DISCLAIMER Hey! I know I haven't updated in ages, so here's an update! I know its not very long but thats ok, right? RIGHT! Lol! I've been very busy with the husband and the baby and everything so yeah. Lol I only own Ann Marie and Josh....no one else! Enjoy! Oh and Rina and Augie, if u two read this, I got ur email!!! I miss u guys!

He loved me. He really loved me. Those words hit me like a sack of bricks. I couldn't do this to Josh. I owed it to him not to. All he had ever done was love me and now here I was getting ready to break his heart, and probably my own heart too.

Going after Johnny, loving Johnny, it was all a mistake. He loved someone else and him and Ann Marie were going to live a wonderful life together, and he would never think of me ever again. I was just going to wind up without my Johnny, and alone, just like I had last time.

Wiping a tear from my eye, I hung the receiver up and quietly crawled into bed. I pulled the white comforter up above my head and just shut my eyes. Everything would be better in the morning because I would be on my way home, and on my way to being in Josh's arms. Maybe he would propose to me.

His strong hands started at the small of my back and rose up, gently massaging my shoulders. Rolling over, I smiled at him and a small pur escaped my lips. His hands made their way up the back of my shirt and then I felt my bra being unhooked. Instead of stopping him, I only aided the process by slowly removing my shirt and laying flat on my back.

I could smell his breath on my breasts as his mouth and my breasts became one. He smelled of gingerale and wine with a hint of lime.

Letting out a small whimper of pleasure, I felt myself blush as I soon felt his strength inside of me. Feeling him move up and down, I cooed with delight and could only imagine how this would feel if it went on any longer.

"Baby! Baby!" I rolled over in bed to Lisa shaking me. "Get up." Huh? What was going on? "Mom and dad want us to go to breakfast with them."

I sat up slowly, breathing heavy and my hands sweating. Where was I? I could almost feel Johnny's arms around me and I could smell the strong aroma of gingerale and wine. Then it hit me, it was just a dream. "Baby, are you ok? Whats wrong with you?"

"Nothing." Putting my hand on my head, I said, "I'm fine." But it all felt so real. Johnny touching me, massaging me; it all felt so real. "Was there anybody in here last night, I mean, besides us?"

"Baby, are you sure you're feeling well?" I nodded my head slightly. "Last night when you got off the phone with Josh I told you I was going out. I wasn't here last night."

"No you didn't. You were here." Lisa just gave me an odd look. Maybe I was really going crazy. Giving up, I sighed. "Lisa, I told Josh everything."

"Oh, Baby" she hugged me. "I'm sorry. Is everything ok between you two?" I shrugged. What could I say? Josh thought everything was fine, however, I knew it wasn't. It would never be fine unless I was with Johnny, my Johnny.

The end!!!!!!! Lol!! Ok, just the end of this chapter!!!!