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The day seemed to have gone by quite quickly and Sawen found her way back to her room. She wasn't down by what Aragorn mentioned, she was over that. She really didn't want that to affect everything she did. The only thing that was on her mind was how much time she had left, they had already spent 5 days reaching here. Sawen didn't want to rush Legolas into a fast relationship that wouldn't rush, although Legolas seems like the one who's rushing. But she couldn't exactly linger in nowhere, whatever it was that was bothering her, she decided to write down. The drawer by the side of her bed had a small dark blue notebook. She took it out and flipped through the pages seeing if it anyone had written in it or it belonged to someone, but it seemed new and only had the words Guest Notebook on the corner of the front cover.

Sawen decided to use this as her private journal to keep her thoughts in. Then she fumbled around the drawer trying to find ink and a feather to write with. She began;

Dear Diary

It's wonderful. I'm finally in middle earth, though to come here I gave up my life in my world where I seemed like a ghost but I cant deny that I don't miss it a single bit, I was never alive until now. It's been 5 days since I got here, first in Mirkwood where I met a lovely elf friend Legolas. And we traveled to Minas Tirith where I am now. I think that Legolas and I have grown a strong bond between each other and we act more than just friends. Anyways, this mysterious power took me here and the deal was that I had to find a love in 30 days or I would pass. It all seems strange but no matter what happens I do not under any circumstances at all want this to be a dream and that I wake up and everything was like before. I hope that never happens.

Sawen.

After writing Sawen found someplace safe to hide the book and then got into bed. The bed was large and cold, it lacked a certain warmth from a certain person. Legolas was heading for Sawen's room anyway so they were bond to meet. A soft knock came to her door and he opened it slowly eyeing around the room for Sawen. The girl was already in bed with her head on the pillow and the sheets over her, as she slowly tried to sit up the prince walked closer and insisted her stay down.

"Sawen. Are you alright?" he asked.

"Hmm I'm fine," She said, half asleep and yawning.

"I am amazed that you are still tired. You had a long day's sleep." He said as he sat on the side of her bed stroking her hair.

"I don't know why, but I just feel tired. I'm sorry we didn't get to do anything today." She fell straight asleep in the dark while Legolas still sat there beside her. He leaned forward and kissed her on the cheek and left the room quietly.

He wondered around the halls until he saw Aragorn outside looking at the stars with a pipe in his mouth smoking peacefully. Legolas approached him quietly,

"Forgive me for before. I was wrong to speak that harsh at you." He said. As the king just turned his head around.

"It's not your fault. I brought up the subject and I should apologize." They exchanged peace looks to each other and Legolas sat down beside Aragorn. "How is she?"

"She's asleep. I can't believe all this is happening." The elf scratched his head and sighed.

"Can't believe what?" Aragorn raised his eyebrow already knowing what he was referring to.

"You've known me for what? Years now. And you know all the women that come onto me." Aragorn rolled his eyes and replied.

"I really don't know what it is about you that drives the women crazy all over you. Might be your hair." He laughed

"What I'm saying is that they're usually coming onto me, not me coming onto them. They would tackle me down in bed, but..."

"Sawen doesn't eh?" the king laughed again. "She keeps pulling away huh?"

"I don't understand. We are close to each other, very close. But there's just something in the way. She doesn't act like others."

"Well this is something! First time you got rejected by a woman. Ha! The famous Prince Legolas, the supposed most handsome lady's elf has been rejected." The king couldn't help but laugh a little more.

"I was not rejected!" the elf argued back. "It's complicated, you wouldn't understand."

"Arwen and I fought further than you could imagine to be where we are now. I do understand." Aragorn finally stopped laughing and pulled himself back. "There there mellon nin, things will pull together the way you want soon enough. You mustn't hurry her. But I still don't understand; if you love her so much, just tell her. Just say I love you and she will feel the same.

"I know. She's perfect. Everything I could ever dream of." He couldn't help but to describe her all over. "I'm just scared what those words can do."

"Even better than Elenya?" Aragorn raised his eyebrow waiting for Legolas' reply.

Legolas sighed, he didn't like being reminded of the subject but he spoke, "I don't know." The prince looked away up at the stars. "It's been 20 years since she died, but my heart has not forgotten her. I still love her and miss her."

Flashback

Elenya was one of the maidens in Legolas' palace. She worked there years before the war of the ring. Legolas was a 'player' and many girls were crazy about him. One day, Legolas was practicing archery in the fields when his arrow shot through the trees and hit Elenya. After that they got to know each other and became close and shortly after they fell in love. Legolas didn't mind that Elenya was a maid but of course Thranduil did. The couple wanted to get married but Thranduil refused. Legolas and Elenya were about to elope secretly and start a new life but one-day Legolas' cousin found out that Elenya was using Legolas for his looks and money. The next day Elenya got extremely sick and died Legolas was devastated and angry but he didn't blame her. He was depressed for a few months not knowing what to do but when the council of Elrond was held and the Fellowship was formed he had put aside his bad memories and moved on.

End Flashback.

"You can't love two women you know?" Aragorn informed the previous play prince. " Things are not like when you were young, you can't play around with women anymore. And besides that would be unfaithful to Sawen."

"In some ways, Sawen reminds me of Elenya. They share a similar spirit and they both have great beauty. But Sawen is different in ways that no one else could compare with. She's more...serious about things." Legolas sighed again disappointed and not.

"Didn't you ever get the fact that Elenya betrayed you? She wanted you for your fame, glory, money, looks!" Aragorn said.

"But she did love me!" Legolas replied loudly. "I don't blame her for wanting my fame, looks etc. What woman wouldn't?

Meanwhile Sawen had suddenly woke up from an uncomfortable sleep and she was o longer tired. She decided to get some fresh air and so she walked around the halls when she heard voices of which seemed to be of Aragorn and Legolas. She smiled and walked over quietly.

"Legolas you have to move on, you cannot dwell on something that is gone. Elenya betrayed your trust, she loved your fortune!" Aragorn and Legolas seemed to be in a sort of argument now.

"But I loved her and I still do!!!!" He had been so caught with the subject on Elenya that he forgot about Sawen, who was standing at the door behind a curtain. She gripped the curtain hard and her eyes slowly filled deep with sadness and tears fell down her face.

Legolas walked right back inside furious yet sad about what they said and just as he opened the door he saw Sawen standing in front of him. She had wiped away her tears though her eyes were a bit red from crying, she stood there looking at him with her expression as if she was going to burst into tears. What seemed like a long time was only a few seconds.

"Sawen I.... no it's not...." Legolas was speechless and in shock.

"It's not what?" Sawen was breaking inside and yet she felt anger to herself for letting herself fall for someone so easily.

"No I didn't mean what I said. I was angry and I suddenly, I don't know why I said that." He walked closer to her but she moved back.

"No it's okay. I'm glad you found your love." She had never given such a fake smile to him "Because I've just lost one." She ran off back to her room and Legolas followed quickly. He sped up and tried to grab hold of her hand while she was still running and he succeeded. He dragged her in and saw she was crying hard. She struggled, trying to break free from him but he was much stronger and he held her closer to him.

"Let me go you!!!!!!" Sawen cried, she kept moving to get away from him but he tied her arms together and soon she gave up, her hands slowly falling down and so did she.

"Please, I'm sorry you heard that. I really don't know what came over me. You must forgive me, Sawen." He kneeled down and held her pleadingly, he kept thinking you fool, how could you do this to her! If she doesn't forgive you, you deserve it!

"What I said, it just came out all of a sudden."

"Who was she?" She was still crying but managed to say something.

"Elenya, she was my love. But she died years ago. It's all in the past, everything."

"Except your love."

Legolas was silent; he really had to think about that. He and Elenya shared something great for a long time, but the fact of her lies did tare them. But he and Sawen had something great as well, though only for a sort time so far it felt more and more.

"I.....I" He was just about to tell her but she spoke before him.

"You still love her. And you expect to love me too. How can I be with you knowing I have to share your heart with another woman. I'll be damned if I have to spend the rest of my time competing with a ghost!" She finally broke free of his grip when he didn't speak and she ran back to her room. Falling onto her bed.

The next day, Sawen woke up as if her mind had wondered off. Legolas, who didn't sleep at all, sat in the dining room, waiting till Sawen came out to eat her breakfast. Sawen acted like she couldn't remember ay of last night's trauma but in her mind and heart she did. The pain still ran through her veins and she acted like if under a spell after her shock. She wandered into the dining room not knowing where she was going but when she caught her eye on Legolas she stood frozen for a few seconds. Legolas stood from his seat and approached her but she quickly slipped into the furthest seat from him and didn't speak.

The elf knew this was his entire fault. She was in this condition because of what he did and he felt really bad. Sawen had never felt or been in such a trauma before and she didn't know how to act and so she sat frozen, still under her spell. A maid came in and placed a plate of food in front of her and bowed before walking off. But she had no reaction to this, it was like she didn't know what the breakfast was or how to eat it. Legolas never took his eyes off her and he decided he had to do something, so he walked over to her slowly, trying not to frighten her off again.

"Sawen? Are you okay?" The prince asked

She scratched her head and smiled sweetly at him like a little kid and stood up and walked outside. Legolas was concerned about her state but he knew if he kept approaching her, she would run. He had no idea that last night would have this much affect on her, but it did.

Sawen, who was in her 'trance' looked upon the city below She couldn't think of anything right now, not how many days left, not about the argument. Nothing. Her mind was blank and she felt as if her heart stopped beating. But suddenly a voice came from behind her.

"Sawen" A woman said softly in a light voice. Sawen turned around and it was Arwen. " Come with me." And she led her inside.

MORE TO COME, hahahaha. How will Sawen ever cope with what happened and will she ever snap out of her condition? KEEP CHECKING HERE TO FIND OUT MORE. Read n review pppllsss.