Title : Just Friends
Author : Me
Rating : PG-13
Warning : Slash. AU.
Disclaimer : Don't Own. Don't Sue. Don't Tell. Never Happened. Only in my dreams.
Pairing : Sirius/Remus
Chapter : 2/?
Summery : Remus and Sirius hid their true feelings about each other from each other, which begins to destroy not only their friendship, but all the other friendships they made with it.
Author's Notes : Read and Review please. Sorry it took so long to get this chapter up.
I know this is a REALLY short chapter but I'm REALLY tired and I just HAD to update.
The next morning at breakfast Remus couldn't stop staring at Sirius. The way his eyes shown when his smiled. That smile. Those pale..full lips-
"Yo Moony! Come back to Hogwarts for a minute, would ya?!?" James asked, waving a piece of Cinnamon toast in front of Remus' eyes. "Sorry.." Remus murmured, blushing.
Sirius stared at Remus for a few minutes. The way the blush covered his cheeks was just so- "So Sirius, why don't you tell our astronut here what you said last night. I, for one, am eager for an answer also." James said to Sirius, who blinked for a minute before remembering what he wanted to ask Remus.
"Er..Moony, what were you dreaming of last night? It seemed quite pleasant." Sirius said, shifting his curious gaze to Remus. Remus froze. Oh no. His life would be over if his friends found out about his dream last night. And almost every night before then. He couldn't lie. He just..
"Sirius, can I talk to you in private?" Remus asked Sirius, raising an eyebrow. The way Remus' eyes somehow darkened forced Sirius to notice how..serious the situation was. "Sure" Sirius said, slowly standing. Remus grabbed Sirius' arm and started to pull him out of the great hall.
"Whats up with them, do you know anything, Evans?" James asked the redhead he was sitting next to. Lily shook her head, "Not a clue Potter."
Once through the great oak doors Remus let go of Sirius' arm and started to pace in front of him, "Look, Sirius. L..Last night when you came downstairs and I was on the couch I was awake. I..I can't..can't keep this from you because we've never had a s..secret and its just so hard that-"
Sirius' eyes kept getting wider as he watched how jittery Remus was. "Calm down Moony, is something wrong?" he asked his friend, stopping Remus in his tracks by placing a hand lightly on his shoulder, which Remus shrugged off. "Sirius, look..just don't.."
Remus sighed, "I really have to tell you something." Sirius raised a brow at Remus. Remus nodded, "Last night.. my dream.. it was you.. and me.. and we were..were.. kissing.. and doing stuff to each other.. and there was the sky and.. and rag dolls and.." Remus was nearly sobbing at the shocked look on Sirius' face, but he contained himself, "I..I was scared.. it wasn't the first time I've had the dream but... but its the first time you brought it up and..the dream scared me because I..thought.. I was straight but the dream was pleasant and-"
Sirius' -more- shocked look stopped Remus mid-sentence. He let two tears slide down his cheek but forced himself to stop there. "Look..padfoot.. I'm really sorry I-"
"Remus! How..how.. I..I thought I could trust..Arugh!" Sirius spun around and banged a fist into the wall, it hurt like hell but he wanted to feel pain. Yes, Sirius had feelings for Moony, but this was.. he wasn't gay. Sirius Black was not gay.
Sirius spun back around to face Remus. "How could you do this to me, Moony? How?" he asked softly, before turning around and opening the door to the great hall, not waiting for an answer. He was murmuring to himself as the door shut behind him and he walked back to his seat at the Gryffindor table.
"Whats wrong, Sirius?" Lily asked him, placing a concerned hand on her friends shoulder. Sirius shrugged hers off like Remus did his. "Nothing Lily. Nothing."