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Author's Notes : Last two Chapters. u-u. I'm sad. Horrifically sad. But oh well. --
I'm sad to report that this had to end (I'm repeating myself..) And in the next (and sadly, last) chapter I'll be making a big speech about how good it was to write this. (JUST KIDDING!...maybe..)
Remus and Sirius had started walking away from the lunchroom when it was time to go to classes. Oddly enough, although expected, Remus and Sirius thought of each other. They felt each other missing each other. And even Sirius was having thoughts of crossing the barrier he put between them.
Remus sighed as he strolled to lunch after classes. He had missed Sirius' face from breakfast. He missed the way his rough hand felt. He missed Sirius in general. But the worst thing he felt -the thing he would never forget feeling- was the fact that he was so sure Sirius wanted to remain friends and only that. And that pained him the most.
Remus fingered the strap of his bag, watching his feet when he bumped into someone. Someone familiar.
Someone with rough hands and a killer smile that he gave everyone. Someone named Sirius.
And with that Remus' heart leaped in his chest.
Sirius looked Remus right in the eyes and Remus knew Sirius had been thinking long and hard all day. That thought really made Remus wounder why Sirius was changing so much. but he didn't care. Because Sirius sighed and gave him that 'we really need to talk' look.
Even though this seemed Urgent, it was clear they would have to wait until private to talk, but Remus could wait as long as he had to. He could and would go the distance for Sirius. It was clear to Remus now that the dream that had started this all wasn't just a dream. It had unraveled him from the inside-out, showing him his feelings. Making everything clearer.
Sure, it may sound creepy, but the warm comfort feeling that Sirius got whenever Remus was near was due to knowing that Remus liked him. Maybe that was all Sirius needed to know. Maybe Sirius just needed that one little push.
"Hey Moon."
"Hey Pad."
They were surrounded by people so they had to act as if the dream that had started it all had never happened. But they both knew it did. Sirius flashed Remus his million-dollar smile and Remus could only smile back.
Sirius could like Remus in that way, and he could still like girls. And he liked that. But he knew this whole thing had shocked and scared Remus, and Sirius was scared too. He was liking Remus more than anything he had ever liked. More than quidditch, more than girls, more than pranks, and that was saying something.
Its so easy to make friends - If you want to hang out with a group of druggies all you have to do is do drugs. If you want to be with the sluts you have to be loose and easy. If you want good friends you only have to be yourself. Sirius and Remus knew that. And through being them selfs they found each other.
And it was so easy to do that. Just as it was so easy to act as if something had never happened when they both knew it had. It was so easy to cover up feelings that eventually were reveled. And it is so easy to change - knowing that the change will be for the good.
Its so easy for one friend to like another friend. In that way.
Sirius and Remus both knew they had feelings for each other now. And it was so easy for them to start to show it.