~*~Chapter 2~*~ Hey! Thanks for all the reviews everyone!!! TwinkleToes~ Hey! I'm sorry I got all bitchy in my review to myself, I kinda yelled at you! Again, I'm really sorry. I had no right to do that! Thanks for reviewing tho! Everyone, sorry that this chapter sucks a lot! Seriously, this chapter is really really really bad!!! I promise it'll get better though!! And I know Johnny doesn't show up in this chapter, but he will soon, I promise!! Anywho, I can't believe I've got so many reviews on 1 chapter!! Wow!! Thanks! Oh yeah, I own no one except Josh so yeah!
"Oh Jake! No!" I was only half listening to my parents's playful argument. To tell the truth I didn't even know what they were arguing about.
I had been sitting in the same position for two hours, and I knew it was two hours exactly because I kept my eyes glued to my sister's watch. Every time the hand of the watch moved I knew we were a minute closer to Kellermans. Every minute my stomach tightened and my head started to flood with old memories. Every minute my heart started to beat a little faster and every minute I grew a little more afraid.
"Only ten more minutes!" Lisa screeched and the excitement in her voice made me sick. It made me want to just turn around and go home and stay there for the rest of my days. I couldn't believe that I only had ten more minutes of my life, as I knew it, left. The minute I stepped out of the car and onto the Kellerman's pavement my life would change. Whether I saw Johnny again or not, I knew my life was about to change.
I stared at Lisa's watch some more before deciding that that wasn't helping. How would staring at a watch help? It would just remind me of the fact that I was about to lose my life that I knew. And it would tell me how many more minutes until we got to Kellermans.
Stupid Kellermans. I hated that place. The summer that we left Kellermans I swore to never come back and here I was. I was sitting in a car, that was jam packed with luggage, with my family and we were heading to Kellermans. I shivered not because I was cold, but because I was afraid. Afraid of what was happening, and afraid of what was going to happen? I didn't like changes and this was definitely going to be a change.
The big green leaves of some tree, they looked like sycamore tree leaves, blew by my window, only to be knocked to the ground by the heavy rain. That's when I saw it. I saw what I dreaded. I saw that big stupid pink sign that –in big black bolded letters- said 'Kellermans Resort'.
I don't know why it took me by surprise so much. I knew it would be still be there. Just actually seeing it meant that we really were going back to that stupid Resort and all the stupid people that worked there. Really going back. That's what surprised me, the really going back part. I guess I just really thought that we would wind up somewhere else and not at Kellermans; I thought maybe my parents had lied to me when they said we were going to Kellermans, like maybe they were trying to surprise me. But now I knew. We were really, truly going to Kellermans.
"I think I'm gonna go straight up to the cabin when we get there. Is that ok, daddy, mommy?" My mom turned around and put her hand on my forehead. She was treating me more like a ten year old rather than a twenty year old. Then again, I was used to being the baby so I guess I'd always get treated like the baby.
"Honey, you don't feel like you have a fever. Are you sure you're ok, Baby?" I nodded my head and wrapped a lock of my curly hair around my finger.
"I'm fine, just tired and I still have that headache." I faked a yawn. I didn't like having to lie to my parents but I knew that if I would have told them what or who I was thinking about they wouldn't be happy. They didn't trust Johnny. Ever after our last dance together.
I faked a yawn. I didn't like having to lie to my parents but I knew that if I would have told them what or who I was thinking about they wouldn't be happy. They didn't trust Johnny. Ever after our last dance together.
The large white building came into view and I sighed. It looked just like I remembered. The grass was bright green with a gazebo right in the middle and a few volleyball nets were set up. Across the sidewalk leading into the main house I could see a fresh, newly cut golf course. As beautiful as it looked it scared me.
To think that I just thought this summer was going to be a normal summer. This summer was supposed to be fun. I was going to catch up with some old friends of mine that I never got to see anymore, and we were all going to go to Florida. Josh was going to come with us as well, and we all just planned to hang out. Now it was all ruined. I didn't have a clue to what this summer was going to be like and the same question kept running through my head, what's this summer going to be like, I kept hearing that over and over again.
"We're here girls!" My father's voice interrupted my thoughts and I sighed for the second time in five minutes. We were. We were parked right outside the Kellermans Resort and I could see Max coming toward our car. Should I ask him if Johnny's still here? I shook that thought from my mind. Of course I couldn't do that; I had Josh. So even if Johnny was here, nothing at all would happen. Nothing could happen.
"Lisa, tell daddy that I'm going to the cabin." I crawled out of the car and reached into my purse to fish around for the key to the cabin. We had called in advance so Max had sent us keys to our cabin. My dad was now standing in front of the car waiting for Max. His smile was so big that you'd think he won a million dollars. That wasn't it though; he was just so excited to be back at Kellermans. I could see him already begin to relax, his shoulders weren't so tense and his smile was genuine.
"Baby! Where are you going?" I whirled around. My dad had caught me.
"Up to the cabin. I told you, I don't feel good."
"Don't you want to even say hi to Max?" No. I didn't want to say hi to Max. I just wanted to be alone to sort my feelings out.
"Sure. I guess." I smiled a little and told my dad I'd stay. Trust me this didn't make me happy. Why did have to give in to my dad and tell him that I would stay? Oh yeah…I just wanted to make him happy.
~A/N~ Hey! That's the end of this chapter!! Sorry it was bad, but I promise it'll get better!! I already have this story all planned out, I just have to type it, but does anyone have any suggestions cuz I'm always up for a challenge, meaning I'm willing to change my whole outlook on this story if anyone suggests something that I really like!