A/N: Sorry it's taken so long for an update. School has most of my time consumed. I've got homework, tests, and all that carp. Oh well, I'll pray for June to come soon and for prison, err....I mean school, to be out.

Cnflute: I'm glad you think it's unique, I thank you. And so does George (it's not sad for you to type to my cat, I talk to him everyday pretty much, I love that little kitty to death!).

Dark Katsumi: I'm glad you think it's awesome and that you liked the email idea. I myself liked it so much better than a boring phone conversation.

A/N: I just noticed a mistake in the last chapter, when the scene switched from Lizzie to Roxanne, I put October 9th, it should be 19th.

Disclaimer: The TV show 7th Heaven is not mine. Nor is the song "Shot To Pieces" by Skye Sweetnam, which appears in this chapter. I only own: Lizzie Kinkirk, Jack Robinson, Maryanne Barrett, Alyssa Gray, Courtney Lane, and Josie Carter.

Summary: Roxanne tells Lucy her pregnancy news. Lizzie makes a choice about seeing Kevin again

Chapter 4: Shot To Pieces

October 19th, 2003

Glen Oak; Pete's Pizza, On The Promenade

Lucy strolled into Pete's Pizza an hour after her and Roxanne had emailed each other. She found it weird that Roxanne was actually using her email address to contact her since Lucy's and Kevin's phone had accidentally been disconnected all day. Roxanne hardly ever checked her email. Weird, very weird. What was up with this meeting, anyway?

Lucy saw Roxanne sitting at one of the tables by the windows. She walked over by Roxanne and sat down and greeted her:

"Hey Roxie."

"Hey Luce," Roxanne replied, sounding depressed to Lucy in a way.

"So," Lucy started. "Why did you want to meet me here, anyway?"

"Can we talk about this over our pizza?" Roxanne asked, picking up her menu.

Lucy also picked up her menu, "sure, no problem. I am very hungry anyway."

Roxanne laughed, "yeah, me too. How about we order some anchovy pizza?"

Lucy cringed at the thought of anchovies, "Roxanne, I thought you hated anchovies, you said they were disgusting."

"I do, but I'm carving them all of a sudden," Roxanne replied.

Lucy just looked at Roxanne oddly as the waiter came to take their orders. Roxanne ordered a slice of anchovy pizza. And as for Lucy, she just stuck with a plain slice.

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October 19th, 2003

Buffalo

Lizzie's Room; Her P.O.V

I placed my brand new CD into my stereo. I switched it to track 12 "Shot To Pieces"; it sounded like a good song. The CD was Skye Sweetnam's new CD "Noise From The Basement". I had decided to check it out after Maryanne had told me about how good it was.

The music started blaring out of the speakers, the first verse seemed all too familiar to me...

I sit
Biting on the end of my pen
Chewing it up
Just like it was your head...

That's how I'm feeling right now, like I'm chewing at a pen wishing it was Kevin's head. I just can't see him again, it would be too hard. He completely ignored me whenever I wanted to spend time with him when he still lived here. Then he just ran off to be with that Lucy girl without even saying goodbye to me.

I'm running away from here...
Shot to pieces, shot to pieces
Have nothing to say from here...
Shot to pieces, shot to pieces
Going my own way from here...
Shot to pieces, shot to pieces
Just leave me alone - LEAVE ME ALONE!

Just leave me alone - LEAVE ME ALONE!

Just leave me alone - LEAVE ME ALONE!

April 21st, 2003. That was the date of Kevin's wedding. I was invited, but I didn't go because I came down with the flu and stayed with a neighbor while my mom and Ben were gone. I was kind of happy I didn't go; I wasn't ready to face Kevin then.

Forgive
Forget
What you did to me
I got to get free
Before I go crazy...

I get what this song means. The lyrics match how I feel perfectly...shot to pieces.

I'm running away from here...
Shot to pieces, shot to pieces
Have nothing to say from here...
Shot to pieces, shot to pieces
Going my own way from here...
Shot to pieces, shot to pieces
Just leave me alone - LEAVE ME ALONE!

Just leave me alone - LEAVE ME ALONE!

Just leave me alone - LEAVE ME ALONE!

Even though he's treated me badly in the past, I still love Kevin. I mean...he is my brother. I guess I'll give him a second chance.

I'm running away from here
Going my own way from here...

I'm running away from here...
Shot to pieces, shot to pieces
Have nothing to say from here...
Shot to pieces, shot to pieces
Going my own way from here...
Shot to pieces, shot to pieces
Just leave me alone - LEAVE ME ALONE!

Just leave me alone - LEAVE ME ALONE!

Just leave me alone - LEAVE ME ALONE!

So it's decided, I'll give Kevin a second chance. No matter how much I don't want to, I will go to Glen Oak without my revenge plan. I will pretend to enjoy life in Glen Oak, even if my heart is still here...

I'm running away from here...
Shot to pieces, shot to pieces
Have nothing to say from here...
Shot to pieces, shot to pieces
Going my own way from here...
Shot to pieces, shot to pieces
Just leave me alone - LEAVE ME ALONE!

Just leave me alone - LEAVE ME ALONE!

Just leave me alone - LEAVE ME ALONE!

I sighed as the last part of the song played...

I'm running away from here...
Shot to pieces, shot to pieces
Have nothing to say from here...
Shot to pieces, shot to pieces
Going my own way from here...
Shot to pieces, shot to pieces
Just leave me alone - LEAVE ME ALONE!

Just leave me alone - LEAVE ME ALONE!

Just leave me alone - LEAVE ME ALONE!

I really was shot to pieces.

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October 19th, 2003

Glen Oak; Pete's Pizza Again

Roxanne and Lucy both still sat at the pizza place. And after three pizzas each, five waters each, and two ice cream sundaes each, Lucy grew annoyed. She wanted Roxanne to tell her whatever she was hiding, that was why she asked her to come here, after all.

"Look, Roxanne, I'm sorry if this sounds rude. But you've barely talked to me since we got here, I thought you needed to tell me something," Lucy said.

"I do, but it's hard to say," Roxanne replied.

"Roxanne, you know I won't judge you, you're my best friend. You can tell me anything. Just come out and say it," Lucy told Roxanne.

Roxanne inhaled, and then exhaled, deeply and looked Lucy straight in the eye, "Luce, I'm pregnant..."

End Of Chapter 4

A/N: Sorry to leave you on a cliffhanger. I was going to add more to this chapter, but 7th Heaven's on now and I want to play my computer game "The Sims" after I watch it. Please review and tell me if you like this story.

Also, be sure to read Dark Katsumi's stories "Love Powers All: Love Choice", "Love Powers All: Life Or Death?, "Shadow", "Her Future", "Pieces Of Me", and any other stories she may have written. They're all awesome!(I promised her I'd do this next time I put a new chapter up.)

-Alexa (a.k.a Lydia)