Disclaimer - Not mine. -sadly- I do own the plot and the way I write Remus and Sirius, Its my own flare of a style if I must say so myself.
Author's Notes - Last Chapter. sighIMPORTANT - After the 'the end' I was listening to the radio this morning and that song just reminded me SO much of my fic.. you'd have to have read all of it to get it but really read the song and if you can listen to it, LISTEN TO IT! Its a really good song and is perfect for any slash ship written angst. u-u.
I hate to see this fic go. But I left with a bang. shakes head sadly It was so much fun to get a good look inside Remus and Sirius. Sigh again Oh well, I might write a sequel, it may be fun. But for now, the happy ending everyone has been waiting for..
"We need to talk" were the first words out of Sirius Black's mouth at 3:21am to a sleeping Remus.
Remus slowly opened his eyes and looked at Sirius. His eyes adjusted to the darkness and he smiled slightly. So this was the private Sirius wanted. Well then, Remus waited and now he would have that chat with Sirius.
Remus slid out of bed and stumbled as he followed Sirius out of the boys dorm and into the common room. A fire was dimly lit in the fireplace and Sirius had placed a maroon blanket on the sofa in case Remus got cold.
Remus smiled at Sirius and sat down on the sofa, snuggling with the blanket but leaving room for Sirius to snuggle too. In case he wanted to, that is.
"Look, Remus, about this thing latly.." A long pause followed Sirius' words. Neither boys really knew what to say, but they knew what they felt. It was the fear of the others' reaction to it all. But they did know what they wanted.
"I'm sorry about the whole thing Sirius.." Remus' voice told Sirius he wasn't being truthful. Sirius could just tell. Sirius sighed, "Look, Remus, You have nothing to be sorry about. And your happy this whole thing happened because somehow I've grown more attached to you. And I know how you feel about me" Remus blushed but Sirius continued, "You've got to stop this whole guilt trip."
"But-"
"No Buts, Remus, Its not your fault. Your kind and gentle and you can't help the way you feel, I know because I feel it too, and if you feel this way then its your job to do something about your feelings, not to feel guilty every time you have a spark of..whatever you feel.. toward me.."
Remus stared at Sirius a moment. He was being totally serious, no pun intended. "I don't know exactly whats going on, Remus, but I've never felt this way toward anyone." Sirius' tone was barley audible, but Remus caught every word.
"I know what your feeling Sirius." Remus whispered, looking into Sirius' eyes. Sirius smiled again. It was a real smile. Reserved for Remus and Remus only. Not some smile he shared with everyone.
"God.." Sirius shook his head. "What?" Remus gave him a small nudge.
Blushing, Sirius whispered in a voice so low that if Remus didn't have an acute sense of hearing, he wouldn't have heard it - "I think I've fallen in love with my best friend."
Remus blushed. He didn't know what to say. He decided on "Love you too, Sirius. Seriously." Sirius chuckled a bit, but he was still blushing. It was love, because he had never truly loved anyone. Not any of the girls he'd been with, certainly not his family. But he loved Remus. He always had. He was just realizing it now.
"I love you more than words" Sirius said before pressing his lips to Remus' soft ones. The ones that haunted his memory. Made him look to brighter days.
This kiss was different from the first. There was no one staring and they -really- felt this one. It was like there was this huge space inside them, a puzzle if you will, that just had the last piece put in.
Their lips parted and Sirius ran his tongue along Remus' tender lower lip before sliding it inside his mouth. He explored and Remus let him.
After Sirius had tasted Remus, all of his mouth, Remus slid his tongue in Sirius' mouth and had a little exploration of his own. All the while they were still on the couch in the light of the dimly lit flame. And they were alone to share this private moment with themselves.Remus didn't know what to think. He slowly pulled away from Sirius and kissed him on the tip of his nose. Both boys were panting. But this kiss was truly the best the both of them had ever had. And they both had a feeling it wasn't the last they would ever share with each other.
"I think your my boyfriend now." Sirius commented, once he got his breath back. Remus nodded in agreement, "I think we were always more than just friends." And to that, Sirius nodded and moved to kiss Remus again.The End
Saying I love you
Is not the words I want to hear from you
It's not that I want you
Not to say, but if you only knew
How easy it would be to show me how you feel
More than words is all you have to do to make it real
Then you wouldn't't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Now I've tried to talk to you and make you understand
All you have to do is close your eyes
And just reach out your hands and touch me
Hold me close don't ever let me go
More than words is all I ever needed you to show
Then you wouldn't have to say that you love me
Cos I'd already know
What would you do if my heart was torn in two
More than words to show you feel
That your love for me is real
What would you say if I took those words away
Then you couldn't make things new
Just by saying I love you
More than words
Extreme - 'More than words'