."

She sighs in defeat and answers, "Yes my last name is Richheart even though I don't claim it."

I nod at least I got that much out. Her eyes are awfully clear like a storm is growing inside her. I go to look in her eyes she turns away and asks, "Are you a little angry with your father?"

I sigh and look up to her awful looking ceiling. "Yes I am he somehow neglected my mom and made her cry."

She nods and asks, "Do you still think of your mom often?"

I look in her emerald green eyes and say, "Yes it still hurts to know there was nothing I could've done to help her."

Rebecca says, "We all feel sorrow for what we couldn't do. I could probably bet your mom wants you to be happy Chibodee. Rain's touch reminds you of her sweet personality. Do I remind you of her too Chibodee?"

I smile and nod, Rain doesn't really look like mom like my dear doctor does. "You look like my mother, you have her will to survive and be the best she can be."

Rebecca couldn't hold back her tears. I see them fall she is trying to hold back, but she couldn't. I get up and say, "Rebecca please tell me why are you hurting?"

She looks at me and says, "I've failed myself."

I didn't care if she would hate me later I hold her close. "What do you mean you failed yourself?"

She looks in my eyes and says, "Once you get over Rain I'll tell you more."

"REBECCA, DON'T LEAVE ME HANGIN' ON A LINE!"

"I will not tell you until you can face Rain and not give her lies. Also when you can tell your crew why you've been seeing me." Rebecca states with a stern tone.

I clench my fist tightly and grit my teeth saying, "Fine but as soon as I'm able to do those things I better get an answer."

She nods and says, "Once you're able to do those things I will tell you everything."

I ask, "Who was the guy asking you out today?"

"His name is James; he helps with the financing of the store. He figures up the profit and amount of money to send." Rebecca answers casually.

"Oh I see one of THOSE men."

Rebecca asks, "Do I hear a twinge of jealousy in your voice Mr. Crocket?"

"No I know those, sleazy money dealin' kind of men. DON'T CALL ME MR.CROCKET IT MAKES ME SOUND OLD!" 'Am I jealous of him? To be able to work with Rebecca, no I'm not. I'm jealous over the fact he can get close to her and get away with it.'

"Uh Chibodee you can let me go now." Rebecca blushes and I look down, I feel an evil streak go through me. I slip my hand under her shirt, she blushes deeper and smacks at my hand but she hits her stomach and her chest.

"What are you smacking at woman?" I ask with a smirk hidden on my face.

"MR. CROCKET GET YOUR HAND OUT OF MY SHIRT!" Rebecca demands.

I smirk and squeeze her breast and ask "WHAT HAVE I SAID ABOUT CALLING ME MR. CROCKET!?"

"THEN GET YOUR HAND OUT OF MY SHIRT!" Rebecca shouts again.

I smirk and say, "Only until you say I'm a sexy beast."

"I WILL NEVER CALL YOU THAT EWW YOU SICKO!" Rebecca sternly answers.

"Ok." I squeeze with one hand and go further underneath her clothes. Man she has a nice ass I squeeze with another hand down there.

"OK OK YOU'RE A SEXY BEASTS NOW GET OUT!" Rebecca says desperately.

I smirk and say "Thank you doctor."

She gives me a glare and I just smirk at her. I say, "Sorry I couldn't stand being nice for too long."

She sighs and asks, "Feel better?"

"Actually I do oh and you really should show more of yourself." I smugly say.

"Men wouldn't take me seriously they'd only think I want to get under sheets with them."

She responds with a little cold tone.

"Oh I wouldn't think that of you. Anyway thank you doctor hope to see you again real soon." I wink at her with a smirk on my face. I know I was a little too forward with my evil streak but what red blooded American would've passed that chance by. I walk home thinking about the feel of her skin. 'Oh Rebecca please don't be too scared of me. DAMN SHE DIDN'T NOTICE MY CLOTHES OH WELL SHE'LL REMEMBER THIS SESSION HEHEH!'

Well this is an interesting chapter. Chibodee is starting to be his smug self but will his Serine state last? Will Rebecca tell him about her pain, and will continue to be there for him.

Raven6f: I'm glad you like the last chapter and here's the second session. I hope you like it just as good.